Autophobia

By AMAC45

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Autophobia is defined as the specific phobia of isolation; a morbid fear of being egotistical, or a dread of... More

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Jordyn's POV

"Welp." Toby says as she opens the door to her house. "Here we are."

"Nice house." I say then I look at Toby and her girlfriend. "Are you sure it's okay for me to live here?"

"Jordyn you can either live here with me or with Christen in Utah." Toby says. "Take your pick."

"I'll stay here." I say and Toby nods.

"I'll show you to your room." My cousin says then she grabs my bags and heads up the stairs.

Christen and I follow our favorite forward up the stairs then we follow her into a large room.

"All this for me?" I question when I see the massive room.

"Yep." Toby says.

"Wow." I say.

"Tomorrow you and I can go shopping for things to spruce this room up while Tobin's at training." Christen says.

"Okay." I say. "Wait don't you have to go to Utah?"

"We report at the end of the week." Christen says.

I nod then I, along with Christen and Toby, start unpacking my things while talking.

"Jordyn can I ask you something?" Christen asks.

"Of course." I say.

"Do you have feelings for Kelley?"

"Would it be wrong to say yes?" I question.

"No."

"Even if I just got out of a relationship?"

"I mean I wouldn't call that a relationship." Tobin says causing Christen to squeeze her hand then she looks at me.

"Jordyn we can't help who we have feelings for." Christen says. "If you have feelings for Kelley then explore those feelings and see where they lead."

"But for now." Toby says. "Let's finish packing then get some food."

Christen and I chuckle then we finish putting everything away.

After everything in my room is packed away Toby and Christen go un pack in their room while I head to the kitchen and start dinner.

"TOBY WE NEED TO GO TO THE GROCERY STORE SOMETIME SOON." I shout as I look through a bare cupboard.

"OKAY." Toby says as I hear footsteps coming down the stairs.

"Do we have anything here to cook?" Christen asks.

"Uh.........I can make fettuccine alfredo."

"ooh yeah make that." My cousin excitedly says. "Please please please make that."

"Alright Toby." I say and smile. "Now where do you two keep your pots?"

- - - - -

"What about this lamp?" Christen asks as she holds up a lamp.

I shrug which causes the brunette to sigh.

"Jordyn what's wrong?"

"I feel like I'm a burden on you and Toby." I admit.

"Why?"

"I'm taking over one of the rooms in you two's house..."

"Jordyn we wouldn't have invited you to live with us if we didn't want to." Christen says then she hugs me. "You're family to Tobin and me and family helps each other out...so let me help you."

"Okay." I mumble.

"Great." Christen says and smiles at me.

The two of us proceed to pick up everything I want to put in my room then we pay for it, leave, and head back home. When we get back home we let the furniture movers in and let them carry the heavy stuff up to the room. Once everything is in my room Christen and I set everything up just like I want it.

"CHRIS? JORDYN?" Toby yells.

"JORDYN'S ROOM BABY." Christen shouts then we hear footsteps come up the stairs.

"Toby come look at my room." I say then my cousin walks into the room.

"Wow." Tobin says as she looks around. "This place is incredible."

"We did do pretty well." Christen says and wraps an arm around me.

"Thank you." I say and hug Christen. "Not only for helping me, but for letting me stay here."

"We wouldn't want you anywhere else Jordyn."

"Speaking of food." Toby randomly says. "Can we get Chinese since we don't have food here yet?"

"Sure babe." Christen says with an amused smile as I giggle.

"Sweet." Toby says then she picks me up and runs with me out of the room. "To the car."

"Toby I need my phone and stuff." I say while giggling.

"I got it." Christen says as she walks out of my room with my stuff.

"TO THE CAR." Toby shouts.

"You're such a dork." I say as I hold onto my cousin while she walks down the stairs.

"Hey I like food." Toby says. "Sue me."

"Well maybe when we go to the store I can get the ingredients for my special breakfast you like so much."

"We're going in the morning." Tobin says with a serious face.

"Sounds good Toby." I say and kiss my cousin's cheek. "But for now let's go get some Chinese."

- - - - -

"TOBY YOU MADE THE TEAM." I shout then hug my favorite player on the team.

Toby just got the call from her coach that she made the World Cup team.

"Yeah Bubba I did." Tobin says and hugs me.

The two of us hug for a while then we decide to cuddle on the couch and watch the Liverpool v Barcelona

"Toby?" I question and look up at my cousin.

"Yeah Bubba?"

"When are you and Christen gonna get married?"

"We already are." Toby says.

"I...I...I missed your wedding?"

"I'm sorry Bubs."

"Do the team know you are married?"

"A lot of them were there." Toby says.

"Do you have any pictures?" I ask.

"Mhmm." Toby says and grabs a photo album from the coffee table.

Toby and I flip through the wedding album and I ogle at how pretty everything is.

"She looks like a princess." I say as I look at a picture of Christen in her wedding dress.

"She's my queen now." Toby says.

"How come you two don't wear wedding rings?" I question.

"In private we do." Tobin says and shows me the ring on her left ring finger. "But in public we have more subtle rings that we wear."

Tobin then shows me her Cartier ring on her right hand.

"Oh." I say then look at another picture. "Well look at you lookin all spiffy in a suit."

"Thanks." Toby says then her phone buzzes.

Toby grabs her phone from pocket and reads the text.

"Jill just texted me." Toby says. "And she wants to know who you wanna room with."

"Umm...........................Can I room with Kelley?"

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