(Morning)
I woke up, rolled a blunt and knocked on Vinnys door and we repeated the same thing as yesterday morning but this time he didn't kiss me...which as mad at myself as I was...I was sad about that... damn emotions.. so after that I showered and went into the girls room. Lindsey was in bed with Angelina
"You slept in Angelinas bed last night?"
I asked, sitting on Jenni's bed
"Yeah he never went to his bed last night"
she said
"Ronnie wanted to bang you" Angelina said smirking. I rolled my eyes. Such an instigator.
"He tried?"
Jenni asked sitting up and scratching her sleepy head.
"No he didn't try, but he blatantly said he wanted her to sleep in his bed" Angelina said
"Wait did he insinuate anything with you?"
Jenni asked
"Not at all. He was so sweet"
Lindsey said smiling.
Jenni and I looked at eachother with raised brows an a surprised smile.
"That's nice"
Jenni said laying back down.
"Oh wow"
I said in surprise
(Behind scenes)
I was sitting with Jenni with a cup of coffee.
"I expected him to fuck up again to be honest. Im sorry I love Ron but old habits die hard"
I said shrugging as I drank my coffee
"I mean hearing about what actually happened last night I'm shocked, cuz I thought it was gonna be so much worse and I'm like oh wow, Ron is growing up"
Jenni said smirking.
(End behind scenes - back to bedroom)
Ron had walked in just as we stopped talking about it
"Oh hello there kind gentlemen"
I said smirking
"Huh?"
He asked handing me a bottle of water
"Oh she was just talking about how respectful and nice you are"
Jen said as Ron handed her a bottle of water too
"Who me?"
Ron asked with a small smile
"Yeah"
Jenni said smiling back.
"Oh thankyou"
Ron said but when I looked at him he looked like a mess. He had bags under his eyes and his hair was a mess
"Ron How many hours of sleep did you get?"
I asked with a raised brow
"Uh non"
Ron said like it was normal
"Wait what? Yu didn't sleep?" Angelina said sitting up
"No I didn't"
Ron said crossing his arms and sitting next to me
"Wow"
Angelina said looking at Lindsey
"Dealing with drama...apparently I'm single"
Ron said in a dull tone
The room was quiet for a minute
"Huh?"
Angelina asked. Jenni flopped her head back at Ron since she was laying down again
"How? Why?"
I asked criss crossing my legs
"Cuz..she's crazy"
Ron said shrugging.
"Oh no"
Angelina said looking away and shaking her head.
"She was very disrespectful..telling me I can't wait to find the man who is gonna raise my child the way I can't" Ron said quietly..he was eerily calm about it but both mine and Angelina's jaw dropped
"Sending me pictures of Sammi saying that's how happy I'm gonna be a year from now when I find somebody.. super disrespectful.."
Ron said shaking his head. My blood was boiling at this point..
(Behind the scenes with Jenni)
"This shits insane. Ron's relationship with Jen is way worse than I pictured it. It's unhealthy"
Jenni said shaking her head
"How dare she! How fucking dare she! To send pictures of Sammi knowing damn well how broken he was over that breakup and to turn around and throw it in his face? Nahh I'm ready to throw hands for my boy. Jen if you're watching this you're a fucking cunt dude. You got a problem with what I'm saying find me on the book. You don't deserve Ron"
I said angrily crossing my arms
"Damn girl. Don't make it worse for Ron"
Jenni said with raised brows but I huffed angrily.
"I don't want to, I don't! But he's not gonna hit her and Lord knows she needs to get her ass beat like she doesn't have the right to say shit on him and Sam because she didn't even exist when they were together. Sammi is living her life and Ron is living his. She needs to stay in her fuckin lane because I'm still friends with Sam and neither of them deserve the shit that Jen is pulling. It's childish, it's psycho and it's toxic"
I said angrily crossing my arms
"You're right about that"
Jenni said shaking her head
(End begins scenes)
"Ron you need to just be single and worry about your baby girl"
I said rubbing his back.
"Yeah I think so"
Ron said nodding in agreement
(Behind scene with Angelina and I)
"Jen sending Ron those text messages is probably the worst thing I ever heard. It's toxic, it's terrible. Screw that bitch"
Angelina said
"I know that's right. He deserves so much better than that bitch"
I said shaking my head
(End Behind scene)
"Do you wanna walk her out with me?"
Angelina asked referring to Lindsey
"Sure"
Ron said getting up and leaving the room with Angelina and Lindsey
"Dude I'm fucking pissed. She doesn't even know Sammi. Yes Sammi is in a relationship with another man but when I JUST texted her yesterday tellin her about coming here she asked me to watch out for Ron because she saw how that bitch acted in the first reunion and Sammi still cares about Ron and doesn't want him to hurt himself. Jen doesn't know shit about Sammi or Ron or their history...I wish Sammi were here..and single I'd give anything for those two to try again"
I said sadly
"That's how I feel about you and Vin" Jenni said smirking. I glared at her
"That was different"
I said hugging my knees
"Yeah so different because you guys never fought except for when he cheated. But you guys are meant for eachother. I know it"
Jenni said making me smirk
"Maybe..maybe not...I'm gonna go outside for a smoke break"
I said smirking and walked out. I went to my room, rolled a blunt and walked out to the porch downstairs. Ron and Angelina were just sitting down.
"How the hell are you up right now Ron?"
I asked sitting next to him and sparking.
"May I? It might help me sleep"
Ron asked and I smiled
"Of course. You need this more than I do right now"
I said handing him the blunt. He hit it and closed his eyes before exhaling.
"Is it from all the drama keeping you up?"
Angelina asked as Ron passed her the blunt.
"Yeah...She was trying to say anything that she knows will hurt me. She knows how I feel about the baby so she knows if she says something..like that I get like"
Ron made a bug eyed face meaning he gets like crazy mad
"Why would she send you like pictures of Sam and her boyfriend?" Angelina asked passing me the blunt.
"Yeah no that's hitting low..like real low"
I said shaking my head still pissed as I took the blunt from Angelina. Ron nodded on agreement.
"Yeah that's like saying...oh..well I was with Angelina's hot ass friend in the hot tub last night and I could of fucked her but I didn't. Like I would never say that it's just fucked..like super disrespectful"
Ron said crossing his arms
"Look I don't like being single either" Angelina said but I cut in
"BUT Ron, but, do not settle just because she had your child. You can have a civil friendship with her in time and still have a great coparenting relationship so your daughter is happy. It's just gonna take time. But don't make yourself miserable to make someone else happy. You deserve to be happy. If you gotta be single for a while so what? I've been single for 9 years and I say 9 years because I don't count casual relationships. Don't do it Ron. Your happiness and your daughters happiness is all that matters now"
I said touching his hand as I passed the blunt. He hit it and nodded
"I'm not gonna stay with someone that's gonna sit there and say I'm gonna find a man to raise your daughter better than you"
Ron said
"Yes. You don't deserve that shit"
Angelina said as Ron passed to Angelina.
"Yeah I think I'm gonna get a place in Cali again"
Ron said
"I live in Cali! Move in with me till you find your own place Ron"
I said smiling
"Why Cali tho?"
Angelina asked passing the blunt to me
"It's closer to Vegas, to the baby and stuff.. but yeah I'd really appreciate that Jess. Thank you"
Ron said touching my hand as I took a hit of the blunt
"Of course Ron. Your my big brother bear. You're family and I'll always look out for you"
I said smiling
"It's better off if we don't communicate for a while"
Ron said sadly
"Oh my god"
Angelina said shaking her head.
So Angelina, Ron and I finished the blunt and Ron and I just sat outside together. We didn't talk much but I knew he felt better I was by his side..
"I think I'm ready for bed now"
Ron said after an hour
"Okay well hey if you want to just have a bum day we can watch movies you and me on the couch or in my room and smoke. I can always get more with my seaside connects"
I said standing up. He hugged me tightly and I hugged back. He started to cry in my arms and my heart was breaking so I started to cry too
"Why are you crying?"
He asked looking up at me
"You're my brother and it's breaking my heart seeing you mistreated like this. I'm so angry about it I'm crying"
I said and he pulled me in another hug and we just held one another for 10 minutes crying.
"Thankyou for coming back... really. I really needed you"
Ron said as I walked him to his room
"I'll always be here for ya. And when you move to Cali and need a friend I will literally drop everything for you. Unless I'm at a concert that's unrefundable in which case I'll just give you a backstage pass"
I said smiling. He smiled weakly back.
"You're the best...good night"
Ron said laying down
"Get some rest bud if you need anything, a drink, food, a bitch like me to beat a bitches ass, you need only ask"
I said and actually got Ron to chuckle
"I'll let you know.. thank you Jess"
Ron said pulling the blankets up
"Of course"
I said and closed his door.
I sighed biting my lip in worry for Ron's mental health...