Sometimes it's all to much. Sometimes I want to give up. This time I do. I stand on the edge waiting for the courage to jump. One jump and it's over. No more pain, no more suffering. I turn around for a second and see the people walking by like it's a normal day. If only they knew. If only they knew I was about to jump in front of a train.
I turn back around right on time. I see the train coming. I get closer to the edge. I hear someone scream out for me as I jump. I only have enough time to look for a second. It's Liam. Poor Liam I never wanted him to see me like this.
I look around. Where am I? I look behind me and see my mother. It sounds like she's calling my name. I walk closer and this is what I hear. "Jacob, why did you do this?! I love you so much! How could you? Wake up for me, please wake up!" I didn't even know I was asleep.
Then as if answering her plea I wake up. I look around. SHIT, I'm in he hospital! I turn and I see my mother. She's crying. If only she knew this was her fault. I sit up and she finally realizes I'm awake.
"Jacob, honey I'm here it's ok!"
"Mom leave. NOW!"
"Jacob, how dare you talk to your mother like that!" I turn to see my father outside the door sneering at me.
"GET OUT BOTH OF YOU! CANT YOU SEE I DONT WANT YOU HERE? THIS IS YOUR FAULT!"
"Jacob, if you won't talk to us well have to send you away to make sure you won't do this again! Please tell us why your so upset! Tell us why you jumped in front of a train!" My mother pleaded.
All I did was roll over and fall asleep. I'm not going to fall for the "we care" act. Not again.