Lisa's POV
It's ridiculous to be jealous. I know, I've been told a literal amount of a thousand times, but it doesn't take away the uneasy feeling in the pit of my stomach. It was bad enough having to see Chaeyoung interact with that Justin Bieber wannabe kid, Jungkook, but his friend, Jimin?
"Babe, you look beautiful," I said trying to rid her of her doubts as she was nervously checking herself out in front of a mirror backstage of the SBS Gayo Daejeon award show.
"I don't know, this outfit makes me weird."
This girl couldn't be serious. "Chaeng, you look perfect. I wouldn't say it, if I didn't mean it, would I?" I responded.
"Promise?" Chaeyoung asked worriedly.
"Promise." I reassured her.
"No, pinky promise me babe," she added with an optimistic grin patiently holding up her pinky waiting for mine to soon interlock with hers.
"You're such a dork," I said kissing her on the temple, but fulfilling her wish anyways.
"I'm your dork though," Chaeyoung said wrapping her arms around my neck while gently brushing her nose against mine.
"That you are," I said taking this moment to take her in. Now would be as best as a time as any to say that she was beautiful. She is so beautiful. Her dress is hugging her curves at all the right places, I mean, have you seen-
"Rosé, shows on in 5 minutes, wrap it up, one of the producers called rushing on the rest of the cast and crew members.
"Well I guess that's my queue," Chaeyoung said, quickly taking my lips in hers. Right when she leans back to pull away, I pull her closer, taking extra time to feel the way her lips mold perfectly with mine. After a few more seconds, I pull away,
"Go out there and kill it babe." She pecked my lips one last time before heading out to meet with the rest of the idol, including Jimin (let's just pretend)to cover the song, Butterfly.
Of course I had to feel it again. Jealousy. My stomach beginning to fill with an annoying sense of uneasiness, a feeling I've got to know all too well now, but I watched them interact anyways. I needed to hear just one conversation, to hear what it is they usually talk about that's so interesting to make them want to talk. I quickly got an idea and searched for a crew member nearby, I asked some question about audio recording and whatnot to get him talking.
"Well it actually goes deeper than recording a track believe it or not and-" The crew member continued to ramble on and on. I tuned out at this point and instead tuned in Chaeyoung and Jimin's conversation nearby.
"Yeah, I'm going back to the State for the rest of BTS tour, you should come with me so I can show you around," Jimin said, clearly checking out Chaeyoung.
My blood was boiling at this point but I held still and continued to listen.
"Aw, Jimin, I would've loved to but I think you forgot that I have a whole girl group to sing with," My girlfriend said giggling. Jimin let out a clearly forced laugh, but it was obvious he wasn't paying attention to anything that was coming out of her mouth.
"You look beautiful by the way," Jimin said.
"Thank you," Chaeyoung shyly responded with a shade of crimson appearing on her cheeks. I told her how beautiful she was first, she didn't even react half the way she did with him.
They went on the stage with the other idols and finished their performance. They then happily walk off to backstage. I immediately see my girlfriend heading towards me when someone stopped her in her tracks, none other than Jimin.
"Hey, you did really nice out there. I mean, you always kill it, but I just wanted to let you know," he said with an optimistic grin.
"You did too. All of us did," Chaeyoung said smiling shyly at him.
"See you next time Rosie," he said taking off with a satisfied smirk. As if he would ever get to call Chaeyoung his.
"Bye Jimin," Chaeyoung said, finally getting the chance to engulf me in a hug. After releasing, I spot a shade of red mixed in with pink on her cheek, and it's not her makeup. I quickly look away not standing to be able to see it any longer. Oh yeah, that's definitely jealousy I'm swallowing alright.
No Ones POV
"I'm telling you Unnie, she was all over Jimin," The Thai girl said exasperatedly pacing back and forth of her apartment. "I acknowledged her beauty and I'm 99% sure she didn't believe me, but then Bon Jovi comes along and she gets all giggly. What the fuck is that?" Lisa abruptly pauses before quickly continuing on. "She even blushed because of what he was telling her, blushed, two times," Lisa continued on beginning to calm down.
"Aww, are you jealous?" the older girl teased Lisa, scrunching her nose and pinching her cheeks. Lisa wasted no time in swatting Jisoo's hands away and pouting.
"Unnie, this is serious. Do you think she even loves me the way she used to anymore?" Lisa's voice cracked as she plumped down on the couch, defeated.
"Yah Lalisa!" Jisoo exclaimed in shock, replacing her playful stare with a concerned one, setting herself closer to Lisa. "How can you doubt the fact that she loves you? Anyone from across the room can see that she's deeply in love with you. She looks at you like you're the moon, of course she loves you," Jisoo said, as if it were the most obvious thing in the world.
"I don't know unnie, she has yet to show me, let alone any of the other girls any affection that's not forced ever since she's been getting all friendly with Jimin." Jisoo looks over at Lisa with a stare that's mixed between confusion and pity,
"Don't tell me you're starting to believe it too Lisa."
"What are you talking about?" Lisa asked, looking up at Jisoo for the first time since she came in the apartment.
"The Jiroser. Media. Don't tell me you believe the dating conspiracy made by the delusions shippers that ship him with our Rosé ." Lisa continued to look down with a trace of shame written in her eyes.
"I can't stress this enough Lalice. She loves you more than anything else in this world and Jimin won't get in the way, nothing will," Jisoo sighed before getting up from the couch. "Now I have a shoot to go to, think about what I said," Just like that, Jisoo disappeared out of the apartment leaving Lisa alone with her thoughts.
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"Babe, I'm home!" Chaeyoung yelled, getting back from wherever she was, but it wasn't hard to figure out where that was. "Babe?" The blonde girl called out again, confused. Lisa would usually always run and greet her, but she was nowhere to be found, "Lisa?" Chaeyoung tried again, walking around the living room to find Lisa watching the TV.
Relief immediately wash over Chaeyoung and she quickly walked over to the couch and plopped herself onto Lisa. Usually, Lisa would waste no time in latching her arms onto Chaeyoung and beginning a full on make out session, but today was different. "Hey baby, I missed you," Chaeyoung's muffled voice says while peppering kisses all over Lisa's face. She knew something was wrong when she didn't hear her girlfriend's usual giggles, much less a single fingertip on her body. Lisa continued to blankly watch TV, as if Chaeyoung didn't just jump onto her lap. "Lisa, what's wrong?" Chaeyoung said, concern starting to bleed itself onto her face.
Lisa countered the question with another one, "Where were you?" If Chaeyoung wasn't feeling confusion just now, she was feeling it now.
"What do you mean where I was? You already knew I was going to hang with Jimin."
"Like always," Lisa let out under her breath but loud enough for Chaeyoung to catch.
"Babe, I don't understa-" Suddenly, Chaeyoung know's what's going on. "Lisa, are you jealous?" Chaeyoung lets out carefully with a hint of playfulness latched onto her voice. Lisa continued to to blankly stare at the TV, "Oh my God, you are jealous. That's so cute babe," Chaeyoung said, continuing to tease Lisa, pocking her cheek and forcefully but gently interlocking her fingers with hers.
Lisa did not find it the least bit amusing, she was starting to get worked up again. Chaeyoung quickly noticed, there's nothing that she can't tell about what Lisa's feeling. "Are you kidding me Lisa? Out of all things, you get jealous over Jimin and I?" Chaeyoung let out, defending herself.
"I don't know Park Chaeyoung, out of all the things you could be doing, you could go and cheat on me with him," Lisa said, breaking her silence and being quick to raise her voice. Chaeyoung's face had shock written all over it, which turned to anger in the blink of an eye.
"You should know better than anyone than to question my love for you. No, you know what Lisa, fuck you," Chaeyoung let out, feeling the regret gradually crashing down on her after every word.
"It's really to question it when all you do is spending your time with him, more than you do with us now," Lisa said, feeling a huge weight being lifted off of her shoulders. A flash of hurt crossed the brunette's face before quickly disappearing.
"How about you Lisa? A week in Thailand with Bambam. I didn't question it because I love and trust you. You could be sucking his dick behind my back for all I know," Chaeyoung let out, clenching and unclenching her fists, turning them to white. She said it in spite of her anger, but she knew exactly what she was saying.
Lisa's eyes widened in disbelief. "You know what, I'm not dealing with your shit, I've had enough," Lisa said, quickly grabbing her keys and slipping on a pair of her Balenciaga's. All immediately left Chaeyoung's side.
"Lisa, w-where are you going?"
"It's none of your business," Lisa said, emotionless, slipping on her jacket. Chaeyoung quickly ran over and attempted to block the door.
"I'm your girlfriend Lisa, it is my business." Lisa ignored Chaeyoung, running her hands through her hair. "Please don't go, we can talk it out," Chaeyoung said desperately, trying to stop Lisa but it was no use, she was persistent. "I just need to get some fresh air." And with that, Lisa was out of the apartment. In the blink of an eye, leaving Chaeyoung alone to worry.
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"Unnie, where could she be, I've driven through the whole neighborhood and I can't find her. Unnie, I can't. What is something happened to h- Oh God, what if someone did somethi-" Chaeyoung rushed out with worry overwhelming her before Jennie interrupted her.
"Chill out Chae, she probably went out or something, you know how she is when she's mad," Jennie said, switching her attention from her phone to Chaeyoung.
"Unnie, you don't get it. She's jealous of Jimin and I. We got into an argument and we said some things to each other and she just left. What is she never comes back?" Chaeyoung lets out desperately. She knows it's ridiculous to think these thoughts, but all possibilities are circling through her head right now.
"Rosie! You're overreacting, she's probably having the time of her life right now, let her take out her anger the way she wants to," Jennie said.
"I'm going to check all the clubs here Jennie. I can't take this anymore," Chaeyoung said, getting ready to leave Jennie's apartment. She put her converse on, put on Lisa's hoodie on, grabbed her keys, and went on her search for her girlfriend.
Lisa's POV
"You know, someone like you shouldn't be at places like these alone," A voice came up behind me, a female voice. I immediately turned around, curious to see what I might find, and what I found was stunning to say the most. All I could see from my drunken vision was that she was a blonde, a very hot blonde might I add.
"What makes you think you should change that?" I said. I didn't know if I was flirting or brushing her off, but right now, I'd rather go with the former.
She comes closer to me, beginning to enter my personal space. Looking closer, I see that she has a roundish and oval shaped face, nicely shaped thick eyebrows. I can also tell she has blue eyes, actually, "blue" is too dull of an adjective to describe them, more like the ocean after being pulled in by the moon.
It doesn't compare to Chaeyoung's eye's though. What am I thinking? I came here to get away from this. I snap myself out of my thoughts and refocused on the attractive stranger in front on me. She has a cutely shaped nose, and plump lips. Looking closer, her hair isn't actually as blonde as it looked like from afar, it's more of a brunette with a mix of a sunrise.
She pulls me out of my trance as she breaks our silence, "Can I buy you a drink? I take it I'd rather ask first before any of these other people offer you. You've got quite a line going on."
"What do you mean," I asked, genuinely confused, there was nobody but other strangers looking for ways to go home with someone tonight.
"That girl right there," The stranger pointed, leading my eyes to the girl she was talking about.
Chaeyoung.
"She looks like she wants to kill me. Should I feel threatened?" She continued. If looks could kill, she'd be considered a murderer right now. I have to say, I'm pretty pleased seeing Chaeyoung being the jealous one for once. "I don't blame her, I bet you'd be a real keeper," She said, inching closer towards me, so close I could feel her breathe on my face. I can see Chaeyoung in the corner of my eye, and she doesn't look so happy. Honestly. if Chaeyoung hadn't been watching, I'd have curved this girl so hard, she would've turned straight, literally.
"You're not really talking. Are you nervous? Don't worry about her. Let her wait," She said seductively against my ear, pressing a kiss against it. I immediately pulled away in shock. I was so caught off guard, I didn't even notice Chaeyoung running over to us.
"Fuck off bitch, she's mine," And with that, she punched her in the jaw, knocking the girl off her feet, losing balance and crashing to the floor. Chaeyoung turns over to me and grabs my arm leading me out the door into the cold and starry night. She led me into the car and wasted no time in driving off to our apartment. The ride back was silent, but my mind was anything but quiet. She searched for me. She found me. She punched a girl to tell her I was hers. That's hot. "We're here," Chaeyoung said breaking the silence and blocking me from any further thoughts.
Getting inside to the comfort of our apartment, Chaeyoung wasted no time in hugging me. I hugged her back, taking the chance to take her in. A smile went onto my face as I noticed she was wearing my hoodie. Her hair was in a messy bun altogether making her look so cute and cuddly. It took everything in me not to attack her with kisses and hold her so close that not one part of our bodies wouldn't be apart.
She was still slightly shaking from the unpleasant weather outside. After pulling away from the hug, she immediately went to her apologies, "I'm so sorry, I should've made time for you and I should've put your feelings about Jimin and I into consideration and-"
"Shh," I whispered, cutting her off. I reached in for a kiss, one that was long due. She immediately started moving her lips against mine. My lips moved against hers after so long. One of my hands, traveled up to her neck, and the other traveled into her hair. She wrapped her arms around my neck, stroking my jawline in the process. God, this feels so good. She slipped her tongue into my mouth without asking for entrance, and I followed, battling for dominance, I made the first move to lead us into our bedroom, making no move to remove our lips from one another's.
"I love you so much, please don't ever doubt how much I do again Lisa," she said, breaking the kiss and looking into my eyes as I was setting her down on the bed.
"Then show me."