Dear Harry,
I still can't understand why you did it.
It's all my fault, I should have been more careful, give you more attention.
I thought you were getting better, but obviously you weren't.
I'm sitting on your bed, it smells like you and I like it.
I still remember the day I found you.
Your body was covered with fresh cuts, your arms and legs were covered with blood.
I went crazy, I tried everything to wake you up, but you were like dead .
When the ambulance came I was desperate, I yelled , I cried and cried, and I still do it.
I know you don't like when I cry, but I can't stop.
I fell like if I stop I'll lose everything.
And you're my everything.
Wake up
Louis