If I Die Young Take My Death Note
Child's pov
Being suck in the room wasn't even the worst part, oh no the worst was the fact that they looked at me with those judging eyes. Oh how I hated when they looked at me with the eyes of arrogance, ignorance and sometimes fear. They didn't like me in perticular, they don't liked how I was a threat right now, or that I was being cooperative. Shishu doesn't have those eyes, and he doesn't think that way.
Beyond doesn't think that way, why is it that the things related to death are the only truths?
They are scared of shishu, they are scared of his power, they don't like how they could be killed in an instant.
"Squirt?" I was pulled from my thoughts from Shishu.
"Yes shishu?"
"You ok?" Asked beyond cutting in for shishu.
"Yeah, I guess so." I sighed
"You don't look fine." Shishu said looking at me, I guess I wasn't ok. My head hurt, my back ached, my eyes felt heavy and I was light headed.
"Your pale you should lay down." Beyond said, I guess I was pale to.
I just hopped on the couch and curled up.
"Your never that obedient, your sick."shishu said placing a hand on my four head.
"A really high fever." He mumbled, forgetting about my super hearing.
"Squirt? How much meat have you been eatting lately?" He asked stroking my head. I strained to remember.
"The last time you brought me some.. I think." I said in a breathy voice.
"That's it!" Shishu yelled flipping the table, startling everyone.
He ripped a page from his death note and threw it at L.
As soon as L saw shishu his eyes widened, but I didn't get to see anything eles. I blacked out.
*Shishu pov*
I seen the look that L fellow was giving me and I smiled a sinister grin.
"Yes you can see me now. Happy happy joy joy. See that girl on the couch? That child on the couch! Your keeping her here against her will. And even though your not letting her leave your sight your not caring for her correctly! She was better fed when it was just me and her! She's dying! And if she dies while in your care you can be sure that you will die after. She needs meat! Now! If she doesn't get it with in the next hour I will slowly kill off all of the people in this room." I said I seen his gaze turn to my squirt.
"She needs meat?" He pondered.
"She's a carnivor, a leopard, yes she needs meat. You can survive off of cake alone but she physically can't. This is her trying as to not be a bother to anyone. But she will die, she's sick now. Don't kill her. This is my warning." I said and sat next to her on the couch.
"Matsuda will you please go to the super market and get some meat." He order the young black hair male, said male nodded enthusisticly and left with a skip in his step.
"Why is it I can see you now?" L asked,
"Because I allowed you to see me." I said petting squirts hair.
"Are you Kira?" He asked Rollin his chair over to me.
"No, but even if I was I am a shinigami. A death god, you can't jail me." I said smirking.
"Shishu?" I heard come from squirts mouth. I looked down at her, she had her tail around her leg and her ears down. She was sweating buckets and looked as if she were restrained.
"Yes squirt?" I asked softly as I could.
"I don't feel good." She whispered arching her back with pain.
"I know, I know. It's ok. Their getting you meat." I said stroking her hair.
"It hurts so bad, just kill me now please. I can't take it." Her voice was stronger, it caught everyone's attention. Everything got silent and they all looked at us. Of course they couldn't see me but L.
"No, no I can't do that. I won't let it happen." I said looking into her yellow green eyes.
"I'm trying to hang on but it's hard. The thread is breaking I can feel it."
"Wait! What is she talking about!" The man with the Afo said to L.
"Ryuzaki! What's happening!" Said the Chief.
"It seems I have made an incorrect assumption." Was all L said.
"Squirt just hang on, please."I. Was basically begging now. One hundred years ago I would have never thought I would be beggin for a almost-humans life. But I am now.
"I'm trying." Her back arched again in pain. I wish I could take all her pain for her. Suddenly the door opened and the matsuda fellow came in with 2 bags full of meat. I quickly took the bags and ignored his freaking out as I ripped open the packaging. I fed my squirt the meat and I could see her pale skin start to flush with life. She stopped sweating and was still on the couch, she looked better by a long shot.
"You should have just told us you needed meat to survive." L said looking at her.
"I didn't want to be a bother." She whispered back leaning in to me. I patted her back and smiled at her.
"You ok now kid?" Beyond asked sitting on her other side.
"Yeah beyond, thanks for the concern but I'm ok now." She said smiling at him, her fangs gleaming.
L and the other people started talking about things that we didn't perticularly care about. But then they said something that caught my attention and squirts.
"Did you say the chiefs son is coming to work with us?" Asked squirt, if he did then I would be able to see Ryuk more often.
"Yes he is coming to work on the Kira investigation. Why do you ask?" L said looking at her with judging eyes.
"Is he like me? How old is he?" She asked excitedly even thought she knew she was no where near his age.
But it gave the impression she just wanted someone her age to play with, and her boredom.
L's judging wys got soft and so did the rest of the task forces eyes.
"Why do you need anyone your age..... You have Shishu." Matsuda said the one that got her the meat.
"Well, Shishu is great and I love him with all my heart and soul. But sometimes it gets depressing just knowing that the only friends you have and the only friends you ever make revolve around death. I've never had a normal friend to not judge me about my ears and tail." She said looking down, she was such a good actor. I know she doesn't care that I'm her only friends or what other people think of her. She just wants them under her thumb.
"Awwwwwe." Matsuda wailed and leaped to hug her, but I quickly grabbed her and lifted her above my head. He ended up diving into the couch.
"Please refrain from touching my squirt." I sighed knowing he couldn't hear me.
"Matsuda..... Maybe you should refrain from touching her. Her shinigami doesn't seem to like it." L said sighing at this task members actions.
I put squirt down and looked at her face, she was trying not to laugh.
"Shishu?" She asked.
"Yes squirt?"
"You can go out and get some cherries if you want." She said smiling.
"Ok, I'll be back later then." I said shrugging. I wasn't going to turn down cherries.
*childs pov*
"Shishu left to get some cherries." I announced and set the table right after said shinigami flipped it.
"Squirt?" L said turning to face me.
"Yes?" I asked timidly.
"Next time you need something...... Tell us and we can get it to you. Please don't intend on dying because I really don't want to die because you accepted your fate." He said and turned back around. But I could see what he really ment.
'I'll get you what you need, your not a bother.'
"Ok." I said sighing, I got the coloring things that chief gave me and started coloring.
"We can take you to a park if that's what you desire. To be around kids your age. Cheif Yagami's son is way older then you." L said
"That's ok, I don't want to be a burden. You all are needed here. And if I can't leave then I won't." I said not looking up from my coloring page.
"Your such an interesting child." Chief yagami said turning to look at me.
"I am?" I still didn't look up.
"I guess it all depended on your view of interesting." L said sitting backwards in his Rollie chair.
"I don't think I'm interesting." I commented looking for a different color.
"What do you find interesting squirt?" Asked Aizawa.
"I find death very interesting. Well more the opinion of death." I said picking a red crayon.
"What's so interesting about it?" Asked Mogi.
"Well, it seems that death is the only true thing about life. Life is a sweet lie while death is the ugly truth. You can make a name for yourself. Be loved by everyone. But in the end death still claims you his. Or hers depending. Some people are afraid of death. While some love it and go so far as to speed their death date closer to them. Even when life pushes you down, death will come to pick you up." I said with a smile while finishing the picture. I ripped it from the book and turned it to show everyone.
"Look! See what I colored! Isn't it pretty?" It was a picture of a raven I colored with red eyes and black wings outlined in purple.
"It's beautiful squirt, why don't you go hang it on the fridge?" Said matsuda.
I nodded my head like a bobble head and rushed off to the fridge and stuck it on with a magnet. I came back to see Beyond glaring at L.
"Beyond what's wrong?" I asked looking at the demon.
"Nothing squirt, just some hatred." Beyond shrugged.
My shoulders slumped.
"Beyond?"
"Yes."
"You have such a pretty and unique name." I sighed knowing I didn't have one.
"Thanks kid, but don't be so down." He said patting my back.
"Are you still on that name thing?" Shishu said coming in through the window.
"Well, it's just, you all have names. Why can't I have one? Even if a rose by any other name is just as sweet. At least it has something to call itself. Even if every rose has the same name. I can't even call myself human." I said directed to the two supernaturals.
"It's not all that great, having a name or being human." Beyond said shrugging.
"I don't know, but I know I shouldn't want to find out. Curiosity killed the cat." I said and sat on the couch.
"You've seemed really down lately squirt, is not havin a name the reason?" L asked rolling his chair over, nibbling his thumb.
"I don't know what your talking about." I said
"She doesn't know what it's like to be up, so she feels no diffrence being down."shishu said for me.
"So she's depressed?" L asked
"She's as happy as she can get. Being with a being that brings death can only allow you so much happiness. I found her in a box, she's happier now I guess." Shishu said.
"I'm right here! I do feel happy with you! Your my greatest nearest friend shishu. Your my everything. I would be out on the streets dead without you." I said tears in my eyes.
"I know squirt." He said picking me up holding me. I don't know what it is. But when he calls me squirt, it feels like a normal name. When he holds me, it always seems to slow my heart down to a normal pace. He calms me down, he makes me happy. I feel safe with him.
Even if shishu is a shinigami, a death god.
Death is life's only truth.
He will never lie to me.
He will always be there.
Watching over my shoulder.
One day death will take my soul, and I will give it willingly.
I've taken so many souls already.
Death can surly have mine.
Even when life throws me around like a rag doll.
I know my death god will always pick me up.