When the thoughts in your mind are at battle, the war never ends.
It's the sad you verses the old happy you.
One side reminds you of your life before.
while the other side pulls you back, enables you and tells you not to feel.
All of your fears, worries and flaws flash inside your mind but reminds you that you can be strong.
The battle in your head never quiets.
No one ever wins.
So you get stuck with the memories of both.
Confused if you've won or not.