love yourself first before you love somebody else, they said. self-love is important
but.. how can i love myself when every time i look at the mirror, i find a demon telling me to fuck off
how can i love myself when every time i look at the mirror, i find a demon telling me that I'll never be enough
how can I love myself when every time i look at the mirror, i find a demon telling me that everything will be better if i die
how can i... God! it's so hard to love yourself when the one who hated you the most is your own self.
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