Peters pint of view:
In the morning I woke up and looked at tony, he was still a sleep so use my spideyness to go over him without waking him
When I'm out I close my bedroom door and ask friday for pepper
"In the kitchen" she informs me
I slowly go into the kitchen and wait at the entrance
"Hi..." I say shyly
"Oh, hey" she says turning around
"I-um, I just" I stutter
"Wanted to say sorry, I was rude yesterday and it wasn't right of me, especially after everything you guys have done for me" I say
"Its okay" she says
"Okay" i say still standing there awkwardly
I can feel myself get emotional again, I'm just an emotional reck "can I ask you something?" I ask
"Of course" she says
"Since when does Harley call you mom?" I ask
"Oh, um it's only been a week, since I asked if he wanted to" she says and she immediately regrets her word choice when she sees the hurt in peters face
"Oh...you asked him to" he says holding back his erge to cry as the feeling of rejection and hurt fill him up once again
"Pete" she tries but he quickly interrupts her
"How come you asked him to call you that, but I've been here longer and you never asked me?" He says holding back tears
"Pete, it's not like that, I mean, it is but, I didn't ask you cause I figured you didn't call you aunt mom so-"
"She was introduced to me as my aunt when my mom was around so I already knew her as that, besides my aunt never wanted to be my mom, she always wanted to be like my cooler older sister" I laugh a little
"I didn't know"
"You never asked" i protest
"I know I know, I just, I wanted to ask you, I wanted you to call me mom and see me the way you see tony I just didn't want to push you to mush and the only reason I asked Harley was because he was calling for him mom and I didn't know if he meant me but pete don't think it's because I love you less or something crazy like that" pepper says as she walks up to peter and takes hold of his face
"I didn't-"
"I can see the wheels turning in that amazing crazy head of yours" pepper laughs
Maybe it was the maternal comfort I found in her hands but I couldn't help myself "Why didn't you check on me" I break down
"Honey, I'm so sorry, I should have your right, I should have come up and made sure you were okay, I just had so much on my mind with Harley and I know it's not an excuse, I'm so sorry" she says pulling me against her chest
"Me too" I cry
"I know you care about me, I'm sorry"
"Shhhh, don't apologize, it's okay, shhh" she comforts me
After a few moments she pulls me off of her so I can look at her
"Peter, if you want, you can start calling me mom, you don't have to make a choice right away, you can think about it, you do whatever feels right whenever, and if that's never I understand okay?" She says
If you choose to or not, I will love you the same okay?" She says
I nod, "can I talk to make first before"
"Of course babe" she confirms
"Alright, um, I'm gonna go see Harley, I. Red to apologize to him too" I confess wiping my tears away
"Alright love, breakfast will be ready when you come back" she says giving me a kiss on the head before I go
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I knock on the door "can I come in?" I ask
"I mean Its unlocked so I can't stop you" He states
I open the door and walk in closing it behind me
"I'm sorry" I say
"Ok" is all he gives me
"Oh come on, I was scared, I thought I was being replaced again"
"I'm your brother you should have told me, we could have fixed it"
"I know but you know how it is, when you were getting hurt you avoided me too, cause you didn't want me to know it's the same thing" I point out
"I didn't want to tell you cause I knew you would be hurt but you would have nowhere to run and I didn't want you to hurt"
"You don't think May would have let me stay?" He asks
"Of course she would, you like her second nephew, but it would have been a lot more obvious if we both left"
"So you didn't want to bait out your scene?" He questions
"I didn't want to cause problems" i clarify
"Well" he says
"I know, I just, I saw how happy you guys were, and I saw how it seemed like me leaving did even effect you guys I mean you guys were more of a family without me than we ever were"
"That's not true-"
"You were calling pepper mom" i state before he can try
"Ok fine, but doesn't mean we didn't miss you, I mean Morgan was getting mad that I couldn't do webs for her like you could, and pepper was contacting May all the time to make sure you were good and tony probably called me peter to many times for me not to take it personally"he jokes
"What about you" I ask
"Nah like I said yesterday it was better without you"
My face falls
"Dude, I'm joking, I was bored without you, of course I missed you" Harley says
"So we good?" I ask
"As long as you will tell me next time we're escaping instead of abandoning me, and don't make me look stupid like that again, I hated it, it wasn't fair that you left me in the dark, I found me rhythm and then you ripped the blinds open revealing that I'm a clown for feeling so loved when I wasnt"
"Deal" I agree
No POV:
"Alright, now that you both made up, my turn" tony says leaving on the door frame of the room having witnessed the interaction
"both of you sit" tony says walking in and grabbing the seat chair and straddling it facing me and Harley who were seated on the bed
"First, your wrong you are loved" says tony pointing at Harley
"You both are" he says lifting another finger making the peace sign to point at both of them
"Look, I struggle sometimes, I push my feelings down, and then something happens and I explode, Peter was you heard was an explosion, it wasn't me, I don't regret adopting you guys, I just feel so bad when I make mistakes because you guys are my world and don't deserve mistakes" tony explains
"But we can't keep doing this hold it in then explode thing we've been doing it far to long I'm pretty sure you guys picked it up from me, and that's why you didn't pull this shit with May, cause you didn't know how to yet" he jokes looking at peter
"Th fact isn't we all get anxious because we're always scared, you guys are scared I'll stop loving you and I'm scared you guys will stop loving me it goes both ways, and this bottling up clearly isn't working for us, it hurts me, it hurts you, it's just full on painful. So from now on, each of us, including me, will speak when we're feeling whatever we're feeling, we will talk about it, we can have stark family meetings, avenger family meetings, stark boys meetings, one on one, doesn't matter, you need to talk we we talk" tony says
"Am i clear?" He asks
"Yes" say both boys in union
"So we're all sorry, we all didn't mean it, now we're all starting fresh" tony states
"Alright?"
Both boys nod again
"Ok, perfect, so breakfast is ready, run downstairs I'm going to go wake up your sister" says tony as both boys run down the stairs, but of course they run back, running to tony and rapping their arms around him
"Thank you, I love you" says peter
"Your the best dad in the world" Harley says "your doing perfect" he adds
"Love you too kiddos" he says smiling
They stay like this for a while before letting go, both kids run off for food and tony heading to Morgan's room
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MY TOM HOLLAND FANFICTION IS OUTTTT!!!!
I legit wrote this chapter just so I can publish my Tom Holland fanfiction and tell y'all that I did it
So here's a little summary of the fanfic: "imagine if..."
You are apart of the Spider-Man cast, and of course you guys are all friends, and a lot happens is the simple way to put it.
What makes this fanfiction diffrebt from other fanfiction is that the y/n character is a real character, their not just "Tom Holland's love interest" Thier am actual character with traits, and hobbies and passions and stuff
like yes You and Tom Holland an you are supper close and spend time together but instead of you in a Tom Holland world, it's your world and Tom Holland is in it...sounds fucking stupid but it's supper fun a lot happens and yeah
⚠️ talks about drugs, swearing and violence at one point
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Also idk what is happening with all these comments I legit never got comments that much and all of a sudden I'm getting a lot and like I'm not complaining I love it I'm just shook but keep em coming i love it, makes me want to do more cause I'm scared if I don't y'all will stop commenting lol
Anyway this chapter isn't as good as the other but like bruh y'all got one really really long update and ANOTHER update so makes up for it