dirty little secret

a true friend

Gulf was at a bar drinking a few shots waiting for his friend from school to join him. He was happy he also had his fake id to get in there.
He didn't know how to feel about anything. Gulf hated himself that he had a relapse. Then he thought of mew.
Gulf was pissed off with himself for leaving like that. He knew this was coming. Gulf could tell he missed his friends and he could tell mew hated they were still some what a secert.
Gulf was trying and hard but he didn't want anymore drama. He just wanted to be with mew and his light.
That's why he was there. He was going to tell one of his friends what was going on so he could get a feel for what may happen.
After tonight he might lose a friend but maybe itll help his relationship a bit.
Downing another shot his friend sat down beside him shaking his head.
"How many you've had?"
He shrugged.
"Mmmm 5 maybe I'm not drunk but feeling it."
Putting his hand up he motioned to the bartender for two More.
They both downed the shot.
Making a sour face zia turned to gulf.
"Okay so what's been going on with you? Why haven't you've been to school? I went by your house the other day and your mom said you moved."
Gulf chocked on his other shot.
He looked down.
"Uuum I'm living with someone."
Zias eyes widen and he made a shocked look.
"Oh wow. Who is she? Do i know her? How could you at such a young age? Wow I'm jealous."
He then brought up his hand to Motion for another shot for them both has a congratulatory shot.
They both drank fully.
Gulf had to take a breathe.
"Uuuum Actually the person.... its um mew."
Zias eyes widen then he looked to gulf who started to shake a bit. He looked forward processing this.
He put his fingers around the cup thinking.
"Mew the gay guy right? From our school?"
Gulf nodded taking another shot.
"Well..... It makes sense." He said slowly.
Gulf put the shot glass down looking to zia with shocked eyes.
Zia smiled then he looked to him.
"Well you constantly wouldn't stop teasing him, I've also never seen you with a girl and every time we went out you snuffed every girl who came to you. Also that one party i saw how mew angrily followed you."
Gulf looked to the floor biting his bottom lip.
"To be fair in the beginning we really didn't like each other then.... Um things happened."
Zia nodded.
"Look i know you probably don't want to be my friend any more and...."
Zia leaned himself partly down putting his hands on gulfs making him look up confused.
"Well I'm not going to tell you told isn't a shock but I'm not going anywhere. I'm your friend gulf. You've always been there for me from my breakups to getting me a fake id."
They both laughed.
"Do you love him?"
Gulf smiled wide nodding.
"Can you not live without him?"
Gulf shook his head.
"Then there you go. Love has no gender."
"I honestly didn't think you would still be here after i told you."
Zia smiled.
"Gulf you may not know this but outside of School i have some friends now who are gay."
Gulf nodded a little surprised.
Then zia looked up trying to lightened the mood.
"Well has long has your not trying to turn me."
He playfully took his hands off gulf leaning only slightly away.
Gulf shook his.
"Asshole"
They both laughed then zia grabbed gulf in a hug. Gulf then put his hands behind his back gripping hard.
"You have no idea what this means to me."
"Ive got your back gulf."
Mew parked his car outside and looked up to the sign shaking his head.
"You better be in here gulf! I've gone too 7 other bars"
Shaking his head. He went inside looking around then looking towards the bar he froze.
He saw gulf in a close embrace with another man.
Mews fists balled up. He was unaware of the true situation at hand.