[WEI YING'S P.O.V]
Do you ever experience the feeling of familiarity in one place yet it's unknown to you? After informing Lan Zhan that I want to stroll this place. I sprint fast to my most favorite spot in this place. The bunnies garden. This place is haven't changed except the decoration and the landscape became modern. To be surrounded by these cute and adorable bunnies calms me. Somehow I feel down today for an unknown reason, Is it because I woke up in a bad dream again? But I can't remember what happened in my dream. I even don't remember what happened earlier why ZeWu-jun injured? It is because of me?
Cloud Recesses is a second home for me. This is the place where I meet first love, my one, and only Lan Zhan. By looking at every corner of it, I can't stop smiling at those memories I had with him. But then even when I'm standing the same spot as before it feels foreign for me right now. Not only the place but also the people around me.
One day, I woke up at this unknown place, Where is everything is new to me. Did I take a time travel spell or I am being thrown at this unknown place? I can't remember how I ended up here. In my own investigation have this is the future and right now I am harboring the body of my descendant at this time. Also, ShiJie and Jiang Cheng had reincarnated in this time. My time is limited to take further study because Jiang Cheng interrupts me always. You know already what he does right? As time goes by I have observed how are things go here and the way of communicating, studies and transportation are. It's hugged differently where I came from.
When every time I woke up in my deep slumber, I can't remember what happened where the time I unconscious. Is it because I am a soul who just wandering around? Is there anyone perform a sacrifice cursed to this body? But why and who might do that? And when I waking up it's either this body is hurt badly or being sicked. ShiJie said I have decease that needs to take medication and treatment that's why I am just imaginary things. I tried many times to tell them that I am not. But they don't believe me. As I need to follow what they said after treatment I have with ZeWu-jun it lessens my waking up day by day. It's made me lonely more. It feels like they tying to get rid of me and that's hurt. I know that I do not belong here. But how I can go back? What I have to do? Thinking to find Lan Zhan to ask for his help, but he doesn't recognize me either. How can help me? 'I want to go back'
Unconsciously my tear begins to drop. "Why are you crying?" It's Lan Zhan's voice. I wipe fast my tears away. He sits next to me. "Don't hide, I already saw it." I look at him, There's something in those eyes that my tears flow more by seeing him. This Lan Zhan in front of me, Is also the reincarnation of Lan Zhan that I love. I already missed him. When we first time meet I thought he is the Lan Zhan I know because he had the same aura and face. He came forward and wipes my tears using his thumbs and hugs me tight. "Sshh, Don't cry. I am here." His gentle voice, his scent and big hands that keep patting gently at my back are the same. But he is not him.
"Lan Zhan, please help me." I cried more in his arms. "What it is?" he broke our hugs and look worried at me. "I want to go back..." I honestly answered him. He keeps looking at me for more minutes, I bit he don't understand what I'm saying. "...nevermind" I sign, "Wei Ying, explain more to me. I can't understand." He said. "Do you believe me when I tell you?" I ask him back. "Yes, of course. I will believe you always!" He answered fast. Ah, that's what I want to hear. I smiled. I am happy that there is a single person here believe me.
I tell him the whole story. Even he is confused but he still listened to what I'm saying. I can't see any doubt in his eyes. "Did you already know how?" He asks, "I still can't finish my investigation right now, Can you lend me a hand to help me?" I ask him back. "Yes, I will. Just let me know what I need to do." He smiled at me. Hmn, being here in Cloud Recesses maybe there is anything that might help me. "Let's try to find it here," I suggest, he just nodded. We walk around the whole place and their Library Pavilion but there is no information useful for it. It's already noon when we decided to take a break.
"Did you find anything?" we are walking out again. "No..." I answered him. "It's okay, don't lose your hope. I help you." He looks at me with his beautiful smile again. This Lan Zhan is more carefree and speaks what his in mind. If my Lan Zhan is like him. I look back at him and thinking. Is it okay to stay here more? I want to spend more time on him. If he is the reincarnation of my Lan Zhan, He also has a feeling for me right? Like him ... "Can you please stop staring at me like that ..." Oh, he is blushing. I think he is already in love with me. How cute, he is embarrassed when I am staring at him like this. I am not having affair right? Lan Zhan, I'm not cheating you, I can't help it he is attractive that I can't stop my self loving him.