PIECES OF A CHANGED SOUL

SORRY

AM VERY SORRY , THE FAULT WAS MINE   Life is mysterious
We set goals
We set levels that we ought to reach
Life is like a movie they say
Have tried to act like it
They say am the starring
This means am an actor
The whole of my life am acting?
How should i act?
In this movie , a movie with many episodes
Some to build some to demolish
Some immoral?
Do i reach the audience well as an actor
I loved watching movies, , i dont like soap opera as for me
I hope you will understand its because of my lack of knowledge i left you
I hope you will understand my father didn't take me to cultural training for love techniques
I hope you will understand the day i left you,  i was in dilemma between you and my grade
You gave me your time.but instead of reciprocating i muted
Many times you called and i snubbed you.
I dont know if you took it so serious , i thought we were acting
I thought that before death our movie will be launched
I lived to learn skills to hurt you, to try and test your love
But i never learned to say sorry
I didn't  learn to sacrifice my time for you
I never learned to make friends and be social, that's why you would see me silent and shy when we met
I was brought up with my sister and a brother who live the life in Godly way,
I grew up with friends who advised me to live life at whatever angle it comes
Now i was very stranded on how to write the script of this Movie
I met you , in the deepest isle of my heart God knew i need a friend, a friend to be there for me in time of hardship..
Thats why i recognised you among many
I hope you will forgive me for this, ,
I hope you will read this and realise that i have learnt to love
Just as christ loved the church
I will love you
He told me to love you the way i love myself
I will do
Believe me, , i no longer lie
I know the salary of evil is bad
That's why i decided to imitate the heavenly dad, ,
To say sorry, , to say that am qualified now, trust me..
©brassy poet 2018