"Beat him after school" he utter to the Ardors after Raven walked out with a grin in his face. They nod in unison then walk away from us. Hinawakan niya ako sa braso sabay hila sakin palabas ng campus. Napatingin ako sa braso ko. Pulang pula na ito dahil sa malakas na pagkakahawak niya dito. "youre hurting me Lynder." I said calmly. Di siya umimik ni tumingin sakin.
Agad niyang binuksan ang pinto ng kotse niya ng makarating kami sa parking lot saka ako marahas na itinulak.
"Fvck. How dare you hurt me!!" I screamed full of disappointment and aggresion. He hopped in the driver seat immediately locking the doors.
"I HURT YOU?!PUT*!" he screamed his knuckles white gripping on the drivers wheel. "DAMN. WALA YAN SA NARARAMDAMAN KO NGAYON! Tangn*!"
"Ghad! Dont hurt yourself!!" I tried to calm him as he hit his head on the driver's wheel. He didnt even yield. Blood began cascading on his head and i cant stop myself from sobbing.
"S-stop it." I mumble. "Fvcking stop it! YOURE HURTING ME!!" ako ang nasasaktan sa ginagawa niya. Di ko lubos maisip na sasaktan niya ang sarili niya sa harapan ko na labis na dumudurog sa puso ko. Napahawak ako sa damit ko sabay takip ko ng mata gamit ang kaliwa kong kamay.
"Ni katiting wala kang alam kung panu masaktan. Hindi mo alam kung gaano mo ko sinaktan!" He look at me with blazing eyes and bloody face. I gasp when I saw an open wound on his head. I tried to reach out but he look away.
"Lyn-"
"You fvcking didnt care about my feelings." He snaps.
"Thats not true. Let me-" napahinto ako ng magtama ang aming mata. Hatred and pain is so visible in his eyes. I run my fingers through my hair and I bite my lower lips because of fear.
"Hindi mo man lang ako tinext. Mga tawag at text ko di mo sinasagot.. halos mabaliw na ko kakahintay sa dorm mo. Gago ba ako? GAGO BA AKO?! fvck. Ikaw lang ang taong nagparamdam sakin na ang tanga tanga ko."
"Im sorry. Its just that im so busy-"
"Youre dropping out. Youre fvcking dropping out!" I cant answer him coz its true, im so afraid that he will hurt himself again.
He run his hands through his hair that made the cut on his head visible. "Im sorry Amber. Im sorry if im so inlove with you." He said while shaking his head and tugging his hair. I cant stop crying coz it is me who have to say those words. I am the one who should say sorry. I lean closer to him and cup his bloody face. I look at his eyes and he do the same.
"Lynder..."
"Labis akong natakot ng di kita makita at di ka nagrereply sa text ko. I almost freaked out nung pumunta ako sa dorm niyo and you are not there. Fvck. I let you ransacked my life then you'll just leave without saying goodbye."
"Im so sorry Lynd." I said while our foreheads touch. I close my eyes making sure to find the right words. "I just-just dont know what to do. I dont have any reason to stay here. I dont want to see you or even hear your voice because i know ill be running back in your arms again." I breathe heavily and slowly open my eyes. Our gaze met and a smile plaster on his lips. "Will you forgive me?"
He leaned closer. I felt his hot and soft lips pressed onto mine. I can feel his breath onto my lips and it made me shiver. Never in my life a guy treat me like im a treasure and im his Cryptonite.
I know i gone soft.
Im an Assassin but everytime he is around me, i feel like im normal, parang walang drama sa buhay ko. Walang Uno, walang complications. Yung pakiramdam na gusto niya kong protektahan is the best feeling i felt in my life. I feel like i dont have to look tough or be tough since he's around willing to save the day, willing to protect me and i will let him.
"Stay with me."
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