" Do you know how hard it is to live like this? “
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“ Do you know how hard it is to wake up every morning thinking that it could be my last day…? “
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“ Do you know… how hard it is to think that I’m not going to see you ever again? “ , said the girl, standing at the end of the cliff with tears running down her beautiful, peach pink chicks…
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“ I’m not going to be able to touch you again… “
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“ I’m not going to be able to see you… “
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“ Hug you… “
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“ Kiss you…”
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“ I can’t take it anymore, Yunho… “, she said and took another step, bringing herself one step closer to the edge…
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“ Y/N please!!! Don’t!!! “, Yunho screamed…
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“ Please… Think about me… I can’t lose you… “
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“ But you are going to lose me... I am dying after all… “
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“ No!! “, he yelled once again..
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“ I refuse to let you go like this!! We’re going to get through this together!! “ , he reassured her and extended his hand…
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“ Grab my hand! “ , he said to her, but she didn’t move an inch..
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“ Come on baby! Grab my hand! Please! “ , he yelled again..
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But no matter how many times he would tell her to not give up, she was convinced to put an end to all of this…
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Not just for her…
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Not just because she was so tired with her condition…
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But because she couldn’t bare to see him suffer along with her…
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From the moment she found out about her illness…
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It wasn’t just her who suffered…
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Yunho lost his happiness..
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He lost his smile…
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He lost… everything…
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From the moment he found out that someday she was going to leave him…
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It felt like nothing in the world would matter to him anymore…
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Although he tried to seem happy in front of her…
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He was dying on the inside…
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The thought that he could never touch her soft, silk skin again…
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The thought that he couldn’t kiss those lips that he for so long awaited again…
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The thought that he would not see the light in those two brown eyes again…
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The thought that he would lose her forever…
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It drove him crazy…
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He knew that there was nothing that could be done…
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Yet he never stopped trying…
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He accompanied her to everywhere…
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Not even for a second… just a second did he think to give up on her…
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But it seemed like she couldn’t take it anymore…
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“ Y/N please!! “ , he continued telling her, but she wouldn’t change her mind..
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“ If you love me… If you truly love me.. then you won’t do this!! “
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" It’s because I love you that I’m doing this… “ , she said and turned herself towards him..
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“ Yunhossi… I love you more than anything in this world… “
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“ The first time you kissed me, I felt like I could die at that moment.. “
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“ The first time you told me you love me, I felt like all my problems were vanished.. “
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“ There is no one that I treasure more than you… “
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“ If I could give my heart to you, I would… Anything you would ask me I would do for you… “
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“ Then do this for me “, Yunho said..
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“ Live for me.. “
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“ You said you would anything right? Then live for me.. “
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“ Please grab my hand.. Don’t leave me.. Not just yet.. “ , he extended his hand once again..
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Y/N smiled to him one last time..
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“ I love you… “
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And before the sun could hit the ocean, reflecting its pleasant, warm color on the water, Y/N drew her last breath and let go…
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“ No!!!!!!! “ , Yunho screamed as he watched the love of his life fall into the cold, dark sea…
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“ Ahhh!!! No!!! Please!!! “ , he screamed and screamed until he could no longer speak…
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His eyes full of tears…
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His heart full of pain…
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The only thing that kept him alive…
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The last string to his sanity…
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His love..
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Was gone…
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There was nothing keeping to this world anymore…
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“ Everything I did… I did it for you.. “ , he whispered..
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“ You were my whole life…”
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“ You sworn to me.. You sworn that you wouldn’t leave me.. “
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“ But you did… “
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“ I promise.. I WILL come to you… “
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“ I’m coming my love… “
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Those were his last words as he decided to follow his heart and leave this world once and for all..
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In the silence of the night, he dragged his pained body to the edge of where his love left him…
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And with tears in his eyes he fell…
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He fell into the water, gifting the sea with one more soul to pleasure…
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And before the next day could arose…
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One scream was heard…
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And two living souls were taken…
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For if they could not have each other in life…
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They would be together in death…
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