She finished and took her arms out " I have to get more stuff to stitch up he rest , so hold tight , I'll be right back" she walks out of the room and out the doors
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Moxxas breaks down. "It hurts... it f-fucking hurts..",
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Gamzee was still shaking, he does look at him , he wants to go over there but he is still scared of what she said before , and plus , he doesnt want to see moxxas's organs, that's a bit too much
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"Gamz33 I'm sorry... I wasn't c- car3ful and I got hurt... it's not your fault ok..",
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Gamzee is still freaking out , breathing roughly , he doesnt believe him , he knows it's his fault , he felt it happen , he hugs himself , shaking violently
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Moxxas looks at Gamzee in the corner of the room. "I was dumb... you w3r3 sob3r... I should hav3- I should hav3 k3pt my distanc3..",
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He starts to cry , he felt so weird about it , he doesnt look at him , he just faced the corner and covered his mouth , he felt sick , very sick , he was hot , lightheaded , his think pan was killing him , and he felt like he might vomit , he was all over the place
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Moxxas is bawling. He just wants out of here. "I wanna- I wanna l3av3..",
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Gamzee takes a shakey breath " i..I know..." gamzee wanted nothing more than to leave and get this all behind him , but he knew it wasnt that easy , teicko walks back in and looks at both of them " what the fuck are you two crying about? Fucking babys , you wake me up to save his life and I did that , so shut the fuck up I'm almost done " she walks back up to Moxxas
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"I'm sorry! Sorry..", he did not like being reminded of his lusus.
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She raised a brow , and she started to sew up the insision , not takeing long to do that " there.." she pulled a the button thing and un-cuffed moxxas " all done , just be carefull , dont let the stitches break..." she puts the thing in her pocket " now I'm going back to sleep , dont touch my stuff and leave when you feel the need " she leaves
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Moxxas is still crying. He doesn't move, despite being free. He's naked, didn't he have a blanket? "Gamz33... I'm scar3d to mov3..",
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Gamzee looked at him " oh uh..okay" he hesitantly walks up to moxxas
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Moxxas tries to sit up but groans in pain and lays back down.
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Gamzee scoops him up and holds him close , he had things to say to moxxas but he didnt know how to put it into words , so he just walked out of the room and didnt shield moxxas from the cells , he forgot because he had so much on his mind
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"Oh gog!", moxxas began hyperventilating. Cells? There were trolls in there! He hid his face in Gamzee's shoulder.
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Gamzee gave him a confused look , then looked around him , he didnt like this place , he made his way out of the area with the cells and looked around
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"Gamz33... What is this?", he sobbed into Gamzee's shoulder.
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" what , this place..?" He asked quietly
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Moxxas nodded slowly, trying to control his breathing.
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" it's a laboratory, an underground one, we...I'm sorry..." he stared off
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"No... don't b3 sorry pl3ase... it's my fault..",
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Gamzee didnt like that , moxxas blameing himself , he didnt like alot about what was happening
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"I'm bad... I...", images of his lusus berating him played over and over in his mind. "I n3v3r h3lp... I only mak3 things wors3..", he could only ever hurt people. That's what the snake used to tell him.
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Gamzee started to shake a bit ,he quickly went up the stares and out of the bunker , it closes automatically
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Moxxas is upset that he got hurt. "Pl3as3 don't blam3 yours3lf..",
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" it's my fault you were here , who am I supposed to blame , Casper?"
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"H3h...", moxxas looks up at Gamzee with tears in his eyes. "That's funny..",
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Gamzee looked at him , he wasnt smiling " yeah..it was wasnt it" he looks around and finds the way out
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Moxxas feels a lot safer with Gamzee than in that bunker. Despite the circumstances. He won't believe that it's Gamzee's fault. "Did you g3t 3nough sop3r..?",
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Gamzee nodded " yeah " he lied , it was already warring off again
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Moxxas smiled. "Ok... that's good...", he looked up. "How long...will this tak3 to h3al..?",
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Gamzee looked down " I dont know... " he looks back at were he was going
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Moxxas squirms a bit in Gamzee's arms. It was cold maybe because he was naked. "It hurt... a lot... sorry that you had to...watch.",
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Gamzee just looks emotionless " its..fine...not your fault , sorry you were even in the situation" he makes his way out off the woods , looking at the sunrise
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"I just wanna h3lp you.."
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" I know moxxas..." he continues on his way , blank and pretty much emotionless
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"It still hurts.. can you h3lp..",
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Gamzee looks down at him , hearing that broke his heart , but he stayed blank " I have some pain meds at my hive..."
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"Thankyou...",
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He looks up not saying anything , he felt like dying , he cant keep going through this , he should lock himself in his hive and never leave , or he should ask void to erase him , he just didnt want to keep hurting people
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"I don't want you to...don't b3 mad at yours3lf... pl3as3..",
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gamzee didnt look at moxxas " okay..." he starts to head to his hive
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Moxxas closes his eyes. "Promis3 m3..",
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Gamzee looked at him " huh..?.." he gave a confused glare
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"Promis3...promis3 you ar3n't gonna hold this against yours3lf...",
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" i.....I promise..."
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Moxxas traced a finger down his still bleeding wound. He was blind in this eye now, wasn't he..? This whole thing was a mess... He fucked Gamzee?? Did that really happen? Seemed like the dumbest thing to worry about at the moment, but it was distracting him from the pain. Karkat must be furious right now. Moxxas kissed Gamzee's neck since he couldn't lift his head high enough to kiss his cheek.
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Gamzee blushed a bit and smiled " what are you doin..?" He looked at him
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Moxxas laughed while a few tears streaked down his face. "Karkat is gonna hat3 us..", he lolled his head back onto Gamzee's shoulder. "I'm so sorry..",
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Gamzee looked at him " it's not your fault motherfucker " he smiles " and karkats not mad , he will be a bit upset for a while , but he isnt really one to hold grudges...he always finds a way..." I mean he holds grudges sometimes but eh , this time nobody's to blame so , yeah , he looks ahead , almost to his hive
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Moxxas tries to relax, he leans back up and curls into Gamzee.
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Gamzee pulls the blanket over the smol bb's head a bit , he reached his hive and goes in. He heads for the horn pile
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Moxxas hears honks as he's set down. It startles him a bit but he quickly calms back down.
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Gamzee looks at him with a smile " I'll be back , okay?" He turns and heads to his stairs
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Moxxas closes his eyes. He can't fall asleep because of the pain, but its relaxing nonetheless. He always liked Gamzee's hive. It was quiet, despite the horns... somehow. Or maybe Gamzee was just trying really hard to be quiet right now.
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Gamzee came back with what looked like a prescription bottle
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Moxxas listens for footsteps, Gamzee is actually doing a pretty good job avoiding the horns. He opened his eyes and saw the highblood kneeling in front of him.
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Gamzee smiles at him with two pills in one hand and the orange bottle in the other " here you go.."
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Moxxas tries to sit up but immediately crumples back down in pain. He decides instead to take the pills laying down.
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