Screenshot from "SUGA & spice" 's video on YouTube "BTS solo mixtapes #4: MONO by RM (lyrics guide)" :
Sometimes, I get disappointed in myself
I trample myself by myself
"Is this the best you can offer?"
"You have to be so much better"
"You have to be so much cooler"
"If you are going to lose, you rather have to die"
"You have to win, you, you, you"
Being off is such a painful thing
*(means to feel out of place, or as if you are falling short)*
It's something you don't know unless you experience it
My ideals and reality-
They are too far apart
But, I still want to cross the bridge
and reach me
the real me
All I need is me
I know, I know, I know
But, why do I feel lonely?
I feel so lonely when I'm with me
Sometimes, you can receive B's in your life.
Yeah, hey, you can also receive B's
It could keep raining for days
Even in that desert, it might rain
But, I'm sorry, I can't give up on myself
I can't let go of me who I know as myself
because you, in my head, are so whole like this
because you are so perfect
Lyrics by:
RM
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