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Bella's P.O.V
*a Few hours later*
The guys were doing a game bang and then all did it together, something about a 8 Smash Brawl or something like that. I just decided this will be an opportunity to practice for the tournament. I called Chelsea while I was playing and we talked for a bit, told everything that happened (not bringing up the kiss) and then she had to go, so we said our goodbyes, hang up and I started to play again. The door openned and when I looked, I saw Joven, Anthony and Ian covered in white stuff, Lasercorn laughing with Sohinkii, Flitz having the same thing and Mari, having more then the boys on her face.
"What happened" I said laughing.
"They lost the game bang, so they got mash potatoed in the face" Wes said laughing like crazy. I just started laughing. I wish I was there.
"Oh my god" I said. Anthony and Ian sat down and I started to take the mash potato out of there eyes. Sohinkii helped Mari and Joven, Wes, Lasercorn, and Flitz helped set up for the tournament. Anthony went to the bathroom to wash the smell off and the others had to get something so it was just me and Ian in the room and I was wiping the mash potato off.
"Bella....you should tell Joven" He said.
"Ian, I just can't, not right now"
"When then, he's your brother, he has the right to know"
"I know but...its just..., you haven't seen him mad like I have, its hard to explain"
"Bella, we see him mad all the time, you know how many times he lost in the game bang and just yesterday of Grand Theft Smosh, he got super angry there, we seen him mad, whats the worse it could happen" Ian said siting me down on his lap.
"I'm just scared" She said looking down at her hand.
"Why are you scared of your brother"
"I'm not scared of him, I'm just scared of what he's going to do" I said. He put his finger on my chin to make me look at him.
"Just be brave and you will be fine" Ian said. He looked at me lips then back at me and I just kissed him right there. He turned it to a passionate kiss fast. I turned around so my whole body was facing him still not breaking the kiss. What am I doing? No, I have to stop. I can't do this. I broke the kiss lightly. I looked at his big sky blue eyes and blushed alittle.
"Hey, Ian, are you going to-" Anthony said walking in. I was still on top of Ian sitting. I looked at Ian and he looked back at me.
"Whats going on" He asked. I got up quickly and Ian did too.
"Just her helping me with the mash potatos"
"With her sitting on top of you" He said getting to close to Ians face.
"Her back was hurting" Ian said.
"Oh really" Anthony said balling his fist. Oh no.
"Guys, cut it out, theres no need to fight" I said getting between them but failed.
"Here Ian, I can give Bella something to clean up" He said and then punching Ian. Ian fell on the floor and Anthony tried to get on top and punch him again but Ian moved and hit Anthony in the face.
No one's P.O.V
Ian got on top of him and started punching him from left to right and Anthony pushed him off and punched him.
"GUYS, CUT IT OUT NOW!" Bella yelled frighten.
"Here something you can clean up" Anthony yelled punching him again. Ian tryed to get out of his grip but failed and got another punch to his face. Joven and the rest of the crew came in.
"ANTHONY STOP NO-" Bella yelled but couldn't finsh when Anthony looked at her and slapped her on the cheek which cased her to fall down. A box fell on the floor and that was Joven droping the box of games which got everyone's attention. Joven was angry, really angry.
Bella's P.O.V
There I saw, The killer Joven eyes. He walked over to Anthony and grabed him by the shirt and pulled him off Anthony and threw him the floor. It was the eyes.
"You wanna punch someone" He said getting close to Anthony on the floor. "Don't EVER punch my sister" He said and punched Anthony in the face hard. Just like he did with dad. Joven was about to punch him again but I yelled.
"JOVEN STOP, DON'T HURT HIM, HE DIDN'T MEAN TO HIT ME" I yelled.
"SHUT UP BELLA" He yelled and punched him again.
Mari and Ian's P.O.V
Whoa, I never seen him this mad, I guess this is what Bella was talking about.
Bella's P.O.V
"JOVEN STOP NOW" I yelled trying to hold in my tears but Joven didn't stop. Anthony was getting punched real hard, on the chest and in the face and getting kicked too.
"JOVEN STOP NOW"
"WHY BELLA, WHY DO YOU WANT ME TO STOP SO BAD!?!" He yelled back at me.
"Because" I said.
"Because what" He asked.
"BECAUSE I DON'T WANT THE SAMETHING THAT HAPPEN TO DAD HAPPEN TO ANYBODY ELSE" I yelled. Right there he went from super angry to shocked. He thought I forgot.
"But......" He said walking towards me but I walked alittle back. "The doctor said....."
"The doctor was wrong" I said. He looked at Anthony then back at me. Sohinkii and Flitz helped him up and Wes and Lasercorn helped Ian. They left us to be in the room alone.
"I'm so......." He couldn't finsh his sentence.
"I knew Evil Joven would come back" I said.
"Evil Joven?"
"When I was little, you always turned like this evil and it scared me so I call it Evil Joven" I said looking at the floor.
"I didn't know, I'm so sorry" He said I walked to the door.
"Where are you going" He asked.
"Home" I said.
"Do you want me to drive you there"
"No not your house" I said.
"What do you-" He said but I cut him off.
"I going back home, to Louisiana" I said walking out of the room. I just started to run out the building and started crying. Why? Why does this always happen to me? I always cause trouble. Just like my dad always said, I'm a bad luck charm, I shouldn't be in this world. I'm a problem child to my parents, brother, and this world. I'm done with this world, I can't deal with this no more, I can't. Even if I move back to Louisiana, I would go back to the beating up, the bullys telling to cut or just kill myself now. I can't do it. I cryed and cryed. I don't wanna commit suicide but the only way to make myself free. I can't do it, I can't. I don't belong in this world. I texted Chelsea saying bye and started running. I want this to be over. Joven is better off. I ran to this big pool. I grabed a big grey brick (sorry, I don't know its called) and tied it to my ankle. I sighed. Goodbye Joven, goodbye Chelsea, goodbye Ian, goodbye world. I said and jump in puting the big brick in before me.
*put on a sad song or When I Die Young or everytime we touch slow"
*Flashback*
"Do you have to go" Bella asked Joven.
"I'm sorry Bella, but I have too" Joven said kneeling down.
"Will I see you again?"
"Of course you will"
"Really when?" She asked which Joven made a sad face and looked down.
"Big Brother, what's wrong" She said tilting her head alittle.
"I don't know how long until I see you but trust me, you will"
"You promise"
"I promise" He said holding out his pinki. Her pinki crossed his and then hugged her.
"Big Brother, why are you crying?"
"Because, your my little sister and its sad that I'm going to leave you alone"
"I'll be fine, if mom and dad buy me a phone, I will call you"
"Maybe, they don't need to buy you a phone" Joven said going threw his bag.
"Here" He said handing her a phone.
"Now you can call me whenever you want"
"Thanks Big Brother" She said hugging him again. "Are you really going to leave out of state" She asked.
"Pretty much, but don't worry, I will send you alot of pictures"
"You promise"
"I promise" He said. Bella giggled and Joven chuckled.
"I'm sad you have to go"
"Me too, but you stay strong for your big bro alright"
"Ok" She said wiping her tear away. He walked to the door and waved his last goodbye. They hugged one more time.
"Bye, Joven" Bella whispered in his ear.
"Bye Little Sis'" He said then waved one more time.
"Goodbye" He said.
Then Bella world became dark because she was still underwater.
'I love you Bella' She remembered this last thing and then her world became black completely and there was a few more bubbles coming from the water and then they stopped completely.
CLIFF HANGER!!!!! I hope you guys liked this sad chapter. Thank you so much for the votes and the follower and the comments, please comment. Anyway, I'm going shopping with my mom today so if you don't see an update till real late, thats why. I will try not to update and 2 or 3:00 in the morning. I will update soon and you will see what happens next but intill then.......Bye Peeps.