Shehnaaz's Pov
oh god finally it's Friday I am gonna go outside! It is really suffocating for me to live in that cage of MSK! Now I am gonna sigh a breath of releif by Meeting my Kullu Bebu! God I miss him alot! It has become difficult for me To breath Without him! I am having sleepless nights without him though I have taken his all T-Shirt Collection With me And it somewhere gives me assurance that He is around me only! Actually he is around me, he is in my heart, he is in my soul, he is in my brain, he is in my eyes,he is in my breaths so Yaa he is around me but I miss My night cuddles, I miss his love bites, I miss his inebriating scent!
Sana! Shehbaaz brought me back from Bebu's dreams!
haan! (yes) I asked!
Sidharth has given Back to back interviews! Lets watch them! Shehbaaz Said being curious!
Somewhere MY heart was saying not to watch it But Being curious I and shehbaaz started watching the Interviews!
Reporter to sid- What is going on between you and shehnaaz!
I smiled and my stomach started making strange Noises being Excited!
Sid- Shehnaaz and I are very good friends! I enjoy every Moment with her!
My mind went numb For a moment! Is it just frienship For him! I know he is private Kind of person And he don't want to confess his feelings So soon but he could have Said that we are exploring each other more rather than just Friend-Zoning me! Unknowingly Drop of tear feel from my eyes!
Reporter - Shehnaaz has been seen putting Sidnaaz pictures with Captions I love you! You are mine! And she has been seen wearing Your T-shirt too! What you wanna say About!
Sid- I don't have any idea about it!
Stop leing! I mumered
Reporter - So There is nothing cooking up between you and Shehnaaz
Sid-We are just friends!
shehbaaz Immediately Shut the video Down! I smiled at him with teary eyes!
He needs time! Shehbaaz whisphered
I know but I don't have much patience! I said
So what will you do now! He asked immediately
Let's see! I smirked!
Shehnaaz's PoV ends
Sidharth's PoV
Why the hell Everyone are hell bend To Invade in my love life! I want it to stay between Me and shehnaaz Only! We both share an adorable Bond!We are addicted to each other and we both somehere know that we both love each other! I always Tell her by my actions that how much I love her And I feel that pure Feelings should not be Described With words They are emotions ! It's not important How many times one should "Say" I love You The thing what is important How Much you feel it How much you keep it!
But don't you think you should Atleast confess it to shehnaaz She is making open love confession on snapchat, instagram, Tik tok Atleast You should express Your love To her! My heart said
Is it necessary to use words All-time aren't your actions enough to tell how much you love her ! My mind retorted!
Exactly! I immediately Said!
I slept while Hugging shehnaaz's lip stick(Now don't ask me How did I get it Obviously I Ask her to give me 😂)
and while praying shehnaaz doesn't watch my interview Otherwise mera jaloos nikaal dege 😭
Next day
I got up In morning First thing I realised After getting up was it is Friday and she is coming!
I quickly searched for my phone and waited for her call!
My phone rang but when I saw caller ID my whole excitement went down! It was my Manager!
Sid you have meeting for movie project! He said
Delay it to Sunday! I said immediately
but why? He asked
You know why ! I said
oh but shehnaaz is having interviews today and tomorrow she is going to Delhi! He said
what the fuck! why didn't she informed me! I said
That You would be knowing better! He asked And declined the call!
Damn hell I completed All the interview's in one day so that I could spent Weekend with her And she didn't even informed me once! I mumered
I opened Twitter to check What she might be doing! The first thing I did was to check the trend list!
#WeLoveSidharth
#AlwaysWithShehnaaz
#Sidnaaz
was trending!! I felt so proud! It really makes me feel so good! The support the love The admiration I and shehnaaz get from people around The world just Makes Me Feel so special!
Thanks To them For love and support! Thanks To them for voting For me!
Shutup sid you are Not giving Any interview! My mind shut me down!
I opened the sidnaaz Trend! I love to stalk This tag!
The first tweet I saw was
"No matter sidnaaz is just frienship bond We are fine with it!"
Awwe this is so adorable! I could sense Sadness behind the tweet but I will make them happy for sure! But I know Sidnaaz fan's take my just Friend Tag as a fun they too can see How much I love My moti!
Oh FUCK Manager had told me shehnaaz is giving Inteveiws today! Oh god what the heck she might have said in interview! She might have done final rites of our privacy!
I Checked few pages to find video's about her inteveiws and finally found few!
First of all she is looking so cute 😍🙈! I thought
Sana how was your Bb journey! Reporter asked
It was Good I got alot of attention from Salman sir biggboss too loved me alot! She replied cutely!
Why didn't she mentioned me! My possessive side spoke!
Shut up sid stop being jelaous from Salman sir and bigg boss now! I said to myself!
What you wanna say about your bond with Asim and rashmi! Reporter asked
Why the fuck Reporter Isn't asking about me! Mere baar Mein toh Saare IV's Mein shehnaaz ke ellava Kuch Puch hee nahi rahe the! I thought!
I felt motherly warmth With rashmi! Asim and I were very good Friends I hope we will Sort out our Differences soon! Shehnaaz replied
my body filled up with heat! Fuck i was getting hell Jealous!
Shehnaaz you are here and we don't talk about sidnaaz How can it be possible! Reporter said
I felt like hugging the reporter! Finally She asked about Sidnaaz! I thought!!
Sid and I are Very good friends! Shehnaaz replied And I went numb for a moment! She literally friendzoned me! How can she do this! Am I nothing more to Her than a friend!
Why are you feeling bad now she is taking care of your privacy Only! my heart said
bcoz he didn't expected this! He thought that she will express her love infront of everyone !! my mind gave back to heart!
If he keep expections that she will express then he should too express his fellings to her! Let me remind You Yesterday You only Friend zoned Her! She just gave you back! my heart said
she can't do this to me! I said and immediately ran towards my car so that I could go and meet her! I called her manager to ask about her whereabout who informed me that she is at hotel only!
Wow now she didn't even cared to call me once when she is at hotel!
I drove at full speed ignoring the traffic norms and reached at hotel within 15 minutes! Mindlessly I went to her floor And opened her door which was luckily opened!
Shehnaaz! I scremed To call her!
Sidharth! She appeared in front of me looking drop dead gorgeous!
Tu yahan kesse! She asked making me hell angry! First she didn't called me secondly she friend zoned me and now she is asking why am I here as if I need some reason to meet her!
you don't miss me but I do! I said looking straight into her eyes
friend ki Itni yaad? She asked with smirk
We aren't just friends Sana! I said loudly
then what we are! She shouted
You know what we are for each other! I said calmly
I need words! She ordered
Some emotions can't be expressed by words aren't my actions enough to tell what you are for me! I said
What I am for you Sidharth!
Mere friend?
Friend
With whom you Used sleep Hugging Tightly!
With whom You shared enormous intimacy!
For whom you are so protective and possieve that you call to my production and ask about my well being! That you come to my shoot Just to check the type of boys came!
I am your friend mere friend!
Few emotions need to be expressed With words Sidharth! I know you want to keep privacy And I respect that But I want people to know that Sidharth sirf shehnaaz ka hai And shehnaaz sirf Sidharth ki! She vented out all her emotions and tears fall from her eyes!
I felt pang on my heart seeing her tears!
Few emotions are need to be expressed! They remain incompleted If they are not expressed! my heart whisphered
She was about to leave but I hold her hand!
It's now or never! My heart guided!
I love you shehnaaz! I really do! You are not mere a friend you are my life! I have become addicted to you! Today when you called me just friend I got to know how you might been feeling when I call you friend! You are so special to me and you mean the world to me! I am very private Kind of person And I don't like people to invade in my perosonal Life specially when it's about you and me! I don't want anyone to lay eye our relation! Moreover you are doing a show We can't break contract As it will effect your carrer which I don't want by reaveling our relation! I want my confession to be huge one for you But Then this whole chaos Happened! I am sorry shehnaaz and I love you from core of my heart and I really mean it! I finally Confessed
She hugged me and broke down! May be the tears of happiness!
I love you Sidharth I love you alot! Tu sirf mera Hai sirf mera! She said while Pulling me closer!
Mein sirf tera Hun sirf Tera! I said her and hugged her more tightly!
BTW your plan was really good ! I whisphered with laugh!
don't Tell me You knew that it was planned! she asked being shock
I knew That it was planned! Firstly You can't live without calling me no matter how much angry You are ! Then you left The Door of room opened As if waiting for my arrival only! I said
I was waiting for your arrival only! She said with cute pout!
You are so smart! She said and pecked my cheecks!
I love you! I said For nth time hugging ber tighter!
The End
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