He knows that there has been times when he just wished he could die, but he is now past all of that. He is no longer looking back. As they all take a deep breath, pass the shallows, they stay steady and hold on, through the darkness that they all know. He swore if they hold onto life, he would too. On to the ocean and into the sea, so balanced and calm now, that's where he would be. In the sea, he washed away all his problems and washed away the memories.
Back then, he always went through the shattered glass. He stared at his life carefully, and all he did was wish he would die. It was all of what it seemed. He can't believe that he actually made it. He took a deep breath, pass the shallows, they stay steady and hold on, through the darkness they all know. On the ocean and into the sea, oh so balanced and very calm now, that's where he would always be. On to the ocean and into the sea, that's where he washed away all his problems, where he would wash away all his memories.