Jakes POV
I go downstairs and see Erika sitting in the couch. I slowly walk up to her. Her voice barely able to hear
E- don't touch me please
J- I'm not I packed you a bag okay?
I put it down in the middle of the floor. I reach out and walk up to her. I place the hoodie beside her. I leave and go into the bathroom. I grab a towel and wet it. I go into the living room and reach the towel out for her. She takes it and a thought of me touching her comes to my mind. I quickly leave and slam the front door. Tears come rushing down my face and I sit against the wall near the front door. Another one comes to mind and my cry becomes sobs.
Whispers
J- I touched my girlfriend
I wipe my tears away and walk inside. I sit in the step going down into the living room
J- Erika I'm sorry. I know you're not going to forgive me but I want you to know that what I did was a mistake and weather I was drunk or not I shouldn't have done it. After today I don't want you to see me or talk to me. I should have broken up with you a long time ago because all of the pain and stress I put you through doesn't add up to the happy times we had. You have changed me a lot but last night the old me came around.
I pause for a bit And I check outside. I see rocky coming up the driveway. I open the door
J- wait there
R- what
J- she's coming out just wait there
I shut the door
J- rik
She looks up from her hands
J- rocky is here
She wipes her tears with her hoodie. She slowly gets up and grabs the bag. She grabs her shoes and slips them on
J- you can um tell anyone and you can throw my things out at your house I dont need them. I'll get one of the boys drop your things off
Her red puffy eyes look into mine.
J- I hope everything goes well for you and you accomplish your dream of your modelling Company
Tears fall from my eyes and I open the door for her and she leaves. I watch her run to rocky and hug her. I shut the door and run upstairs and I fall to the ground crying.
Erikas pov
We get into the car and look out the window
R- Am I taking you home
E- I can't go home
She drives and after a bit we pull up to her house. We get upstairs into her room
R- Erika what happened
E- you can't tell anyone
R- fine
E- jake...he um you know touched me last night
R- like a rape touch
E-kinda
R- you have to tell your dad
E- no
R- Erika
E- he just touched me
R- Erika we are telling your dad
E- no don't
Monday
Jakes POV
My mom barges in my room
J- what
P- what is up with you
J- nothing
P- get dressed up we are going to a restaurant
J- I'm not going
P- Jake Erika is going to be there
J- oh ya
P- she's your girlfriend
J- I'm not coming
My mom leaves mad and I sit up and tears come down. After a long time I pull my weak body up and bring myself downstairs. I look out the window and my moms car is gone. I go upstairs and get changed. I put my leather jacket and a white shirt and black jeans on. I grab my keys and helmet. I leave the house and leave on my bike. I drive to the restaurant because there is no way erika is going to be there. I get there and pull my helmet up so it's still on the top of my head. I get in and the guy at the front tries to talk to me. I walk past him and search for them. Erikas eyes connect with mine and then dans connect to mine. I race out hitting a couple peoples shoulders on the way out. I get on my bike and just drive as far as I can. I soon come to a stop when I pull into a hotel. I get a room and head up to it
J- you messed up big time bud
Just images of me touching Erika just floods into my mind. Erika begging for me to get off but me taking her bra off. I actually think I'm going to lose it and end up back in jail. I jump on the bed and cry.
2 days later
I drive into my driveway and head inside up to my room. And again images coming to me of me and Erika. I grab my juul and put my phone on the charger. I lay on my bed and use my juul. I realize I have to give Erika her things back. I get up and grab a basket. I put everything in the basket and there wasn't that much. I grab my phone
J- swing by
An- yup
Anthony soon gets up to my room.
J- do me A favour
An- sure
J- bring this to erikas
I point to the basket
An- you guys okay?
J- no it's over for good
An- Can I ask why
J- dude you can not and I mean it tell anyone
An- promise dude
J- I touched Erika when I was drunk
An- Jake
J- she is so scared
He hugs me and I cry on his shoulder
An- if you need anything tell me
J- thanks Anthony
He grabs the basket and leaves.
Erikas pov
Anthony stands there with a basket
An- this is from him
E- oh
An- here I'll bring it upstairs
I lead him upstairs and he puts it down near my closet.
E- is he okay
An- the question is are you okay
E- I'm...I don't know
An- if you need to tell someone to get help you can Jake will understand
I sit on my bed
E- I'm not going to tell anyone
An- if it keeps bugging you which it Will you have to tell someone
E- maybe
I get up and hug him. He hugs back and we soon back away. Anthony leaves and I grab the basket and take the things out.