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Rahmaan's POV
It's been three days everyone was upset in my house. mama baba they didn't talked to me. Riya aapi and fathima were also angry. They also didn't want to talked to me. yesterday I tried to talked to fathima but she refused saying she didn't have time to waste. but for Hana they all have their time, love and attention.
Yes. She didn't come out of her room after that day. Everyone goes to her. They have their time to waste on her but not for me. I didn't have any problem with that but I felt hurt. No one was try to understand me. They only cared about hana, no one cared about me.
I am sorry Hana.. I have to do this. Because of you my family is angry with me. So you have to be scapegoat. I don't have any problem with you but I want my family back.
I smirked on his thoughts and walked toward hana's room.
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Author's POV
Rahmaan knocked on the door and waited for hana to open the door. Hana opened the door and saw rahmaan standing there. Her heart started beating fast and eyes getting wet as she recalled what he said that day.
Rahmaan looked at her for second and clear his throat before saying something.
"Can I come?" He asked. She nodded.
He came inside and stood in the middle of the room. He looked back and saw Hana was still standing at the door. He sighed and goes if front of her, grabbing her hand he take her to the bed. And made her sit while he sat beside her. Sitting beside each other they didn't say anything for few minutes.
"Hana I want to talk to you" finally rahmaan broke the uncomfortable silent. She looked at him with fearful eyes. She was afraid to know what he wants to talked.
Is he want to talked about divo... No! No Hana! Think positive.
She assured herself and nodded her head for him to continue.
"First tell me you ok na?" He asked and she just nodded in response.
"Then why don't you come downstairs?" He asked looking at her. She looked down at her hands.
"Because I don't feel like.."she said in a low voice. He sighed and held her hand.
"Hana I know I hurt you... I hurt my parents.. I hurt everyone. But Hana trust me I didn't wanted that to be happened. I just wanted them to understand that I don't want to marry. I am not ready for this. And about divorce. I thought it's better for both of us...." Hana began panicking, her hand became sweaty. she didn't wanted that talked. she felt her heart would stop anytime. She thought rahmaan came here to convince her for divorce. If she know better.
"And Hana divor..."
"No!! No maan please don't say that word" she didn't let him finished and hugged him tightly wrapping her hands around his waist and started crying on his chest.
Rahmaan startled at first but then he wrapped his hands around her.
"Hana..."
"No maan... Please don't tell me that... that you want divorce.... I will die maan if you did this to me.. I can't live without you.. our nikah... you is everything for me... This is the reason I live...I waited for you all those years not for divorce maan but for love... Your love... I have only one dream maan.. to be loved by you... Don't snatch this from me... Maan please.. I love you maan.. I love you from the time I came to my conscious. I love you when I came to know what is love .. I love you since we married.. I love you all my life... I love you so much maan... I love you... please don't do this to me." She started crying hard on his chest holding him tightly.
Rahmaan's eyes were widened he was shocked at her confession. He didn't knew Hana love him that much. And he can feel Hana's every words was came from her heart. Her every words was true. He can feel but he didn't wanted to feel.. so he just shook his head and moved back removing her hands from him. She looked at him with tears filled eyes. She gulped And started panicking again as rahmaan move back.
Rahmaan sighed and looked away. She looked at him with her red teary eyes titling her head. She kept staring at him. Tear didn't stopped from falling.
"Hana i... I don't... I am not ready for this. I am.."
"I know.. I know your not ready for this.. and I am not going to force myself on you.. I will wait maan.. I will wait untill you ready..." She was saying with her cracked voice. But he interrupted her
"And what if I never be ready to accept this marriage.?"
"I can wait for you my whole life.. until my last breath.. i can live happily with your name maan.." she said with small smiled. He looked at her with wide eyes.
He felt bad. if Hana love him this much then what he was going to do break Hana even more.
But that is not my problem. I don't love her.and I didn't told her to love me this much.. so i don't have to feel bad.. she love me.. so she have to deal with it.. he thought. And sighed.
He cupped her face and wiped tears. "Ok fine.. if your ready to wait. Then I don't have any problem to stay in this nikah as long as you respect my decisions. You will have to support me with my every step. Will you?" He asked. she smiled and nodded her head hurriedly like child. He smirked looking at her craziness for him.
"Promise me you never think about divorce" she asked extending her palm in front of him. He took her hand and nodded" I promise you i am never going think about divorce"
'Because this time your the one who would demand for divorce' he thought to himself and smirked.
While Hana felt relieved washed over her and smiled widely.
"Ok first of all.. you have to convince my parents and my sisters to forgive me.. they don't want to talk to me Hana.. and I really feel hurt" he said making sad face and turned around. His back was facing Hana. She felt hurt seeing her maan like this.
"Maan please don't be sad. I will talked to them and convince them.. they will forgive you.. I promise" she comforted him, coming in front of him.
"Really?" He asked smiling. She nodded and smiled.
"Thank you Hana"
"No need to.. ok now I should go and talk to them" she said and was about to go but rahmaan held her wrist.
"You go and tell mama and Baba that I am ready to give this nikah a chance" he ordered her.
"You are ready?" She asked smilingly her eyes lit up.
"No hana.. I said, you tell them that I am ready.. but I am not.. to be honest Hana.. I am not ready to give even a chance to this nikah. Only for you. I am just willing not to divorce you.. that's it" he said coldly but being naive Hana just nodded her head at him. And left the room.
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Hana's POV
3days I spent with anxiety. I was afraid to came out of my room. Because I thought maan will again asked for divorce.
But now i felt relaxed after talking to maan. He promised me that he will never think about divorce ever again and thats enough for me.. now it's up to me to make maam fall for me.
I will make him realised that he can spend his whole life with me happily. I was going to do everything for him. He will love me if I obey him, love him and make him relaxed around me, and make him feel my love for him.
So here I was standing in front of mama baba's room. For his happiness I have to convince them. I sighed and knocked on the door. And after few seconds mama opened the door. She was surprised seeing me at first but then smiled
"Hana.. beta do you need something" she asked. Her voice filled with concerned.
"I want to talk to you and Baba" I said. And mama held my hand and took me inside. Baba was sitting on the couch doing something on his laptop which placed on the small table in front of him. He put his laptop on the table after looking at me and walked toward me. Putting his hand on my head he asked with concerned.
"Hana.. bacche you ok?" I smiled at mama Baba' concerned for me. I silently thanks Allan for giving me them.
Allah took my parents from me but in return he gave me this family. Mama baba Riya aapi fathima aapi. They all love me so much that they can angry with their son/brother for me.. maan said they didn't talked to him in those 3 days. And I felt bad. I didn't want this I wanted my family to be happy.
"I am fine Baba.. I just came here to talk to both of you " I said and mama made me sit on the bed and she sat next to me while Baba sat on the chair which placed side of the bed.
"What is it beta?" Baba asked softly.
"Baba mama.. why you both stop talking to maan?" I asked looking at them.
"Because he need to learn that he was wrong and he hurt his whole family by his cruel words" Baba said angrily.
"But Baba.. " I was cut off by mama.
"No hana.. your Baba is right.. he need to learn this is not America where he can do anything he wants this is our home.. where we live as a family.. where relationship doesn't break" mama said sternly.
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Author's POV
Rahmaan was standing in front of his parents room. And eavesdropping their conversation.
He heard his parents stern voice and felt hurt.
"Mama baba please give him sometime. He will..."
"No hana your not going to support him.. he did wrong. He really need to learn this now. otherwise he will go far from this if we spared him this time." Ahmed said firmly. And rahmaan knew that his parents didn't seems to changed their mind.
"No baba.. he will never do that again" hana said.
"How can you be so sure?" Ahmed asked. And Hana smiled.
"Because maam promised me that he will never think about divorce" Hana said with smiled. A frowned appear on Ahmed and shabana' face.
"He talked to you?" Shabana asked Hana nodded smiling widely.
"Yes mama.. he came to me and he promised me that he will never think about our divorce" Hana said her eyes filled with happy tears.
"Really?" Shabana asked feeling relaxed. "Yes" Hana nodded and a tear escape her eyes.
"But still Hana.. it's not enough" Ahmed said and stood up from his chair.
"He promised you but I know him.. he won't accept this marriage so easily." He said and again sat on the couch.
Hana stood up and went to him. She sat in front of him on the ground.
"Baba... Maan told me that he is ready to give us a chance" hana said.
She knew that she was lying to them. While rahmaan clearly told her that he was not ready to even give a chance to their marriage. But she have to do this for her maan.
"What!? He is ready to give a chance to you " shabana asked Shocked but happy.
"Yes he is ready to give me and this marriage a chance.. Baba mama we should give him sometime.. this is all new for him.. he need our support and love. Please talk to him and give him the love he wants" Hana pleaded them innocently. They both looked at each other and smiled looking at hana.
"If you say then we will forgive him" Ahmed said with smiled. And made Hana sit beside him.
"Thank you baba" Hana hugged him
While rahmaan heard everything Standing behind the door. And sighed in relief. now it's crystal clear for him that hana means a lot to his parents. And he can't get rid of her until she want.
I promise you hana.. I will make sure that you will want our divorce as soon as possible.
He smirked and left from there.
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