You know you've hit rock bottom when you can't go a day without tears gushing out of your eyes
The thought of moving on with life makes you feel exhausted
Memories start screaming at your ears and you cant stop thinking about the good days
The good days where everything was fine
You'd long for the days where you would get excited for the pretty cotton candy skies
The hues of pink and blue blended on the sky will make you jump up and down
You'd think loud trying to figure out why you went so low
You'd think about why the sound of the ocean doesn't calm your soul now
The feeling of your toes getting buried into the sand doesnt form a grin on your face
You know you've hit rock bottom when you start wondering if the sadness will ever go away
It normally does, doesn't it? But this time you know it's different. What if it stays for so long that you give up?
You stopped talking about the pretty flowers that you see on the side of the road on your way home
You wait impatiently for the moment you get to go home when you're with friends cuz you don't enjoy anything anymore.
(you know you've hit rock bottom when you've forgotten how it feels like to be happy without pretending)
Fauza.F