Jungkook wasn't exaggerating when he said that last cheesy metaphor as he was kind enough to step outside to let me enjoy my first official bath. I told him there was no need for him to leave since this is his house, his bathroom but he insisted. I was hoping he'd stay and we would just talk about different random things. But my guess is that he was feeling sort of uncomfortable with me naked in his bathtub and him fully clothed on the other side and unable to do anything. The bulging tent on his jeans was enough evidence that this he was dying to touch me the entire time, so he just settled on massaging me instead.
His self control is truly admirable.
My back is laid against the enameled cast iron tub and inhale the sweet vanilla scent that envelopes me. My body is submerged under the positively scorching hot water. For the first time I am able to savor the warmth for more than ten minutes after already washing my body. However, it still feels strange to take a bath in someone else's place, especially on the first date but what's even more peculiar is that I don't feel awkward about it. Jungkook and I somehow formed this bond, this sort of familiarity whenever we're together and being spontaneous and reckless around each other is like second nature. I know it's a little too early for us to develop such habits but I just can't help but feel so comfortable and laid back with him. I've never been like this with a guy before and Jungkook is the first man who managed to break a layer from my cocoon.
A gleeful smile plays on my lips when I think about how Jungkook put so much effort into planning out this entire evening, starting from the home cooked meal to the affordable wine. In general I appreciate the fact that he did everything he could to make me feel welcome and comfortable. I couldn't have asked for more especially when we dined at the kitchen island.
I have a strong fondness for kitchen islands. Especially the marble ones.
Jungkook has been a gentleman all evening. He has been so decorous and attentive lately that he starts noticing such small unimportant things about me as well. He is quite easy to read when it conserns body language and certain aspects of his character but everytime I bring up his parents or anything related to his family he brings up a wall and becomes defensive. In other circumstances, I figured that he could be aggressive but I would like to think that he's in a good place right now.
I guess that it's alright for him to be closed off for the time being. It is his right after all, to choose whether he wants to tell me more about about his past or remain quiet a little longer. I will respect his decision even though I have so many unanswered questions. Like, for example who is his biological mother and where is she at the moment or what are the scars on his chest. They look like cuts but i'm not quite sure. I remember when we first talked about our families in my kitchen and he mentioned that his stepmother was abusive. What if she's the one that tormented him during his whole childhood? Did his father really not care for his son or was he so caught up with his company's success that he compeletly forgot Jungkook?
And until he feels ready to talk to me about his past, I will have to respect his privacy and be patient.
A knock on the door breaks the chain of thoughts I've been piecing together and I turn only to see the door ajar and Jungkook's head between the crack looking over at me.
"Is it okay if I come in?" He asks a tad shy. "I brought you a fresh towel."
"You already stuck your head in. I don't think you need a special invitation now." I laugh and he enters. His eyes immediately size up my body and I gather my legs to my chest when his attention falls to my chest. He puts a hand in the water and his fingers come in contact with my knee. My throat turns dry as he pulls his hand out.
"The water is getting cold now." He says, his eyes never leaving my body. I can tell that he's trying very hard to keep it together and I'm enjoying the tension that is bubbling up in his core. "I'm gonna leave the towel near the sink and it's best if you dry up because you'll feel cold in a bit."
Bitting my bottom lip I say "Maybe you can help maintain that warm temperature by staying." A flame ignites in his chaotic black eyes and he grins.
"Is it just me or do baths make you horny?" Jungkook chuckles.
I give him a pout and he drags the stool close to the foot of the tub.
"Last time I was in this exact bathtub, I was giving you a blowjob before we headed for the shower." I remind him.
"And it was on your birthday." His eyes wander off to another time, reviving the memory as he licks his lips. He shifts on his seat uncomfortable with the situation that is going on under his jeans.
"Mhm yes, so you can't really blame me for feeling frisky."
Jungkook's eyes lock with mine and he leans on the bathtub, one arm slinging on the enameled cast iron barrier and the other settles on his muscled thigh. The white shirt he's wearing fits him perfectly as it hugs his muscles in a way that it's complimenting the shape of his well built body. I can't help but notice that despite his broad shoulder built, his waist is narrower and the shirt covers up that little detail.
"Why are you looking at me like that?" He inquires and I avert my glance. "What's on your mind?"
"I was just looking at your waist." I mumble repositioning myself in the bathtub as I crouch over my knees.
"My waist?" He chimes. "What about it?"
"It's tiny." Jungkook laughs at my comment and I join him as I cross my legs underwater in hopes that my private parts are covered.
"Why are you always covering yourself?" He asks after a little. "You're not the one with a tiny waist."
"Are you saying that I have a big waist?"
"No, I'm just saying that you look beautiful and you don't have to shy away from me."
I blush at his words and loosen up slightly. However, my legs are still crossed in front of me and my wet hair covers my nipples. My hands are placed on my stomach and Jungkook rolls his eyes.
"You're adorable when you're shy." He says. "But you don't have to feel self conscious around me."
"I am not self conscious." I defend.
"Then why are you so collected?" He inquires. "You may be lying on a comfortable position but your general posture says otherwise. You use your hair to purposely cover your breasts, your hands are stretched over your stomach and your legs are crossed in a protective way."
Rolling my eyes I remove my hair from my chest and let it cascade on my waist. "And your point is?"
"I'm just wondering why you're this way."
This way? "What does 'this way' mean?"
Jungkook sighs and scoots closer to me. His hand dives in the water to find mine and he captures it. "I want you to be comfortable in your body around me that is all. You're beautiful... so there's no reason for you to hide. If you were me you'd fuck you too."
That last sentence cracks me up and I erupt into a fit of giggles.
"On another note, if I had your body I would never get tired of looking at it." Jungkook continues. "I would probably touch myself a lot too." The giggles turn into a chest heaving, stomach aching kind of laughter that results in making my eyes tear up. But then I see Jungkook's serious expression painting his features as his lips are slightly parted.
"What's wrong?" I ask and his eyes focus between my legs. Shit, I've been laughing my ass off at his charming and encouraging words that my legs opened as I was laughing. I close my legs immediately and he holds my hand tighter underwater.
"Open your legs." He says darkly, liquid black eyes staring deep into my soul.
"W-why what do you want to do?" I inquire and he caresses my arm.
"A little game." He smirks and I tilt my head in question. His hand leaves mine only to caress my cheek. Warm fingers find my jawline and tip it up, his thumb caressing the outline of my lips. "If I ask you to do something will you do it?"
At this moment I would do anything for him. But seeing that enjoys being in control, I decide to tease him a little by saying "You just did." I bat my lashes at him like a good girl and he only raises my chin higher.
"You do realize that I can have you do anything that I want right? I know how much you love this, being controlled" he says, his middle finger holding my chin up and his pointer and thumb caressing random shapes on my skin. "I knew all along how submissive you are and how accomondating and amendable you can become with little effort." My breathing becomes heavy and my heart pounds as he proceeds spilling the truth about my character. "You're made to please and you enjoy being the cause of someone's ecstasy." When I don't respond he grins to himself, taking that I agree with him. "You get off from someone using you don't you?"
I close my eyes and I can hear him grin.
"What if I make you pleasure your own self right now?" He suggests. "Does it remind you of something?"
I bite my lip and I can hear him draw in a breath.
"Open your pretty eyes and answer me."
Nodding continuously I say "Yes." I open my eyes only to face the mesmerizing chaos in his.
"Now, I know that that isn't categorized as one of your most pleasant memories so I want to re-create it. We might not be in the Golden Closet right now, but that doesn't mean we can't play."
I'm game.
"What do you have in mind?" I ask, a tad anxious but excitement and this thrilling sensation rushes like a wave through me. He flashes me a smug grin and I watch him as he dips his hand in the water only to remove the seal. A tiny little hurricane is created in the end of the tub where the water slowly drains.
"When the water drains completely... cum for me sweetheart."
this first date is kinda long, i hope you're not getting bored. so what i want to show you through this first date experience of theirs is how comfortable they are around each other and how they don't really go by typicalities. they go with the flow but in their own cute, maybe childish and kinda fast way, so i hope you understand why this takes quite a few chapters to complete. i also want to say that the plot from now on won't only revolve around jungkook trying to earn her trust. other things are gonna happen as well.
i have a different sense of 'romantic'. I'm not a fan of cheesy shit, but i try to throw some here and there.
PS. enjoy the good, cute stuff while it lasts. if this goes well this book is gonna be b i g. i am not gonna share anything else.
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