I hate
the fact that I
have to
forget
empty
release
every thing I know
about myself.
I hate
that she has
the authority to
smile
laugh
enjoy
what I don't have
in the moment.
I hate to hate.
I hate that I hate her.
Okaasan told me
"Saotome loves Aoko so much..."
I wonder,
if her
lies
deceit
sweet nothings
are the way she
tells me
how she loves me.
I wonder if Reiji knew
that Saotome
died
for him
too.
Just like how he died
crying
trying
to reach her.
Imagine
me
crying over
you.