"I'm sorry I've been ignoring you. But I just needed a day to let everything sink in." "It's ok, just don't shut me out and don't you ever, ever try to hurt yourself like you did last night." "I won't, don't ever leave me." He walked over to me and he put his arms around my neck and I wrapped my arms around his waist. "I won't... I promise I won't." He kissed the top of my head.
There was a knock at the door. "I'll get it." He said and I walked back to the room. "Briana." "Charles..." He walked in the room with almost all the girls from VS. "I don't want you guys to see me like this." "Bri, we came to see if you were alright. Lets put business aside, and were here as your friends." Charles said. I turned and faced them. They all looked like they were about to cry. "How could someone hurt you like this? How are you feeling?" Miranda said.
"I'm hanging in there." "Well we brought you some things." They handed me flowers and all my favorite candies and chocolates. "Thank you so much." "Even though we all just met a couple months ago we feel really close to you. You're apart of this family and we'd do anything to see you happy." Adriana said. "Thanks guys, that really means a lot to me. "Well we got to get back to work, but we'll see you really soon." Charles said. "We love you so much Bri." Miranda said. "I love you guys too." They all gave me hugs.
"I'll meet you girls in the car." Charles said. "Bye Bri." They all said. "Bye." They walked out the room. "I really want to break down in tears right now. I can't believe that bastard hurt you. But I knew something wasn't right, every time he would come to see you, you always seemed to get so tense and nervous. I wish you would've said something to me." "I know, I'm sorry... I just didn't want to bring drama to work. I'm sorry." "Don't be sorry. I know this is a rough time for you so take as much time as you need off,"
"What about the fashion show?" "You don't worry about that, just get better and don't worry about your paychecks you'll still get paid for being out." "Charles... I can't thank you enough. You're so sweet to me and I don't understand why." "Well Bri when you stepped into my office I knew you were someone special and I couldn't let you go and have some other modeling agency have you. But honestly your heart is made of pure gold, you're so down to earth and you're the sweetest person ever,"
"You just get better and you come back when you're ready to come back, okay." "Okay, thank you so much." We gave each other a hug. "Don't thank me, I will see you really soon." "Ok, bye Charles." He walked out the room. That was so sweet that they all came to check on me. I walked out the bedroom and my mom, my grandparents, Madison, and my brothers were standing there. I rushed back into the bedroom and I locked the door.
"Bri please we want to see you." "No! Go away!" I don't want them to see me like this. "We're not leaving until you up the door!" Brandon yelled. "Don't yell at her." My mom said. "Bri please we are worried sick about you." "Police were called earlier yesterday to Briana's home here in New York City a neighbor said he seen a lamp come flying out the window and he had seen Briana stick her head out the window and she had looked frightened.
We don't know how she's doing but from pictures we have seen she does not look okay. But we do know that she is with her on again, off again boyfriend Justin Bieber. We hope she's okay because this is very sad what happened to her and we are just now getting word in, that Scott has been bailed out and he's on the streets again but his court date is next week. I hope Briana stays far away from him as possible." I heard the tv in the living room.
I started crying, I can't believe he's out. "Brandon! Kyle!" My mom yelled. "Don't stop us! We're finding this fucking kid! He hurt our baby sister! Like I said before, I don't give a fuck who you are if you lay your hands on my sister I will fucking kill you!" Brandon yelled. I heard the door slam. I unlocked the door. I hugged my mom and I pulled my mammaw and pawpaw over to give them a hug as well. All three of them were crying. "Look at your face." My mom could hardly get the words out. "I can't have my brothers go to prison because of me."
"This isn't your fault." My mammaw said. "Mammaw, yes it is! I stayed with him! I let this happen and now my brothers are going to kill him! This is why I didn't want you guys to know." "You know you're brothers are very protective of you and they'd kill anyone for hurting you. They don't even like Justin anymore because he hurt you." My mom said.
"Where is Justin?" They didn't say anything. "Where is he?!" "He left." "Where did he go?!" I put my boots on. "Bri where are you going?!" "To find him!" "You don't need to go out there, there's people everywhere." My pawpaw said. "I know, but I need to find him." "No, sit down. Let us be here for you." "I know what you're going to say mom! I'm stupid and that you're disappointed in me! Ok, I get it! But I don't want to talk about what happened! I just want to be left alone do if you guys will please leave!"
"Bri-" "No mom, I don't want to hear it." They walked out the room, I feel awful for sending them off like that but I'm not in the mood to talk about this or even hear anymore sympathy. Madison's my best friend but I don't even want to talk to her about it. My phone rang and it's my school calling. "Hello?" "Briana its Mr. Davis." "Hi." "Listen I wanted to call and congratulate you on becoming a model."
"Thank you." "I know you haven't been in school in awhile so I wanted to let you know that if you want to you can do your work online if that would be eaiser for you." "That would be amazing." "Okay great. We'll send you everything to your email adress." "Thank you so much." "You're welcome." I hung up then I called Justin but it went straight to voicemail. "Pick up!"
"Who do you want to pick up?" I looked over. "Justin, where did you go?" "I let myself out when I let your family in, I knew that they wanted to be alone with you and plus I needed some air." "Your hands." He put them behind his back. "There fine." "They're bleeding." "No it's ok. How you feeling?" "I'm ok." "Do you want to talk about it?" "No." "Ok, I'm going to go shower." He walked into the bathroom.
*two months later*
It's November now and I haven't seen or talked to Scott but his trial is actually postponed so its really stressful on me when I'm involved in this. I found a new house out here in New York and I'm still taking time off from work. Things are still crazy, everyday I walk out my house I'm always questioned with what happened between Scott and I. Justin and I are still working on things. I finally talked to my family and friends. I told them what happened and my brothers beat the shit out of Scott.
They didn't get caught for what they did because they threatened to kill Scott and that scared him to death. "Justin!?" "I'm in the shower!" I walked upstairs. Yes he comes and stays at my house a lot but he's here a lot because he's worried about me 24/7. I walked into the bathroom, he has a towel wrapped around his lower waist.
I walked behind him, I wrapped my arms around him and I kissed his back. We aren't together but I like his presences. "You missed me?" He looked at me in the mirror. "Yes." "So how did today go?" "Well it was any other day, it was nice that I got to spend time with Madison but the damn paparazzi is everywhere." "I know that feeling, you'll get used to it though." I nodded my head. I walked out the bathroom.
"Can we talk serious real quick?" "Ok." I said. "I love you Bri." "I know and I love you." "It sucks feeling like I have you but I really don't have you. I want you, and I want to be with you forever. I'm sorry for everything I put you through. I just want to start over, I want to be with you. I love you so much. So can we try this again?" I nodded my head. "Yes." "I love you!" He kissed me passionately. "I love you too." My phone started ringing.
"Take it." He said. It's Amber my manager and I walked out the room. "Hello." I said. "Bri, were you busy?" "Not really, why?" "Well I have some news for you." "What?" "Ok, Oprah Winfrey wants to talk to you for a documentary." "About me?" "Yes basically about everything in your personal life and your career. The documentary is going to be three hours long and she will ask about Scott. Now you don't have to say yes but let me know within the next 30 minutes."
"Ok." I hung up. Wow Oprah Winfrey wants to sit down with me. I walked back into the bedroom. "Who was that?" "Amber, she told me that Oprah Winfrey wants to do a documentary about me." "What!? When?" "I don't know, but if I take this then she's going to talk about what happened with Scott and I'm not ready to open up about this."
"Listen, there's going to be a lot of times like this in your career, but you got to take chances and go for these kind of things. If you open about this then you could open so many girls eyes and show them that they don't need to be in an abusive relationship. I think you should do this, not just for you but for every girl that has been beat on and every girl that is being beat on. If you don't want to do this then don't, but Oprah Winfrey wants to talk to you and that's a big deal." I nodded my head, he kissed me and I kissed him back.
"I'll be downstairs." He walked out the room. Justin's right this could help save so many girls life's and this is big I mean the Oprah Winfrey wants to talk to me. I called Amber back. "So what do you want to do Bri?" "I'll do it." "Ok, you start tomorrow. I know it's last minute but I knew you'd say yes. Don't worry about catching a plane, you'll be shooting in Times Square, 9 am." "Thanks Amber." "No problem, this is what I'm here for." I hung up.
I went downstairs and Justin was playing the game, he paused it and he looked at me. "So?" "I'm going to do it." "Babe, that's amazing!" I smiled at him really big. "Why are you smiling at me like that?" "Because you called me babe. You haven't said that to me in a long time." "Well you'll never have to stop hearing me say it again." I sat down next to him. "Good." We gave each other a kiss. "So where and when is the interview?" "Tomorrow actually, in Times Square." His phone started ringing.
"Go ahead and take it." I stood up and I walked into the kitchen. "Uh.... Babe." "What is it?" I said. "I have to go meet up with scooter downtown." "Ok, go ahead." "You sure?" "Babe, he's your manager you need to meet up with him." "Ok, I love you." "I love you." He put his hands on my butt and I wrapped my arms around his neck. We gave each other a kiss. "I'll be back in an hour." "Ok." We gave each other one last kiss. He walked out the front door.
I put on Pandora and Luke Bryan's Crash my Party is playing. I love country music, some people don't like it and I don't know why. Country music is so soothing and very beautiful. I started cooking dinner, I'm making steak, home made mashed potatoes, and corn. An hour later I finished cooking. My phone rang "Hey baby." I said. "I'm outside." "Ok, the door is unlocked." I hung up. I put our plates on the table, I poured us both a glass of red wine. "It smells good as hell in here!" Justin said. He walked into the kitchen.
He was smiling, "you cooked?" "Yes, I have to feed my man." "Babe, you're the best." He gave me a kiss. He sat down, we prayed before we ate. "So what did you and scooter talk about?" "Nothing really, he just wanted to see how I'm doing and to talk about my new music. This is really good babe." "Thank you." We finished eating and I washed all the dishes.
He wanted to help but I told him just to sit on the couch and relax. I finished cleaning up and I sat down on the couch. "I can't find my phone." "Did you check your car?" "Nope, I'll be right back." "I'll go check." "You sure?" "Yes." I put my jacket and slippers on. I walked outside, it's freezing out here. But I'm somewhat used to this weather.
I walked over to his car and I unlocked it. I started looking for his phone, I found it. I walked back into the house. "Did you find it?" "Mhmm." I passed it to him. "Thank you." "Yup." "What's wrong?" "I also found these." I pulled out a box of condoms out my jacket pocket. "I can explain." "This was a packet of four and two aren't in here. Have you been fucking someone why you've been over here almost everyday?" "We weren't together." "You're right we weren't, but you were still trying to get me back, but let me make something very, very clear to you.... If you cheat on me again I will make sure that I make the pain you made me feel that you feel my pain a thousand times worse. I will make your life a living hell, so if you decided to play me ever again I will make sure that-" He kissed me. "Shut up." He said against my lips. He wrapped me legs around his waist. I threw my jacket off and he carried me upstairs. He put me down, I took his shirt off and I kissed his chest. I pushed him on the bed and I climbed on too of him. He moved my hair behind my ear. I took my shirt off and he went to lean up but I pushed him back down. I but my bottom lip and I ran my hands up his abs. I leaned down and we started making out. I pulled on his bottom lip with my teeth. I started laughing, "why are you laughing?" He smiled. "Because I've missed this so much." "Me too." He put his hands on my face and he kissed me.
I woke up the next morning, my legs are so sore and my vagina is really hurting. Justin's still sleeping. I brushed my teeth and I took a shower. I put a pair of panties on and a bra. There was a knock at my front door I put my rob on. I opened the door as its Rob, Amber, Kelly, Leah, Clair, and Jeff. As you know Amber is my manager. Rob is my make up artist he's amazing, Kelly is my nail designer which she's also amazing, Leah and Jeff basically pick my outfits out there fashion taste is on point, and Clair is my hair designer which she's also amazing. It takes a lot for me to get ready.
"We only have two hours to get your ready Bri." Leah said. "I know." We rushed upstairs to my bedroom and Justin wasn't in the room. They set everything up and I sat down in the chair. Rob started my make up. "Ok Bri we brought several outfits, you should wear something that's not too much, but something that's not looking like you crawled out of a trash can." Jeff said. "What color do you want to wear?" Leah said "Black or white." "I don't know why I even asked." We both laughed.
"How about this then?" She said. "I like it." I'm going to wear a classic black dress designed by Dolce and Gabbana. It's really nice that I can wear expensive things now designed by big designers. I'm wearing also going to wear Dolce and Gabbana black pointed toe heels.
I'm not getting my nails painted, Kelly's just going to cut my nails down and get all the extra skin off from around my finger nails. "We got 30 minutes guys!" Amber said. *20 minutes later* "ok, Bri. You're all set." I looked in the mirror. "Damn! You guys are badass I look good!" They all laughed. "That's why you hired us." Clair said. "Yup." My hair is so pretty, she smoothed one side behind my ear and she put my bangs in front of my face but she swooped it to the side then she put very loose curls at the end of my hair. Leah helped me put my dress on, I put my heels on and then I sprayed my self down with perfume. "Thank you guys so much." "You're very welcome." Jeff said. "We got to go so we'll see you very soon Bri." Rob said. "You look amazing." Clair said "yeah you look very beautiful." Amber said. "Thank you so much. Wait Amber you're not coming with me?" "I wish I could but I got to go set some more stuff up for you. Oh and I spoke with Charles and they all miss you and they really want you back." "I know I thought about it and I'm going to go back after thanksgiving." "Good, I will let him know that. Oh and Steve will here at 8:20 to get you, John and Chris will also be out in the car waiting." Steve is my driver, John and Chris are my body guards I was going to have my brothers be my bodyguards because they're big as hell but I was just like I have to keep work and family separate. I said bye to everyone and its 8:00. I looked for Justin around the house, I went into the guest room and he is knocked out on the bed. "Justin!" I shook him. He sat up. "What?" "Did you forget what today was?" "No." "Well I'm about to leave in like 10 minutes, are you coming?" "No." "Why?" "Because Briana you need to be honest with yourself and everyone else in this interview. Me being there isn't going to make you be honest. She'll ask you about us and you be completely honest. Be honest about everything that has happened these past two years. " There was a knock at the front door. He stood up. "You'll do amazing." I nodded my head. "I just wanted you there with me" "I know." I started walking out the room. He grabbed my wrist "you look stunning." "Thank you." "I love you." "I love you too." We gave each other a kiss. I put my long tan peacoat on and I walked outside. Chris was waiting for me at the door. "Hi Bri, you look great." "Thanks Chris how are you?" "Good, you?" "I'm good." He opened the car door for me. "Hi Bri." Steve said. "Hi." "Good morning Briana." "Morning John." We pulled off.