PIECES OF A CHANGED SOUL

Mama

DEAR MAMA
Dear mama,am now over twenty
Thanks for all your advice
correcting all my vices
I have been your boy
You taught me all house duties like a girl
But am glad I can cook, wash and do all house chores
They are helpful here
I still remember the recommendations that you could give?
You remember that girl you told me she was smiling at me?
She has a boyfriend
The other one who you said she was too beautiful?
She is pregnant,the baby aint mine
Mama all my friends are dating
Some dating one,two or three partners
But I don't have even one
I think I can get one now but
The ones I like they don't like me
The ones that I don't like, like me!!
You remember telling me
Every girl wants a man who can cook?
Made me go through recipes like a novel
am aqualified chef
today as I walked in these streets
I met one, she was like the one I saw in my dreams
Though she was a bit short
And her dress was slightly below the knees
She was beautiful,like sunrise
Hot like the sun
Reflecting Gods art like the moon
Shining like a star
But mama I didn't have the courage
I could not face her and tell her the reality
i think that's why she went
Is there a cure for this?
I think it may reach stage five so dangerous
Please help
@baraka