In the infinite void where I was in,I was sitting next to a bunch of boys who were talking about girls and other things
"Still from the girls who he's frequenting I have to say my favorite has to be mizuki,didn't you see?!her boobs are bigger than the other two's right?"asked chaaya
"Yeah but you haven't see shadow yet!she can actually transform into an older version of herself and it's really bouncy!!"said atreyu
"In my opinion hornet has to be the best,you didn't see how she grows up,Let's say she didn't grow on the top of her body but down there..."said the knight
"WHAT THE HELL ARE WE DOING?!"I shouted
"We're talking obviously"said atreyu
"BUT I SHOULD BE IN THE OTHER WORLD READY TO DEFEAT THE RADIANCE!!"I shouted getting up
"...You can't..."said atreyu
"...Because after all..."continued chaaya
"You're dead"finished the knight
"W-what?"
"The fake you broke your void heart and just like it was explained to you by that candy witch you die if anything happens to it,and he crushed it like it was nothing"
"That's not possible!!this can't be the end!!I can't die like this!!"I said
"Don't worry the same thing happened to me when someone cut a tree I was linked to"said atreyu
"And I got killed because my house was destroyed"said chaaya
"But this can't be the end!!"i said
They looked at each other
"There is another way,a way to bring you back to life"said atreyu
"REALLY?!WHAT IS IT?!"I asked
"We can bring you back to life but you will need to be the next shadelord
And it's not as easy at it seems
First,you won't die no matter what,you will be linked to the world the same way the black witch is"said the knight
"Second you will need to make sure that the void is never used by humans,they might use it against you or the goddesses"said chaaya
"Third you will need to destroy all the researches that the pale king has made"
"And finally answer this question
Knowing that you were born as a tool and that you are the amalgamation of many species, do you believe you have the right of free will?
This is our final condition"said atreyu
"What do you mean?"I asked
"You know what we mean you were born because you had a purpose to fulfill,yet you have strayed from that purpose,you have no reason to be alive anymore"
"I don't even know the answer to that myself,I don't know if I'm something meant to protect or kill anything!"
"Then another question
Should the void be used for killing or for living?"asked chaaya
"The hell are you talking about?it can work in so many ways!why are you guys even asking me these questions?!"
"Final question
Would you sacrifice the entire world or the person you hold dear the most?"asked the knight
"I don't know!!!shouldn't I have the right for free will?I was living my life right now"i said
"But if you stay from the path chosen for you that would make you a mistake,something that shouldn't happen don't you feel like you're opposing the conditions of not letting the humans use the void?"said atreyu
"But wouldn't it fall back to if they use it for good?like give life with it for example"
"And who said that it can be used to heal?we only said that it can also be used to create new life such as the vessels"said chaaya
Then I realized
I'm no weapon
I'm no vessel
I'm no prince
Above everything else I am....
"YOU KNOW WHAT?! WHO CARES ABOUT THOSE CONDITIONS!!IF I HAVE THE WILL TO DO IT THEN I WILL DO IT!!!
AND WHO CARES HOW I'LL USE THE VOID,I'LL BE THE SHADELORD!!I'LL USE IT THE WAY I SEE FIT FOR MY LOVED ONES!!BECAUSE ABOVE EVRYTHING ELSE
I'M THE SON OF THE BLACK WITCH and nothings changing that!!"I shouted as they both smiled
"Exactly,you're the nee shadelord which means that you must follow your own rules without caring what others will say
That's what it means to be a higher being
That's what it means to be a GOD"said atreyu
"Really?so I can finally go back to the real world?THAT'S SO COOL!!NOW THAT I CAN LIVE FOR ETERNITY I CAN FINALLY GET IT ON WITH A GIRL!!"I said
Then atreyu looked at me with a look of disbelief
"You've never done it with a girl before?"he asked
"No I never had,problem with that?"
He then erupted in a fit of laughter
"HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!!!YOU SHOULD'VE JUST TOLD ME!!!!WE WOULDN'T HAVE HAD TO DO ALL YHIS COMPLICATED SHIT!!!AHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!!"he laughed at me so hard for that
The thing is not even I did it and the though of doing something like that with tentacles really disturbed me"said chaaya
"And I never had a rod to begin with"said the knight
Then I noticed was floating ready to leave
"Looks like I'm leaving,thanks guys!!"I thanked them as they all bid me farewell
"Goodbye,with you finally taking the role of the shadelord we can finally rest in peace"said atreyu who dissapeared first
"Goodbye!and don't make the same mistake that I did!!do it with the first girl you meet okay!!??"said chaaya who dissapeared next
The knight stayed calm and asked me the final question again
"Remember what I asked you,what would you do if you had to choose between the world and the person you want to protect the most"he said disappearing
Then I felt a numb feeling through my body
+++++++++++the real world+++++++++++
In the world of midgard something inexplicable was happening,the void was still dripping from the sky but for some reason
It was floating towards the giant statue that appeared out of nowhere,the black witch was the first one there as she was watching the void enter the statue as it started to crack little by little before it completely broke apart
"You're finally back
My son"
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Maaan sorry for the chapter today was reall busy for me