~slight trigger warning~
~slight M~
Soft whimpering and movements woke Rosé up from her peaceful sleep. It was five in the morning and she was still quite tired.
"No... No... Please don't..." She heard soft cries coming from the girl in her arms and quickly gained her senses.
"Lisa?" She whispered but there was no response. The girl just let out a cry and started to tremble even more violently. "I'm sorry! Appa I'm sorry!" She whimpered.
Rosé quickly shook the girl, trying to wake her up from her nightmare.
"Lisa! Lisa wake up! Wake up Lis!"
Suddenly the girl shot up and looked around, confused and distraught. Chaeyoung put a hand on her friends shoulder but she flinched away. "Don't hurt me!" She cried out and buried her face in her knees.
Rosé her heart broke at the sight. "Lisa... It's me... Rosé... I'm not going to hurt you..." She softly mumbled. Lisa peaked up from her knees and when she saw the girl sitting she quickly lunged onto her. She hugged her tightly and nuzzled her face in the older girls neck.
She was still trembling all over her body and was sweating yet cold at the same time. She was terrified and couldn't stop her crying. It had felt so real. It had felt too real.
Rosé ran her fingers through her friends hair and whispered calming words to the girl.
She didn't want to assume things, but her nightmare had seemed the exact same like Jennie her nightmares. And those were about her mother beating her up.
She couldn't wrap her head around the thought that Lisa maybe was being hit by someone. Possibly her father.
Because, unlike Jennie, Lisa was a public figure in Korea. People took pictures of her without Lisa even knowing it. Wouldn't things like that get noticed fairly soon?
Wouldn't it be out in the open if one of the richest men in Korea would abuse his daughter who was in the public eye a lot?
It just seemed unbelievable.
"What were you dreaming about?" Chaeyoung gently asked.
Lisa tensed up and clung tighter against her friend.
"Please..." She sniffled. "Lisa I-" "Please keep me safe Rosie. Please hold me." She begged as if the girl wasn't already holding her.
It seemed as if she was terrified to let go of her. But for which reason?
***
Lisa and Rosé were silently sitting across from each other. It was seven in the morning and they had decided to eat the included breakfast downstairs in the restaurant. Lisa let Rosé borrow a pair of her sweatpants and a t-shirt while she just pulled on a pair of jeans and a sweater.
"Do you want to talk about it?" Chaeyoung asked carefully. She took a bite out of her pancakes and looked at Lisa. The younger girl met her eyes and when she saw only worry in her friends eyes she sighed.
"It's nothing much... Just... It isn't too serious or anything. Um... My ex? We once got into a pretty bad fight and he made it physical... Yeah that just kind of... I sometimes just get nightmares about that." Lisa mumbled and took a sip from her coffee.
Chaeyoung nodded and bit her lip. "I'm sorry Lisa..." She sadly said.
She was sad because she knew that indeed, the dream was about someone hitting her, but she was also sad because she had lied to her.
Lisa didn't trust her enough.
No one calls their boyfriend appa.
And she clearly had heard the girl cry out appa.
She sighed and looked at the girl in front of her.
She wanted to feel mad, hurt, but then again, it would be hard to open up about something like that. She understood that. She just didn't like that.
"Please eat something Lisa?" She encouraged.
Slowly Lisa started eating the waffles in front of her. She knew that she had to eat. And after breakfast she had to take a shower, wash her hair and slap on some makeup.
Celine couldn't see her in a too bad state or they might regret letting her be their brand ambassador.
"What are you going to do today?" Lisa suddenly asked and a smile grazed her lips.
Rosé was surprised by the sudden change in demeanor and blinked a few times.
Where did the sad Lisa go?
"I had planned to go shopping with Jisoo, why?" She questioned and Lisa shrugged. "Just curious... Do you think you will do something tomorrow night?"
Rosé shook her head. "No... I didn't have anything planned yet."
Lisa nodded and smiled shyly.
"Would you like to go out with me tomorrow evening?"
Rosé chocked on her coffee and almost spit it out onto Lisa who giggled.
"I... Oh God..." Rosé mumbled and quickly grabbed a paper towel to wipe her chin.
"Sorry... You... Out? You mean... Ya know...?" She awkwardly mumbled and cursed herself on the inside.
"If you are indicating what I think that you are indicating... Then yes... It's a date... Our first actual date. Can I take you on a proper date Chaeyoung?" Lisa asked. Rosé her eyes widened and nodded frantically.
"Oh my god yes!" She squealed out making people turn to look at them.
"Good... Is seven okay?" Lisa asked making the older girl nod.
"Perfect."
***
Lisa grabbed her purse and walked out of the hotel room. She was dressed in a simple black summer dress by Celine and had her hair loosely hanging over her practically bare shoulders. Finishing off her outfit with black low lace up sneakers by Celine and a small thin golden bracelet.
She knocked on Jisoo and Rosé their hotel room and waited for them to open up.
She saw Jisoo peaking her head around the corner before smirking and wiggling her eyes at her friend. "She is almost ready for you guys's date."
Lisa blushed and chewed on her bottom lip. "Uh... I'm glad...?" She stammered, not really knowing what to say.
"You better not hurt her in the future or I will let you grow balls just so I can cut them off of you. Understood?" She threatened with narrowed eyes.
"Unnie don't scare her!" Rosé yelled and quickly pulled their friend from the doorway. She grinned when she saw Lisa standing and went in for a hug. Lisa stumbled back, not having expected that, before regaining her posture and hugging her date back.
"You smell good." Lisa commented immediately and Chaeyoung pulled away and grinned. "Thanks! Now let's go! I am so excited! Where are we going?" She asked and they waved at Jisoo before making there way down to the lobby.
"Um... Well you will see..." Lisa smiled and took Rosé her hand in hers.
When they walked outside a black car was parked and Lisa guided them to it, opening the door and closing it for Rosé, before quickly going to the other side and getting into the car.
"Bonne après-midi. Connaissez-vous l'adresse? (Good afternoon. Do you know the adress?)" Lisa asked and the driver nodded, "Oui, m'dame (yes ma'am)".
Chaeyoung stared in admiration at Lisa, she didn't know how she got so lucky that the girl asked her to go on a date with her. The younger girl was so wonderful while she herself was nothing out of the ordinary.
"You sound so hot when you speak french..." Rosé mumbled and looked at Lisa who blushed. "Uh... Thank you... You look hot." She returned the compliment.
She eyed Rosé her black skirt and the celine top that she gave her as a present and bit her bottom lip before looking away.
She wasn't lying. The older girl indeed looked sexy as fuck and she couldn't help but imagine how her skin would feel under her touch. Roaming over her body and feeling every single part of the girl.
Rosé moved closer to her date and leaned her head on the girls shoulder.
"Don't fall asleep cutie. We aren't too far away." Lisa smiled. "I won't... I just want to be close to you." Chaeyoung mumbled and kept her head on the girls shoulder.
Lisa felt heat rise to her cheeks and grinned widely. Oh the effect Rosé had on her.
Ten minutes later the two girls got out of the car and walked into a small simple restaurant. "Oh my god this restaurant is so cozy and cute Lisa..." she commented in awe and Lisa grinned as she walked up to a waiter.
"Bonsoir. J'ai une table pour deux sous le nom de Manoban(good evening. I have a table for two under the name Manoban)"
They were immediately led to the table and sat down. "Souhaitez-vous commander vos boissons immédiatement? (Would you like to order your drinks immediately?)" He asked and Lisa nodded.
"What would you like to drink Rosé?" She asked and the girl bit her lip and looked at Lisa. "We aren't 18 yet, are we?" Lisa winked "no one has to know that. Order whatever you want."
"Um... then I will have the red wine?" Lisa smiled at the waiter and raised two fingers. "Deux vins rouges s'il vous plaît (two red wines please)"
When he just wrote it down and smiled before walking away, Rosé was flabbergasted and stared with wide eyes at Lisa. The younger girl just smirked and wiggled her eyebrows. "I'm full of surprises Chae."
They looked through the menu and Chaeyoung her mouth watered at all the names and pictures. The restaurant smelled wonderful and if she could she would order the whole menu.
"You can pick whatever you like Chae, you can even choose multiple things. I see how you are eye fucking almost every picture on the menu." She giggled making the older girl blush in embarrassment.
"You're so cute..." Lisa mumbled and took a sip of her wine. "Lisaaaa" the girl slightly whined and turned an ever deeper shade of red.
"But I like it when you blush." She grinned and looked up when she saw the waiter approach.
After they placed their order the two girls continued their conversation and kept it going over dinner.
There was never an awkward silence or tense moment and both girls loved that. They tasted dishes from each other, they shared child hood stories, they even talked about what they would love to do in the future.
For Rosé it was become a doctor but teach art to kids on the side. For Lisa it was take over her fathers business and do photography on the side.
After they ate dessert Lisa looked at the time and asked for the check.
They had other places to be.
***
"One hint?" Chaeyoung pleaded her date.
"No."
"But Lisaaa!" She whined and shook the girls arm.
"Rosie no" Lisa laughed and shrugged her hand away.
"One hint?" Rosé begged and Lisa caved in.
"Fine. We have it with us. But that is it. Now stop whining cutie pie." Lisa grinned and pecked the girls cheek making her flush red immediately. She buried her face in the girls neck to hide it. Lisa cooed out of cuteness and quickly took her phone out and snapped a picture. She wanted to remember this moment and couldn't help but capture how cute they looked.
Fifteen minutes later the girls arrived and got out. It was weirdly crowded and Rosé looked around out of confusion. Where were they?
"Lisa I-" "Here, come, you will get it in a moment." She smiled and took the girls hand in her own before they made their way through the crowd.
Chaeyoung observed her surroundings. There were a lot of beautiful people. Yet when they passed by some seemed surprised and said things in french to each other. Rosé had no clue what they were saying as she couldn't speak french, but they were also moving fast.
Finally they arrived at an entrance and Lisa pulled two cards out of her purse, showed them to the man and let them inside.
"Lisa I still have no clue where we are." Rosé pouted and Lisa chuckled. "You really don't have any patience, do you?" Chaeyoung shrugged and looked around as they walked through a hallway. "I mean what if you are trying to kidnap me and murder me. Nobody will ever find me here. There are so many rooms and- HOLY SHIT!" She yelled out in English before she clasped her hands in front of her mouth and went red with embarrassment. They had entered a room and she let it slip out when she saw a particular person.
She wished that the earth would split open right then and there and swallow her up.
"Good evening." A man greeted them with a strong accent and grinned at the response. He held out his hand for Rosé who stared at it for what seemed an eternity. Only when Lisa nudged her she snapped out of her trance and quickly accepted the man his hand and shook it.
"My name is Hedi Slimane, nice to meet you." He smiled and Rosé nervously smiled. "B... Bonjour um... Monsieur..." She stammered and Lisa giggled.
"Sorry I think that the cat got her tongue." She said in english and smiled at him. "It's alright. I am used to these responses. I would love to talk some more to you girls but we have a show to start with so please get comfortable in your seats." He smiled and was about to walk away when Rosé uttered a "Please, wait" and pulled out her phone. "Could I please get a picture with you? And maybe an autograph?"
She almost fainted when he put one arm around her and Lisa quickly shot a few pictures before he signed her phone case and greeted them again before leaving.
Once they were left alone she jumped into Lisa her arms. She stumbled back and almost fell to the ground, if it wasn't for the wall behind her.
"Oh my god Lisa! I actually met him! Oh my god what the fuck?! You actually got me to meet him! You actually- Oh shit! Wait, did I look okay? Wait, shit, I have a food baby. Oh god!" She rambled distraught in English and Lisa burst out in laughing. "Calm... down..." She got out in between laughs and trapped her dates face in between her hands, forcing her to look her in the eyes.
"Calm down Rosie..." She snickered and had to contain herself or she would start laughing again. "You looked amazing and your food baby is barely noticeable. Now get yourself together because we got to grab our seats."
Chaeyoung just blinked and nodded making Lisa let out a breath in relieve and mumbled a "good."
They walked out of the room and soon were in a big black space. It was pretty dark and Lisa led them to their seats. Once they settled Rosé hugged her date from the side and placed a kiss on the corner of her lips.
"I can't believe that you brought me to an actual fashion show. I can't believe it..." She mumbled and started tearing up. "You actually listened to me when I ranted about this..."
"So what are some of your most... What are some things on the top of your bucket list? Or things on your bucket lists that seem impossible but are still on there?" Lisa smiled and bit into her burger.
Rosé thought for a second and slowly chewed on a fry.
"Well... A few things that are absolutely on top are... I would love to take part in an art expo in my life. It doesn't matter if it's small or big, but I would love to do that. I would also like to go sky diving? It seems frightening yet at the same time amazing... Oh, I would like to stay up for three days straight. I still haven't done it but I will. I just don't know how yet. Things that are impossible but are still on the list... I don't have a lot. I would say that one of them would be attend a really big fashion show. I know that you can't get into those unless you are really famous or know connections. Sell a painting is one too..."
She smiled and put another fry into her mouth before asking "What about you?"
Lisa wiped a tear away that was flowing on the girls cheek and she couldn't help but find it so adorable. "Please don't cry baby..." She whispered sweetly and tucked a loose strand of hair behind Chaeyoung her ear.
Lisa suddenly came to the realization what she had called her date and bit her lip, "uh I... I-" "I like it when you call me that." Rosé whispered and grinned widely. Her tears were gone and her heart got filled with an even more intense feeling.
It was beating fast and felt as if it was going to burst out of her chest.
Lisa was about to say something else when suddenly everywhere went pitch black and quiet. The show had started.
As the models strut by everyone was in awe because of their beauty and their confidence. They walked so fierce yet elegant that it was captivating to watch. Even people that swore to not like watching catwalks, would have been glued to this one. Every single model brought their clothes to life through their way of walking, their facial expressions, their body language. Even their aura was on point and the whole show was amazing.
Before they could even realize it, all the models had walked and shown the new collection.
After all the models had walked again in one group, the area went dark. The music stopped and a spotlight got directed on non other than Hedi.
He started talking and gave a short notice to everyone that helped put the show together, but as he was about to end, he suddenly walked off for a second, confusing everyone.
"What's going on?" Rosé whispered and Lisa shrugged, just as confused as her date. "I have no clue..."
Thirty seconds later he re-appeared again and all the murmurs quieted down immediately. He had a smile on his face.
"As some of you might know, we are spreading our brand around the world. We want more people to experience us. Experience finding themselves in our clothes. In the past we have marketed more to the adult section, but we thought that it was time to take on a few new challenges. Times are changing and more and more young people are becoming fashion aware. We wanted to show them that, not because we don't work with too many bright colors, our styles, our clothes, our accessories, are only for adults."
He paused for a second before continuing his short speech.
"Not a lot of you might know this yet, but in the past few months we have picked up a new brand ambassador for our brand. She is our youngest brand ambassador ever and is an amazing girl, all the way in south Korea. She has helped us tremendously already and we are her very thankful. She is actually present here and I would love for you guys to know who she is. She is a really special young lady."
Lisa sat shocked next to Rosé. She knew nothing of this and was confused and suddenly felt nervous. Chaeyoung squeezed her dates hand, as they were holding hands, and nudged her. "Oh my god they are talking about you Lisa!" She whisper yelled and grinned widely.
"We are talking about no one else than Lalisa Manoban! Please come down here and introduce yourself." He smiled and suddenly another spotlight was pointed on her. She immediately felt all eyes on her.
She got up and made her way down the benches before joining Hedi down on the runway. He handed her the mic and she almost dropped it out of nervousness. She glanced at Rosé who send her a bright smile and thumbs up and suddenly she felt less nervous.
Just do as if it is a business event. Make Rosé proud. Don't make your father disappointed. Make him proud too.
Please be proud of me.
She politely bowed, even though that wasn't a thing in western culture, and smiled brightly.
"Good evening ladies and gentlemen. My name is Lalisa Manoban and I am seventeen years old. I want to thank Mr. Hedi Slimane and Miss Séverine Merle for allowing me to have this opportunity and I... I want to thank them for believing in me. I hope that I can do my part good and won't disappoint. Thank you." She finished and bowed again.
A lot of coos and an applause could be heard throughout the audience and she bowed again to Hedi before making her way back to her place.
"That was amazing Lisa you looked so wonderful down there." Rosé complimented and Lisa blushed.
She had never felt so nervous before in her life and was scared that she fucked it up.
"Thank you" She mumbled and kissed her cheek.
"Are you tired?" Lisa asked her date and she shook her head. "Not really, why?"
Lisa smirked and wiggled her eyebrows. "Good. Let's go then. I have something else planned ."
The two girls made their way out but Lisa kept on getting asked for pictures and even for an interview. She knew that if she declined the interview her father would be mad at her if he would come to know, but she wanted to bring Rosé to the next part of their date. And that was more important to her than an interview. Besides, it was getting late already, and she had an appointment.
The two teenagers happily walked on the slightly crowded square before crossing the street and walking inside a bakery.
"Oh wow I know this bakery! It is one of the most famous ones in Paris right? Apparently their macaroons are so good! Can we get macaroons?" She rambled like a small kid.
It seemed as if Lisa wasn't able to do anything else but smile because of the girl. She was so cute and pure and she just made her so happy.
"I know that it is late... But um, I had something else planned? I don't know if you would like to still do that but I thought that you would maybe like to learn how to make macaroons? With me? In this shop?" She scratched behind her ear and sighed.
She should have come up with a less stupid idea.
"We will learn how to make macaroons? Together? Fuck yes." She grinned and hugged Lisa tightly. "You are so amazing in planning dates Lalisa. This is such a wonderful idea!" She squeaked out and looked around the shop.
Lisa pressed a bell and soon a man, around the age of fifty came to the front and he smiled.
"Lisa? Rosé?"
"Yes that is us."
***
It was a little over twelve when the two arrived back at the hotel. They went up to Lisa her room and almost threw themselves on the bed.
They were exhausted and all they wanted to do was shower, cuddle and sleep.
"You can go shower first... I will shower after you" Lisa mumbled half asleep and Rosé chuckled. You will have fallen asleep by the time that I got out. And we can't have that. You have eggs and sugar in your hair." She giggled making Lisa groan.
"If it weren't for you my hair would be perfectly clean."
Chaeyoung chuckled, "Sorry not sorry..."
There was a short silence before Rosé softly murmered something.
"What?" Lisa asked confused as she hadn't heard a thing the girl had said.
Rosé took a deep breath and avoided Lisa her questioning gaze. "I... I was wondering if you would like to shower together?"
Lisa suddenly was wide awake.
Sleep who?
She didn't know her anymore.
"I don't mean it sexually... But just... It will be faster and-" "Alright... We can." Lisa interrupted and got up. She grabbed two towels and walked into the bathroom, motioning Rosé to follow.
The younger girl slid her dress straps off of her arms and soon the dress pooled at her feet. Rosé admired the girls body for a second before taking off her shirt and slid down her skirt.
They both stood silently in their underwear. Both stared at each others body in admiration.
They seemed to have forgotten about their tiredness and were frozen in their place. Suddenly Lisa pointed at Rosé her chest. "Can I...?"
The older girl nodded and turned around. Lisa moved closer and moved the girls hair to the side before unclasping her bra. She slipped it off her arms and it fell to the floor. Rosé shivered when she felt Lisa her fingers trail down her bare back. It felt oddly good and sparks flew through her system.
The fingers stopped at the waist band of her panties. She gave a small nod, giving the girl permission to pull them down. The younger girl crouched down and hooked her fingers on the fabric and slowly pulled it down. She admired the smooth skin of the girl and bit her lip. She noticed the damp spot on her panties and felt herself growing aroused.
She stood back up and Rosé turned around. She was about to take off her own undergarments when she got pushed against the outside of the shower stall and felt lips press against her own. Lisa was taken back for a second before she re-approached the kiss.
She almost melted at how soft Rosé her lips were. They felt unlike anyone she had ever kissed before. The kiss was a mixture of sensual, rough, yet sweet and soft at the same time. She couldn't really wrap her head around it, but that was least of her worries. All she was worried about was the increased wetness that started to pool in between her legs.
She blindly followed Rosé her movements. She felt her being pulled a bit from the shower wall before she realized that her bra was loosened. She let it fall to the floor and let out a soft moan when she felt her small chest press against Chaeyoung her slightly bigger breasts. Lisa wrapped her arms around her waist and pulled the girl closer.
After what seemed an eternity they broke apart, a trail of saliva still connecting their mouths. "Fuck..." Lisa breathed out as they panted as if they had just finished running a marathon Chaeyoung was flushed red and bit her lip before pecking the girl in front of her her lips again.
"You don't know how long I waited to have my lips on yours..." She mumbled and Lisa smiled dreamily. "Well fuck that was amazing... I don't want to stop kissing you now."
"You don't have to..." She whispered sensually before closing the gap in between them and they shared a passionate kiss again. When they started to run out of breath again they pulled away and leaned their foreheads against each other.
They stared into each others eyes, not knowing what they should do. It was as if they were holding a silent conversation.
If they went to shower they would sleep afterwards, but if they were going to make out again, they doubted that they would be able to stop this time as their hands had already been caressing each other.
Their minds were telling them that they should stop, that was the rational thing to do, but their body was craving more. The sexual tension grew with the second. They were body aroused, and practically ready to go. They were craving each others touch right there, but they weren't sure if it would be the wisest idea.
"Lets shower?" Lisa whispered after a minute and Rosé released a breath. She nodded and Lisa quickly got out of her panties, that were wetter than before, and they got into the spacious shower.
They soaped each others bodies, washed each others hair, but nothing went past those innocent touches.
They weren't ready yet.
Rosé was still a virgin. Even though she did touch herself, she never had been that exposed and vulnerable to anyone. She did trust Lisa, and wanted her to be her first, but she wasn't ready yet. She already trusted the girl enough to be so exposed in front of her. She just didn't want it to happen yet. Not when she was exhausted and horny.
Lisa still wasn't completely over Minjae and him having her like that. She didn't want to engage in sexual matters until she could see it as how it was again. Sex. She didn't want to hear the word and link it to Minjae immediately. She had to give it more time. Plus, she never had done it with anyone that she liked yet. She didn't know if it was supposed to go different than all her previous encounters. She only knew how it went when she had to do it, was forced to do it, or was sad and needed a distraction. And she was scared to experience it different.
What if it would alter all her thoughts and emotions about it in the future? You can't miss what you never had, and intimacy was one of the only parts that had stayed untouched. It had never known feelings, butterflies, an emotion connection. She didn't know the difference. And she was scared of finding it out.
After their shower they put on pajamas and got into bed. This time Lisa held Chaeyoung. They were facing each other and the older girl had her face buried in Lisa her neck.
"Goodnight Rosie..." She mumbled and kissed the top of her head.
"Night... Thank you for today Lis... It was wonderful. I loved it." She softly said and yawned.
"Anything for you." Lisa whispered back and closed her eyes.
Their date was a success.
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Ahhhhh god I suck at writing i am so sorry
Longest chapter yet. Around the 5040 words
I can't watch soft cute stuff sodfnndfs so sorry
I tried tho, love yall ♡♡♡♡