I knew he wanted me and I didn't want to wait any longer to lose my virginity, it was getting a little embarrassing that I was 22 and still haven't had sex when everyone I live with is or has been promiscuous at some point in their life.
Shawn admitted to me yesterday on our unexpected date that he is that playboy type but he hasn't been involved with it since he moved in and met me. As thrilled as that made me, I'm not sure what that means now that he's had me. Now that he's conquered the virgin roommate, will he go back to his playboy ways? It's sure to get a bit more awkward around here, that's for sure. Maybe it wasn't such a great idea to give into temptation without at least talking about what will happen the morning after.
He's wrapped around me like a sexy naked vein and I can even feel his morning erection on my hip. It's making my insides tingle again at the thought of sex with him and the things he did to me last night.
Carefully, without waking him, I get out of his bed. And as I move, I realize how sore I am. It feels weird, definitely not something I'm use to but I knew I had to get up. I really gotta pee. Besides, I'm the one in his bed. I don't even remember falling asleep last night. The television is off so I must have fallen asleep before Shawn. I wonder what he was thinking or doing while I lay oblivious in his bed. Was he watching me sleep? Or did he curl up next to me and doze off himself.
I feel my cheeks heat as I notice a wet spot behind Shawn along with a bit of blood. It's where we started to have sex but eventually we moved to the other side of his bed. For it being my first time, it was amazing! Too bad it probably wont happen again.
I grab my clothes from last night that are still on his floor and retreat to the ensuite, that Shawn and I share, so I can go to the bathroom, brush my teeth and hair before going into my room without using the hallway, making it noticeable that Shawn and I were together all night. I'm not sure how loud we were, or if we woke up Hailee and Niall, but I don't need to add fuel to the fire. Hailee's already bound to ask a million questions about what happened on our date.
In my room, I grab fresh clothes; jeans, tank-top and a zip up hoodie, along with new underwear, then tip toe back to the bathroom to shower. I make sure I lock Shawn's side of the door before I do. It's a habit to do so, but I think we should talk before we have sex again.
After my shower, and once I'm dressed, I make my way to the kitchen for breakfast. I hear Hailee and Niall talking in the kitchen so I'm sure they'll ask me all about last night. When I walk in and they both look up surprised.
"Well, well, well," Niall grins as he scolds me playfully. "Look who finally came home."
"When did you get home?" Hailee asks me as she looks suspiciously.
"Last night." I tell her. "You both were sleeping on the couch when we came in."
I wince as I sit across from them, not expecting it to hurt when I sat down. Hailee eyes widen in realization as to why I'm in pain. She quickly stands and pulls my arm so I'm standing again.
"Come with me." She demands, pulling me by my arm towards her room. She shuts the door as soon as we're in the room then turns to face me and begins without any preamble.
"You had sex." She accuses me.
"What?" I try to act oblivious but the high octaves of my voice gives me away.
"Don't play innocent, Cabello, I know you did."
"H-how do you know?" I didn't think the myth was try that you look and feel different after having sex. At least she didn't bring this up in front of Niall.
"I knew it!" Hailee squeals like I just admitted I did.
"How could you tell?" I'm still questioning how she knew.
"Well, something woke me up last night and since it wasn't you, I thought you weren't home yet. I checked outside and saw Shawn's bike parked in the driveway so I knew you were home. I was too excited to hear about your date, since you didn't reply to my messages, so I went to your room. Only you weren't in there."
Shit. I was in Shawn's room all night.
"I was a little worried but I suspected you may have been in Shawn's room. I knocked on his door but nobody answered and Shawn's door was locked. I could've went through your room and the bathroom but I called your phone instead.
You didn't answer, again, however, I did hear your phone going off... inside Shawn's bedroom."
"That doesn't mean we had sex." We did but it doesn't mean we did. "We watched a movie last night and fell asleep in his room."
"Right." She obviously doesn't believe me. "Add all that along with the fact that you're obviously sore from the sex, since it looked like it hurt just to sit on the kitchen chair... I've had sex before, Mila. I know you did it, you can't lie to me."
"Okay, okay," I give up. "We had sex." I plop down on her bed in defeat but jump and wince in pain before I sit back down gently. Gees it's even painful to sit on a fluffy bed.
"Mila!" Hailee squeals as she sits next to me. "Oh my gosh, how was it, was it good, was it everything you expected it to be, was he gentle, did you cum?"
"Hails, slow down."
"Are you kidding? I've been waiting four years for this day to finally happen."
"I've been waiting a lot longer than four years." I giggle.
"Well..." Hailee bounces impatiently.
"It was-" Perfect. "fine."
"Fine?" She frowns. "Just fine?"
"Yes, it was-" Perfect. Incredible. Amazing. The list goes on and on. "fine. Besides, we're not going to do it again."
"What?" She frowns disappointed. "Why not?"
"He's a playboy, Hailee." He admitted it to me yesterday. He said he was a playboy type until he met me. Now that he's had me, he'll probably want to go back to his promiscuous ways. "I just did it to get it over with, really."
"So."
"So?" What part of he's a playboy didn't she understand..
"Mila, Niall was like that before we met. Heck, even I was a little promiscuous before I met him. It's all about finding the right person." She tells me. "Maybe you and Shawn belong together."
"Whatever, Hails." I laugh at her, rolling my eyes.
"I'm just saying, don't push him away just because of that. Maybe he'll change and you guys can work something out. Talk to him about it. You'll have the house to yourselves today, Niall and I have more wedding stuff to do."
"I bet you're excited." I say mostly to change the subject off of me. "Your special day is coming soon." My distraction works and soon Hailee begins telling me all about what she has planned for her wedding, but I can't focus on what she's saying, I'm too busy thinking about what she said. About Shawn. And about how Niall was the same way until he met her. Maybe I could talk to Shawn about... something.
When Hailee's finished telling me all about her wedding plans, we make our way back to the kitchen where Niall is waiting, now with Shawn. Shawn looks up at me but Niall says something to his brother which gets his attention once again.
I avoid looking at him as I make my way to the coffee pot. I'll let him set the morning-after pace and if he wants to talk about what happened last night, we'll talk. I wont bring it up, I don't want to come across as clingy and wanting him to be my boyfriend just because we had sex. I don't want to be a virginal cliché, thinking the first guy I have sex with will be the one and only guy I'm with.
I hear noises behind me but I continue with my task of filling a mug with coffee. "Hey." I jump when I hear Shawn behind me.
I turn around and see Hailee and Niall leaving, Hailee mouthing, 'talk to him' while pointing at Shawn as they leave.
"Hey." I repeat what he said, turning my attention back to him and giving him a small smile.
"You weren't in my bed when I woke up." He states the obvious.
"I woke before you." I say, again being obvious.
"You okay?" He asks me, a little amused.
"Yeah." I say higher than usual. "I'm okay, why wouldn't I be okay, I'm okay." I take a sip of the coffee I poured myself and make a face at how gross it is.
"Maybe because you're drinking coffee."
"So," Because I'm drinking coffee means I'm not okay?
"You don't drink coffee, Mila, I've not once seen you drink it since I've been staying here."
Okay, he's got me there. I dump the coffee down the drain and turn to face him.
"Let's go out for breakfast." He suggests. I nod and let him take my hand, leading me outside.
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