Rather... if only pretend I'm fine? Out there they don't realize what I really feel because... they don't care about someone's feelings..
I have my loved ones in Trolla, my uncle Montork who was always with me, I really love him very much... then there is one of the girls who think that he really convinces me that I am well called Dree Elle, she is very good, she she sees that she is a trollan with very good manners, beautiful from top to bottom... I never really saw a trollan as beautiful as she is and then there is her little brother who sometimes makes me some heavy jokes.... it is unbearable but I try to bear it.
Then there is my best friend Squonge, recently he saved the life of an intergalactic criminal but I also almost lost it because of his lies.... his stupid.... lies ... it's something that really bothers me about him....
Although... I was never happy with them, it's just a mask.... everyone "strives" why I feel happy... but... it's not like that.... it never was that way... I'll never be good at what I do, it was but I am no longer... I am useless..