Dear Yoongi,
Today was a calm day, I was beyond surprised to wake up not feeling lonely. When I got out of my room, I did my routine.
I ate my brunch since I woke up pretty late. I started to appreciate how bacon tastes so good.
After washing the plates I used, I settled myself in the living room with the laptop on my lap. I scanned some pictures of you and saved a lot of it.
It's been two hours when I decided to listen to a soothing music, Kenny G's. The music was so relaxing I fell asleep on the couch. When I opened my eyes, it's already seven past ten in the evening.
As I put my laptop away, I directly went to the kitchen and started making something for dinner.
It was weird, I enjoyed the silence. The occasional sound of the utensils and my breathing were the only thing that can be heard. It's odd, but for the first time I really felt so serene and getting used to it.
Yoongi...
I'm still normal, right?
I hope that tomorrow will be better.
And the day after that and so on..
Also...I think I'll still continue to write to you even if things will be fine soon.
love,
your nameless fan girl