December 23rd:
Maddie's POV:
I'm not looking forward to today, I have way too many doctors appointments. When Kenzie scheduled them, she scheduled them all in one day, because she knows I hate having them spaced out. But I also hate going in general.
Kenzie🌵
You have dentist at 10, eye doctor at 3, flu shot at 5:30 and then allergy doctor at 12.
i'd rather die than go, but okay.
Girl it is not that bad.
you try being blind.
No thank you😂
Read at 8:41A.M
This is the earliest I have woken up since we got back from tour, almost a month ago. Billie's asleep. Cuddling Milo and not me, but I have to get up anyways. I walked to the bathroom and started the shower, I walked downstairs and got a water and checked my email.
I wanna do other things that aren't on the list, but like it's hard when nothing excites me. I still get hella offers about doing a lot of different things, but like I said nothing excites me.
I walked back upstairs and I got into the shower, I need a video for next week. I have an idea, but it's dumb as hell. It's also because I don't have time to really film either. I could film later today, that's the only time I have to film. I have to go Christmas shopping tomorrow, because I only have the gift for Claudia. I lied to Billie, I don't have her gift, but I do have an idea.
I got out of the shower and got ready for the day, I did everything. I want Billie to go with me to the doctors, but I don't want her to be bored.
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Calling Kenzie🌵:
Kenzie: "Hey babe, what's up?"
Maddie: "You're making me go to the doctors, so you're watching Milo."
Kenzie: "Okay, can Holden come too?"
Maddie: "Awww, of course."
Kenzie: "I don't know what your deal is." She laughed.
Maddie: "Y'all are gonna be one cute couple."
Kenzie: "No, I would never date anyone else on your team."
Maddie: "You don't have to lie to me Kenzie, you're not good at it."
Kenzie: "I'll be there in twenty."
Maddie: "Okay."
Call Ended.
I walked out of the bathroom, I took Milo out of Billie's arms so I could lay there. I started leaving light kisses on her jawline, I heard her let out a relaxed sigh as she stretched.
Billie: "Why the hell are you up so early?"
Maddie: "I have four doctors appointments today, you wanna come?"
Billie: "Sure, I have nothing to do today anyways. Where's Milo?"
Maddie: "Behind you."
She rolled over and cuddled Milo again, I walked over to the other side of the bed and took Milo from her again and walked out of the room. I walked down the stairs to let her out, while I was down there, I filled her food and water bed.
Billie: "Why did you take her!" She whined.
Maddie: "Get ready!"
Billie: "Did you already shower?!"
Maddie: "Yes!"
Billie: "Of fucking course!" She said playfully, and I couldn't help myself from laughing.
I was scrolling through my phone, I was looking at Twitter and I saw that I was in the lead for the award I was nominated for. I have like an hour to kill, I have hella PR I need to unbox. I fucking hate unboxing shit, it takes too long and makes the biggest mess.
I let Milo in and she immediately ran up to Billie, she's in the shower. So she's not gonna get what she wants. I walked up to the glam room and saw all the boxes laying around, they're all big as hell too.
I sat down on the floor and pulled the box between my legs, Milo shortly comes in after me.
Maddie: "Aw it looks like you're stuck with me." I said in a baby voice, I scratched her stomach as she rolled over on to her side.
Whenever I have PR, I organize it into three categories. Stuff I wanna test out, stuff I don't know what to do with, and stuff that was sponsored. The sponsored section makes me wanna die, because I have to post on my story, then attach a link. I'm really complaining about first world problems but its whatever.
I got through one box and it went quicker than I thought it would, I got through like four boxes by the time Billie came in and found me. Milo obviously shot up and wagged her tail at Billie. I looked away from both of them so I could sneeze, I've been sneezing hella the last couple of days and if they tell me I'm allergic to my dog. I will be throwing hands.
Billie: "Are you sick?"
Maddie: "It's allergies, I'm going to the doctor for that at 12. What time is it?"
Billie: "9:12. Do you wanna go?"
Maddie: "I can't leave until Kenzie gets here. She's coming here with Holden so they can watch Milo."
Bille: "They're coming here together?" She said happily.
Maddie: "Yes!"
Billie: "They're totally gonna be a couple by New Years."
Maddie: "Midnight kiss." I covered my mouth, to show my excitement.
Billie: "Say fucking less." She had the same amount of excitement as I did.
Almost on command, I heard the front door open meaning they're here.
Kenzie: "Yo!"
Maddie: "Glam room!"
I heard both of them walk up the stairs, Billie and I couldn't stop laughing. They walked in hella confused, but we quickly got out shit together-barely, but we did it.
Maddie: "You wanna finish this?"
Kenzie: "I can."
Maddie: "You know how I organize it?"
Kenzie: "I know what's sponsored, and then I can post on your Instagram story while you're at the doctors."
Maddie: "Take the pictures and then send them to me, I'll edit them and post them."
Kenzie: "Sounds good, I'll see you at?"
Maddie: "Like 7."
Kenzie: "You're really about to leave me here all day."
Maddie: "You got Holden." I shot him a smile, and he smiled back. I have never seen him smile like that before.
Billie helped me up off of the floor, and we walked out. We got into my car, my appointments, my car, I pay. Even though we're not doing anything. I assume we'll get breakfast and lunch.
It was almost like Billie read my exact thought.
Billie: "You're not paying."
Maddie: "Yes I am."
Billie: "You're about to drop 7K on Invisalign, you sure you wanna pay?"
Maddie: "No, I don't wanna pay for that, but I'm still going to." I laughed.
We ended up at the dentist, we decided to breakfast afterwards. They let Billie come in with me, she sat in the chair off the side. I sat in the main chair.
Adam: "I'm Adam, I will be your dentist from now on. It says here that you had braces from when you were 10 to 14? Is that correct?"
Maddie: "Yes."
Billie looked at me with wide eyes, she never knew that I had braces.
Adam: "Your last dentist was in San Fransisco?"
Maddie: "Yes."
Adam: "How long have you been in L.A.?"
Maddie: "Like three years, I've been the dentist, to get like a cavity filled or a cleaning. My teeth didn't start shifting until recently."
Adam: "Ohh, I see. Okay, open." I opened my mouth and he stuck that little mirror on a stick in there.
Adam: "I see the problem, your wisdom teeth are coming in. Now what we could do, is we give you Invisalign now with your wisdom teeth. Or we could wait until your wisdom teeth are removed, in a couple months when it wouldn't be as painful."
Maddie: "I'll do Invisalign now."
Adam: "Have your teeth been hurting?"
Maddie: "No, I just can tell that they're shifting. Can you like predict when you can take my wisdom teeth out?"
Adam: "Probably early January."
Maddie: "So if I get Invisalign now, and then get my wisdom teeth taken out. I'd have to get new Invisalign?"
Adam: "We would just change the mold, it would be like 500 dollars to do that and then you'd wear it for 6 months and then you're good to go."
Maddie: "How much is Invisalign?"
Adam: "6,800 dollars."
Maddie: "Okay." There are so many things I could buy with that.
Adam: "We're going to make the mold now, and then it would be ready around January second."
Maddie: "Sounds fine." I cannot look at Billie, because I will bust out laughing. The stuff he put in my mouth tasted like ass, it was in my mouth for like ten minutes. I was scrolling through my phone because he said that I need to wait for it to piece together.
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I looked over at her for half of a second and I almost lost my shit, but I was able to maintain myself. After he took that shit out my mouth, we were pretty much done.
We walked to the office and the lady handed me a piece of paper. I had to sign it and then we were good to go get breakfast.
We ended up at Starbucks, we both got our usual. We had some time to kill until my allergy appointment, I don't know what I'm going to do if I am allergic to my dog, I'd rather suffer than get rid of her.
Maddie: "If they dilate my eyes, you have to drive."
Billie: "What does that mean?"
Maddie: "They didn't dilate my eyes at my last appointment, meaning they're probably going to this time. It's an eye drop that blurs my vision for like 7 hours. I have to wear these big ass bulky glasses that protect my eyes from the sun, what I'm getting at, is that I can't do anything."
Billie: "So, I get to take of you."
Maddie: "Yeah, you do." I smiled.
Billie: "So like you can't see at all or?"
Maddie: "I have my contacts in right now, but I'mma take them out and wear my glasses. If I wear my glasses when my eyes are dilated then, I can see fine, I just can't read anything. You're not supposed to do that, and it's horrible for your vision. It almost looks like you just finished crying, and my pupils are gonna be hella big."
Billie: "Does it hurt?"
Maddie: "The eyedrops sting like a bitch, but once it's done it's done."
Billie: "What does it do?"
Maddie: "If I'm being honest, I have no clue. I think it prepares your eyes for your new prescription."
Billie: "How much money does it cost for your glasses and eyes?"
Maddie: "All together, probably around 600 yearly."
Billie looked at me.
Maddie: "I have glasses, contacts and then the eye exam. Contacts and glasses are expensive sometimes."
We ended up at the building my allergy doctors at, I don't know what they're going to tell me. Because I had a dog at my house when I was little and it didn't affect me, so I don't know what's going on.
It didn't take the doctor long to get ready for me, I have never been to an allergy doctor. I didn't think that I was allergic to anything.
Jen: "Hi Madison! So what brings you here today?"
Maddie: "Uh, I think I might be allergic to my dog, but I had a dog when I was little so I don't know."
Jen: "What kind of dog did you have back home?"
Maddie: "I had a German Shepherd."
Jen: "What kind of dog do you have now?"
Maddie: "An Australian Shepherd."
Jen: "Does your dog shed?"
Maddie: "No."
Jen: "You might be allergic to the dandruff on the dogs skin."
Maddie: "Will I have to get rid of the dog if that's the case?"
Jen: "Not at all, we'll just put you on allergy medicine that you would take once a day."
Maddie: "That's easy."
Jen: "Are you on any other medicine?"
Maddie: "No."
Jen: "Okay, well we can get the test going right now and I can have the results by the 26th."
Maddie: "Okay."
...
That took way longer than I expected, but she ran the tests and now we wait. I have to go to my eye appointment, this is the one I was dreading most.
Billie: "So what did she say?"
Maddie: "She said that she's going to put me on allergy medicine if that is the case, and I'll be fine."
Billie: "I'm so happy that you don't have to get rid of her."
Maddie: "Me too."
We pulled up to the eye doctors place, and they told me to look around for new frames. I don't really care about what my frames look like, because I only really wear them at night.
But I always just get black ones, and it's just cheaper overall to get two pairs. That's what I've learned about being blind.
I picked out two pairs, and it wasn't that hard. Billie and I sat down, I rested my head on her shoulder. I needed to take the fattest nap, but I can't do that until everything is done.
They called me back into the room, they let Billie come in. Which is hella surprising.
Ashley: "Hi Madison! So you're just here for the standard check up?"
Maddie: "Yeah."
Ashley: "Did you have your eyes dilated at your last appointment?"
Maddie: "No."
Ashely: "Have you had your eyes dilated before?"
Maddie: "Yes."
Ashely: "So you know what you can and can't do?"
Maddie: "Yes."
Ashley: "Did you drive here?"
Maddie: "Yeah, but she's going to drive back." I pointed at Billie.
Ashely: "Okay that's fine."
The tests went smoothly, and now it's to put the dumbass eye drops in my eyes. Billie was holding my hand, and like call me dramatic. But it's literally the hardest thing ever to keep your eyes open, when you know the eyedrops are going to cause to pain.
She got the eyedrops in my eyes, after what felt like forever. She wiped away the access. I was on my way, I have an hour and a half before my flu shot. I wanna move it up, so I can go home and nap.
Calling Kenzie🌵:
Kenzie: "Hey."
Maddie: "Can you text me the number of the flu shot doctor? I wanna move it so I can go home."
Kenzie: "Yeah, give me a second though."
Maddie: "Okay bye."
Kenzie: "Bye."
Call Ended.
I was sitting in the passenger seat of my car, Billie has her hand on my thigh, I can't see anything. I need to edit the pictures for Instagram, but like I said. I can't see anything.
I rested my head against the window waiting for my phone to ding, shortly after waiting, it dinged. I couldn't read the number she had texted me though.
Maddie: "Can you dial this number?"
Billie: "Mhm." She took my phone and it didn't take her long to type in the number. She handed it back to me and it was ringing, I swear if I'm on hold for 20 years. I will ditch this appointment.
Receptionist: "Hi! What can I for you today?"
Maddie: "Hi, I have an appointment to get a flu shot at 5:30 and I was wondering if I can move it up?"
Receptionist: "What is your name sweetheart?"
Maddie: "Madison Voyage."
Receptionist: "What time would you like to move it to?"
I pointed to the time so Billie would tell me what time it is.
Billie: "It's 4:15."
Maddie: "Uh 4:45."
Receptionist: "Will do! See you soon."
Call Ended.
I handed Billie my phone and showed her the location of the doctors office, she set up to where my GPS would tell her where to go. It took us like 20 minutes to get there.
She held my hand walking in, I'm not even gonna say anything about my eyes being dilated. I just put on sunglasses.
It didn't take long for us to get done, all they did was stick a needle in my arm and then we ready to go.
We were like 40 minutes away from my house.
Billie: "Do you need anything before we go back home?"
Maddie: "A kiss."
She leaned over and gave me a kiss. I can't see anything, but I know she smiled.
We pulled up to my house and Billie walked over and opened the door for me, I can kinda see. I can see light, I can see the things in front of me, I just can't like read anything.
Kenzie: "Hey babe! How'd it go?"
Maddie: "I can't fucking see anything, I have to get Invisalign and I might be allergic to my dog. But besides that I'm fine."
Kenzie: "Wait you might be allergic to Milo?"
Maddie: "Yeah, but they're just going to put me on allergy medicine that I'll have to take once a day."
Kenzie: "When do you get your Invisalign?"
Maddie: "I don't know."
Billie: "He said January 2nd."
Kenzie: "When does she get her prescription?"
Billie: "December 26th."
Kenzie: "When does she get her glasses?"
Billie: "Probably like 2-3 weeks, she also needs an appointment to get her wisdom teeth out."
Kenzie: "Okay, I'll add everything to her schedule. If you didn't go, I would have no clue what the hell happened today."
Billie: "The one thing I learned about her, is that she's horrible with keeping up with times and being on time, and you have to tell her to get ready an hour before she really has to get ready."
Maddie: "I'm not that bad."
Billie: "Sure shorty."
Kenzie: "We're gonna head out, I'll see you probably the day after Christmas."
Maddie: "Okay, thank you guys for watching Milo."
Kenzie: "Don't mention, we had fun with her."
She walked over and gave me a hug, Holden did the same.
Billie: "Let's get you changed so you can take a nap."
She walked over to me, and grabbed my hand.
Billie: "Can you like make out where the stairs are?"
Maddie: "You should just carry me."
She laughed playfully and picked me up, she was carrying me bridal style and I could hear Milo's tag meaning that she was following us.
She set me down once we got into the bedroom, I walked over to the bed and put on what I sleep in every night. Billie's hoodie and shorts, I took my hair out the bun it was in and put it in a low pony tail. I flung myself on to the bed, and Billie whispered in my ear.
Billie "I'll have food by the time you wake up."
Maddie: "Okay, thank you, I love you."
Billie: "I love you too." She kissed the back of my head, and she left the room. It didn't take me long to fall asleep.
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the part where billie was telling kenzie everything about maddie made my heart go 🥺
happy birthday, to the best album that has ever existed.
thanks ily
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