Now I'm waiting outside the school for Vanessa while she's in the locker room. She just got done with cheer practice and I'm going to surprise her. Gosh I love her.
I have no idea what to do about Larissa but I'm not going to let her bother me for right now. If she sends out that picture what's so bad about it? There's no such thing as bad publicity right? But what if it goes viral. I can see it now 'Naked Kid Has A Weird Looking Dick' or something. But maybe it won't be bad. Maybe she won't even go through with it. Let's hope.
Vanessa walked out of the school looking absolutely gorgeous for only getting ready in twenty minutes. But you know she always looks gorgeous.
"You're here!" she smiles and runs into my arms.
I wrap my arms around her and whisper, "Forever and always baby."
It felt nice having her in my arms. It felt right. Like she belonged there. She did. She is mine and always will be.
When she pulls away from me I interlock are fingers together, "So we need to talk about us."
She nods her head, "We do."
"Do you want to go to National Coney Island again and I will pay. No complaining."
She giggles and nods her head. We walk in silence for awhile. It looked like she was deep in thought and I wasn't going to interrupt her thinking. She was probably thinking about us and I wanted her to think thoroughly about it.
We arrive to the little family diner and take a seat at a booth far away from people as it was choose where you wanted to sit. I love booths and I hate nosy people. She sat on one side and I sat on the other. She was looking down at the red and white checkered board table now. It reminded me of chess. I haven't played chess in a long time. I wonder if Vanessa knows how to play chess? Okay why am I thinking about chess? I don't know but her being quiet like this was getting awkward now.
The same waitress as yesterday came to are table and got are drink orders. Vanessa got another water and I got a Coke. Next time we come I'm giving her a chocolate shake. She probably needs the fat.
Finally she said something, "So are we exclusive?" she was looking at me now. Her brown eyes staring into my soul. Or at least that's what it felt like.
"I don't know. Maybe we can keep it a secret till I'm ready."
She looked slightly hurt, "Oh. So like why did you do this to me if you weren't ready?" she was so quiet when she said it. She looked back down at the table. Fuck my life again, I mad her sad. She has emotional problems.
But cute emotional problems.
"I'm sorry.. Wolf instinct."
She nods her head again. She was quiet again. The waitress brought are drinks and I think she could tell the tension because she didn't even ask for are food orders. She started walking away kind of fast.
"Hey, give us the same thing as yesterday", the waitress smiles and writes it down on the paper, looking relived that I did that so she didn't have to make it more awkward.
"Sorry that I did this", she whispers. I wanted to kiss her so bad right now. I wanted her to know that this isn't her fault. Not at all. But words can't tell her the way my lips can.
"Baby it's not your fault. Not at all. And I love you. And I.." I stopped myself what did I want? Did I want a exclusive relationship? "I just don't want people to know yet. Maybe in a week. Just give me time to adjust."
She looked like she understood a little more, a small smile forming on her lips. "Okay, I can handle that."
I smile. Now that we have that out of the way we had a normal dinner date. It was nice. We joked and told stories. I felt like I could be one hundred percent myself around her. By the time we finished eating we were laughing are asses off at something stupid.
I got up to pay and she followed close behind. I got up to the cash register and gave the lady who was working the ten dollar eight cents that my bill was. I could feel her close behind me. It made me smile.
"You guys make a cute couple, are you guys dating?" says the cash register lady. She looked like one of those cute older grandmas.
I smile at her, "I guess we are."
She nods her head at me and then looks at Vanessa, "He's a keeper."
She giggles, "I know." She looks up at me and grabs my hand. Is it possible to feel electricity every single time you touch somebody? Yes.
I give her hand a squeeze as we gaze into each others eyes. Then I look at the lady and smile before leading my girl out of the restaurant. I lead her to the park again. I didn't even ask her if she needs to be home or anything. I wanted her by me at all times. We didn't talk we were just enjoying the walk, hand-in-hand. When we arrived to the park I took her to the middle of the grassy area. There weren't a lot of people her today. Usually there aren't on week days. I spun her around so that we're face to face. I wrap my hands around her waist and bring her close to me. She slips her hands around my neck and smiles.
"So you told that lady that we are dating," she was smirking when she said it.
I laughed, "Yeah, I did. It felt nice to say."
Before she could say anything else I bend down and press my lips on top of hers. I tried to ignore my heart beat and the electricity that shot up. I just kept kissing her, with her being the only thing on mind. I let my tongue slip into her mouth.
When she pulled back for air, I let my lips trail down to her neck. I kiss her where I marked her, having the sexiest moan escape her lips. She put one of her hands into my hair and pulled, having me moan and the front of my pants to tighten.
I pulled away when I hear a phone go off. She gave me a apologetic look before taking out her phone out of her jean pocket and sliding her thumb across the bottom of the screen.
"Hey mom.... Sorry, we had cheer stuff... I know but it's not my fault... Okay, I'm coming!" she sounded so angry. She stuffed her phone in her pocket and grunted a sexy grunt. "My mom says I have to go home."
"It's okay, do you want me to run you there?"
"Like in werewolf form?" she sounded excited.
"Yeah."
She looked at me with a huge excited smile, but it slowly faded away, "Probably not the best idea... My mon wants me home and she's probably on the front porch waiting for me."
"Let me at least walk you home, at least half way," I give her the puppy dog eyes.
She laughs and nods her head. I interlock are fingers and she leads me the way to her house.
"So, do you usually walk home after practice?"
"No, we have a personal driver but yesterday and today I texted him saying I had extra cheer stuff, and would get another ride home."
"You little liar," I smirk down at her. She laughs.
"Whatever, my mom believes it. Plus if she ever knew I was with you, she would freak."
"Doesn't like boys?" I asked as I disconnected are eye contact and looked in front of me.
"Well she doesn't want me to start dating until I'm sixteen."
"Sixteen!? That's crazy."
"Yeah, I know it is," she sounded kind of sad. We walked in silence for a while. It wasn't awkward, we were just thinking. We reached some neighborhood entrance and she turned to look at me.
"You should probably go."
"I will never really be gone," I whisper.
She smiles before standing on her tiptoes and planting a gentle kiss on my lips.
"Bye," she whispers before letting go of my hand and walking away.
"Love you," I whisper back watching her walk away.