I couldn't stop thinking about the phone call we had for the first time last night.
I smiled and giggled jumping around on my bed making a mess of my bedsheets.
He was so cute!
He was...My soulmate.
My ... soulmate. No one else's. He was mine and only mine to have.
I giggle as I touch my lips thinking of him as I daze out letting my thoughts take over me.
Soft lips...
Touching against mine...
Kissing me until I'm lost in his eyes.
No stop! No-no-no.
To soon Kyler! Too soon for thinking like ... that?
I get up and paint on my wall a little to take my mind off it.
Lips...
His lips...
Against mine...
Kissing me...
Whispers...
God damnit... I can't escape it!!! My mind is so dirty from all the shit I hear around me.
I stop painting dropping my brush and crawl into my bed curling up soon to fall into a deep sleep to take my mind away from it.
~~~Next morning ~~~
I got woken up to my phone buzzing as I sit up answering it.
"Hello...?"
"Hey, sunshine! I'm sorry if I woke you up from your beauty sleep! Hehe But I love you so much and I hope you have a wonderful day! Oh, also ima try and come visit you in real life soon! But you know how it is, life is life..."
"Well...Jesus Christ Cj ... hehe, I needed my sleep. And it will take some time, as much as we wish to have someone next to us right this second. It won't happen... but give it some time okay?"
I giggle as well as talk and talk again for an hour.
I heard my mom yell for me to come to eat, I sigh and hang up my phone ending our call.
I touch my lips again...
As I walk downstairs to go eat my breakfast. I saw my mother in the kitchen arguing with my younger siblings to get ready for school and hurry up so she can leave for work not gonna be home until late this night.
I look around and finish up my food and jump into the shower quickly to get washed up.
I washed my body with the soap...then start thinking of him again...
His hand touching against my cheek stroking it...
Pulling me close...
Breaking the silence that was between us...
With a single kiss...
His lips against mine...
My body pushed up...
Nope.
I shouldn't. It's too soon, and...it would make him uncomfortable.
Okay...
I need to call him...
And tell him...
"Can... we be more than friends?"
-Kyler Lynn
Until then
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