Guess it is not finished. A chapter closed. Another opened. Then another and then another. It went on. Pain, fear, trauma, darkness surrounded me.
Couple years.
Just a couple years.
Changed.
Fucked up my life.
I don't know how long will I keep running. Will this ever end ?
My mind is dizzy from everything that is happening. How much more ?!
How much more bloodshed is needed ?! I feel so helpless, sickening, worthless...
Why can't I just tick the clock back ? Back to how it was before him. Back to the good old days.
I am going crazy. The deja vu.
Is it going to be like this always ? Fear, agony, desperation, battles ?
I'm unknown of the future.
But one thing I'm aware of is that my story starts and ends with tears, and with one person.
Kim Namjoon.