Just gonna say this was requested :)
I'm so sorry for I have sinned myself in this book and household. Be prepared there will be smut, I will put a warning. Oh god okay this time im going to try to actually write the full experience. Mom I'm so sorry
The thought was killing you. Why are you checking out your best friend? Most importantly, why does he make you feel so immensely crazy. Maybe it's just in your head. You could never think of such visual and dirty thoughts.
He was like a brother to you, no this wasn't right. A brother? You were having sexual thoughts about a person who was like a brother to you. No that's just highly disgusting.
"Hey _____." You push those sexual thoughts away when Hongjoong appeared in front of you. You were admiring from far, his built structure.
He was like a tower to you(because your shorter than him)...but a sexy one. You can't help but check him out. Those pants he wore, they only brought only the outline of his thick ass. The shirt he wore, it was tight enough for you to see the outline of his top half.
"Hey Hongjoong. Umm don't you have soccer practice later on?" He smiles. That cursed smile, it drove you insane, _____ your in love...or just turned on.
"Hmm well we do. You can come watch us practice then the both of us can walk home together." Hongjoong says happily. It was as if he wanting you to say yes but your thoughts were too consumed with sexual thoughts on him.
"Sorry Hongjoong. I have to catch up on studying. You know studying is important to me."
(A/n: hah I'm sorry ____, I ain't like you. I hate studying. Ehem stay in school kids)
"Or I'm probably just gonna relieve that tension I have feeling whenever I'm around you." You thought.
"Aww that's sad. Wish you could come, oh I have to go. See you tomorrow at 2pm?" Right it was the weekends, Hongjoong usually came over during Saturday's and the both of you would have movie nights.
Yes I know Saturday is usually a day out for boys but Hongjoong always makes his plans with his friends on Sunday because he wants to spend time with you on Saturday.
"Right. See you tomorrow Hongjoong. Umm don't forget to bring the snacks."
"Wouldn't even think of forgetting. You always eat the snacks up and don't leave any for me." He boops your nose. Your face scrunches up.
"Shut up. The snacks you bring are always my fav."
"Okay I really have to go now ____. Bye!" Hongjoong says as he waves to you and walks away to meet up with his team members.
You bit your lips. The thought consuming you like there was no tomorrow so you rushed to grab your bag from the locker and went home.
You threw your bag on the rack. Thank god you were living on your own. You practically threw yourself on the couch.
"Should I?" You ask yourself. Were you that needy for him? You looked out the window. Hongjoong's house was right beside yours. He stayed with his team member, Seonghwa. They were very close.
You went to your room, Hongjoong's room was also directly staring at yours. The window was closed.
"I'm sorry Hongjoong but...I'm going to have to do this, I'm a girl and your a guy. I have my sexual desires and apparently you are the toy that gets me wanting more." You mumble to yourself. You closed your curtains, the window was kinda open but only slightly.
You lock your bedroom door, well it's not like anyone stays with you cause you live alone but sometimes if Seonghwa was home which in this case he wasn't, he would burst into your room for no reason.
You laid on the bed.
"God am I really going to do this because of how turned on I am?" Your hands slip under your shorts. You bit your lip.
[This part is going to be a little questioning, I'm trying not to cringe as I'm writing this. Also there is going to be a full on smut after that so prepare your holy water/zamzam water people]
Your fingers grazed your clit, you let out a quiet moan and shivered feeling it go down your spine. Maybe this wasn't so bad. You closed your eyes and imagine Hongjoong's hands touching you all over. His mouth attached to your neck biting hard purple marks all over you.
You slowly inserted one finger into yourself, again another moan, this time a little louder than before. You pumped the finger in and out but it just wasn't enough. Maybe another finger wouldn't hurt, another finger slips in between your legs.
You were a moaning mess by now and also moaning Hongjoong's name. You prayed he wasn't home so soon. After all its only 4pm. He is still at practice but no you hear the doorbell ring. You whined feeling the loss of your finger.
You went over to the toilet and washed your fingers with soap, no one would suspect a thing. You unlocked your bedroom door and wen to the front door. You quickly opened it and Hongjoong's figure towers over you.
"H-Hongjoong what are you doing here. I thought you had practice."
"It was canceled. Anyways I heard someone moaning out my name." Shit he caught you. He comes into the house and shuts the door.
"Hongjoong look i-" He shuts you up by pressing his lips on yours. It quickly escalates when he tugged on your shirt and pushed you to the nearest wall. He breaks the kiss.
"Oh how much I have wanted to do this to you." You whimper. His voice was rapsy and he sounded so needy.
"Hongjoong."
"Yes baby?"
"I want you."
"I know, my baby is needy for me. Touching herself while moaning out my name. Do you know how embarrassed I was when Seonghwa came into my room and heard you moaning my name?" Your cheeks were flushed.
"I'm sorry."
"So cute and innocent but not innocent enough to stop herself from touching what's mine."
"H-Hongjoong." He kissed you again but this time rougher. His hands land on your ass and you tug on his neck. He carried you to your bedroom and shuts the door.
You were thrown onto the bed and Hongjoong instantly climbed on top.
"You look so small and fragile. I'm afraid I might actually break you."
"You won't, trust me."
"You sure? Can you handle me?" He smirks.
"Shut up and fuck me already."
"So needy." His clothes were thrown onto the ground and so were yours.
His leans in to kiss you with the desire and lust he had kept in for a long time. He nibbles on your lips and you part your lips. Hongjoong slips a tongue and french kisses you.
(A/n: oh god I'm sorry, too cringe)
With his free hand that wasn't working on your harden nipples, he slips it into you causing you to jolt because of the pleasure. Hongjoong works on littering your neck with beautiful dark purple abused marks.
"H-Hongjoong..."
"Yes babygirl?"
"I-Im close." He suddenly pulls his finger out of you which caused you to wince. Hongjoong deliciously licked his finger.
"Uh uh, you can only come on my dick."
(A/n: why am I seriously writing this knowing I can't write smut)
He pulls out a condom and slips it on his length. Then pushes his length into you. You moan feeling his length stretch you out.
"Hongjoong it hurts." Hongjoong leans forward and presses kisses all over your face.
"It's okay tell me when to stop." You grip his hand. He is still pushing in and when well his length is fully inside you, he pauses.
"You can try to go slow." He nods and slowly thrusts into you. That pain slowly faded and now you want more.
"Faster." He smirks then rocks his hips faster. You mewled as he thrusts into you, it sent shivers down his spine. He leans down to kiss you while thrusting into you.
"Hongjoong I'm close again." He goes harder.
"So tight. Maybe we should do this more often so I can stretch you out." You moan.
"D-Daddy." And that slipped out. Hongjoong could only smirk.
"Daddy huh? Well babygirl, does it feel good daddy is using you like this?"
"Yes." You moan."Daddy shit I'm coming."
(A/n: not going to type the word because I feel awkward lol)
"Let's come together." With one last thrust, the both of you came together. Hongjoong filled the condom up, he pulls out of you and ties up the condom before throwing it in the bin.
He lays beside you.
"That was great. Never knew you could be a freak in the sheets."
"Shut up." You were blushing. Hongjoong pulls you close.
"How about I get a bath going for you. You must feel sticky and tired." Hongjoong says. You could only nod.
He pecks your lips before standing up and leaving to run the bath.
Now this was the type of aftercare you wanted. Hongjoong carries you and places you into the bath.
"Hongjoong are we?"
"Well you were fantasizing about me so yes. We are dating now." You bit your lips.
"Well I wasn't just fantasizing about you. I always thought about how great of a boyfriend you would be."
"But you were honestly still fantasizing about me." You splash the water at him.
"Hey!" The both of you had a water fight before getting out of the shower and cuddling on bed. Hongjoong climbed into his room to grab a clothes for himself and maybe a hoodie for you too. Hongjoong then received a text from Seonghwa.
Hongjoong shows you the text and you went to the window and shout a sorry to them. Well you weren't sure if they heard but continued to cuddle with Hongjoong till you and him fell asleep.
I'm gonna throw myself in a ditch now. No not because of me writing a smut but because Seonghwa and yunho couldn't finish singing Star 1117 properly because they were crying :'( this is making me sad now.
They cried so much yesterday but the thing is there is Seoul Day 2. They gonna cry again and that's just gonna make me cry even more.
If you here for ateez forever, say I.
Cause i am here for that life.
Okay I'm signing off now, hope you enjoyed this chapter ( ͡° ͜ ʖ ͡° ) haha okay peace out
-markxdino🦊💕
9/2/20
Also from now on if there is smut..I will place (M) beside their name.
It just stands for mature.