10 reasons why I love you
1.your precious smile,
that never failed to shine;
a heaven-sent beam,
that made my heart your realm.
2. your tenderness,
that gave me bliss;
how could someone be
like you, so dearly?
3. your good vibes,
that surpassed all tribes
in giving off the positivity
i need for my stubborn reality.
4. your talents,
that awakened everyone's hearts;
you are my significant inspiration,
you give life to my life's ambition.
5. your humility,
that's filled with sincerity.
while everyone else is toplofty,
you remained lowly.
not everyone as wonderful as you,
could show meekness too.
6. the happiness you shared,
at times when smiling is something
i never dared;
darling, it meant everything.
7. for your meaningful silence,
that gave me a better comprehension.
although your stillness was tense,
i knew in my heart it was never a rejection.
8. for your music,
that never halts to flourish.
music, your depiction of aesthetic;
through you, the melody will never tarnish.
9. for being your genuine self,
you gave me potency to do the same.
shamming is no longer something i'll play, for you taught me how to
end that witless game.
10. for bringing me daily sunshine,
for setting the moon & the stars aligned;
my everyday became better,
and i will treasure you forever.
there are way more reasons
on why i love you for real.
through the passing seasons
i could slowly & slowly reveal
and show you how i truly feel.
as time passes us by,
i would no longer hesitate
and keep my sentiments ensconced.
through the coming weeks, months and years,
as long as we have all the time
i would dauntlessly lay out to you
that the way i feel for you is true.
KAINE POV
1 WEEK LATER...
today I buried my bestfriend the love of my life Peighton Janae Brewster. everyone decided to bury her with baby k. she's finally home with her baby, as she call him. i cant believe shes gone like shes really gone. Amaru got word we was looking for him and ran away to cuba which me and payne have an flight to catch n an hr to go to cuba. Paisley and Skylar was going to watch the kids until i came back.
The pain that i saw in my daughters eyes holding her dead mother in her hands fucks with me deeply. so for that he had to die. i packed my belongings and me and payne went to the airport and waited for the jet to arrive.
after the jet arrived i made sure all my kids was safe and sound before i worry about amaru. rock said paisley still not doing good but she trys not to show it infront of the other kids.i told him to take care of her and the other kids i will be home sooner than i can.
10 HRS LATER ...
we arrived in cuba and we went straight to the hotel. my dude from cuba been keeping eyes on amaru he been living his best life down here but if he only knew his life was about to be taken by me and payne.. i washed up and ordered room service before running the street and try to find this nigga.
after we ate we got into our rental and started searching the streets for that pussy ass nigga. when i got the phone call he was in the hotel 4 mins away from us we speeded down the street to the hotel and went inside asking for his room number. after getting it we scared the maid with our guns and she gave us the room key. we opened the room and he was fucking an bitch in the bed
BANG BANG BANG!!!!!!!!(3x)
After shooting up the fucking hotel room making sure the mf dead we left out before the cops came and arrest us. we went back to our hotel and packed our clothes and went to the airport where our jet was waiting for us.
I finally got the son of a bitch peigh. i miss you so much mama. i said to myself and smoked my blunt and waited in the air to go home to my kids. I finally realized that life is what you make of it and now that peighton is gone. i see that life isnt for me at all.
after arriving home me and payne went our separate ways and i went to paisleys to get the kids. when i got there paisley was crying outside with rock and then when she saw me she ran to me and just broke down. "im sorry daddy for not talking to you" i hugged my daughter and broke down with her.
1 YR LATER....
Peighton would be so happy that in her honor we did everything together.
she wanted me to change and have an piece of mine and i feel like she changed me the minute she was gone, i changed forever and to be there for my kids and love them with all my might i passed the business to payne and got out the game for good.
all the kids growning up and they all healthy. Paisley and skylar been helping me raise the younger kids along with mama cece brii and mercedes and lydia. everybody been proud of me for finally choosing my family first and im proud of myself. i just wish peigh was here to see the man i became the one she always wanted.
things changed but one thing that will never change SHE'S STILL MINE AND I'M STILL HERS FOREVER......
THATS THE END YALL
OMG I DIDNT WANT IT TO END
MIGHT BE DOING AN BOOK ABOUT PAISLEY'S LOVE AND STRUGGLES
IDK YET
BUT DONT FORGET TO VOTE,COMMENT AND RECOMMEND MY 3 BOOKS....
THANX YALL FOR TUNING IN.
XOXOXO BRII LASHANN