It was 2pm and I had just woken up. I brushed my teeth and put on a matching sweatpants and sweater set. I went downstairs and saw Alejandro in my living room with my brothers
"Yeah I'll take of that for you" I hear Alejandro say then looking over at me then back at my brothers.
"Take Care of what?" I ask curiously
My brothers turn around and Daniel turns back to geesy "oh yeah another thing, what's up with u two hanging out all of a sudden?"
"Nun, just friends" he says to my brother smirking
"I don't like it" Daniel says kinda angry
"We all dislike something right?" Geesy leans forward "ok well I'll take care of that problem for you guys " he stands up and walks out of the house
I get a text
Geesy 🙃
Come outside
I put on some shoes and walk to the door to go outside
"Where are u going?" Daniel asks me
"For a smoke" I reply and then quickly head out.
I got in geesys car. "What's up?" I ask him.
"Just wanted to see my favorite girl" he smiles at me
"You're annoying. I don't think I'm your favorite girl" I fake laugh
"Why's that?" He frowns
I pull up his snap story and show him
"So what?" He looks up from the phone
"Look Jandro I don't like you being like that with other girls. You expect me to not be with other guys but you're allowed to fuck other females?"
"I already told u this, I'm not your nigga." He says looking away from me
"And I'm not your female" I respond getting even more irritated
"I'm not gonna argue with u about this again okay?" He snaps
I just sat there quietly and he smiled at me.
He looks down at my neck and moves my hair away. His smile soon disappears
"Yo who the fuck gave you this shit?" He yells at me
"What do you mean?! You did!"
"I don't remember giving that to you! Fuck I tell u about other niggas?" He didn't break eye contact with me even when I tried
"First of all, I know it was you because no one has kissed and sucked on my neck other than you! Second, you're nobody to tell me I can't be with other guys" I snapped back at him
He grabbed my hair and pulled me in for a kiss
"Now that I remember it was me" he said
"What the fuck is wrong with you?" I say observing him
He doesn't say anything and drives off
"Where are u taking me now" I say annoyed
"So you don't wanna hang out with me?" He steps on the breaks. I fly forward, good thing I put on my seatbelt.
"No I mean yes I do but-"
"My house" he cuts me off
"Oh"
We make it to his house. I walk in and see a cute little girl around 5 years old. She runs to hug him "Geesy" she yells. I smiled at her. She looks at me and says "hi I'm Luz"
"Hi sweetheart, I'm Jenny"
"Are you my brothers girlfriend? I hear him talk about a Jenny to Fenix" She asks
"No I'm just his friend" I laugh "and really? What does he say?" I continue
"Oh I wanted you to be his girlfriend. You're pretty and he says you have a big butt. He likes that"
I look at Alejandro and laugh
"Well thank you" I say to her
"Go upstairs Luz, I'll make u something to eat" he tells her laughing
"So I have a big butt?" I tease him. I slap it and say "thanks it's gotten me places"
He gives me a stare "shut your ass up"
I laugh and he starts making his sister a peanut butter and jelly sandwich. "Want some to eat?" He asks me
"Nah thanks" I reply admiring him but I didn't realize
"Why are u looking at me like that?" He laughs
I snapped out of it. "Like what?" I play it off
"Mhm" he closes the sandwich and yells for his sister to come downstairs
"Here, go eat at the table" he gives it to her. Him and I stay in the kitchen as she sits in the table across from us. I lean over the kitchen counter to talk to her.
"Do you go to school?" I ask her
"Yeah my brother forces me but I don't really like it " she says with a mouth full
"Aye don't talk with your mouth full" Alejandro says to her as he puts stuff away
"Sorry"
"Why don't u like school" I ask her
"Because it starts too early and it's too much on my brain" she says while holding her head
I laugh
She continues eating her sandwich and I feel a smack on my ass. It was loud as fuck
"Ow you as-" I stop myself
"Meanie"
Luz giggles and says "I think he likes you"
"Oh yeah why's that?" I ask her intrigued
"Yeah why" Alejandro now leans over
"Because he smiles when you talk and he looks at you like my mom looked at my dad" she continues. Wow my heart broke a little I'm not gonna lie to ya.
Alejandro clears his throat "where's Fenix" he asked her
"Upstairs" she dances
"I'll be back" Alejandro says and goes upstairs
"Do you like my brother?" She asks me out of nowhere
"Yeah he's a cool guy" I reply
"No I mean would you date him"
"I would but I don't think he would date me. You see some people just don't want a girlfriend or a boyfriend" I admit to her. I haven't even admitted that to myself
"Why?"
"That's just how life is. Sometimes you really like someone but they don't like you back"
"But he does like you. I can see it. Trust me I know my brother. He's just pretending he doesn't like you because he says he doesn't want a failed relationship like my parents. Whatever that means"
I see Alejandro coming downstairs and Fenix behind him
"Hey Jen" Fenix says to me
"Hey" I smile
"I never got your snap, let me see your phone" he says to me. So random but ok. I hand him my phone and he adds himself
"Why do u want her snap?" Alejandro asks him
"Chill bro she's all yours, I have my girl."
We all just chilled downstairs and talked while Luz went upstairs and played with her dolls.
After a few hours Alejandro and I headed out.
We got in the car and I decided to bring up what his sister said to me.
"You know, your sister said something interesting to me" I tell him
"What she say" he laughs
"That you likeeee meeee" I tease him
"Nothing new" he simply responds. Wow my heart.
"Oh?" I raise my eyebrows at him and he does the same to me. "Anywho she said that you just didn't want a failed relationship like your parents"
He turns to look at me
"She's a little girl don't listen to her"
"Exactly she's a little girl. She wouldn't just pull that out of her ass" I say
"So what if it's true? I don't think anyone wants a failed relationship" he tries to play it off
"Yeah but you know I wouldn't do something like that to you " I defend myself
"Yeah but you don't know if I would do something like that TO YOU" he says
He takes me home and I just think about it For the rest of the day. I go onto my snap and watch Fenixs story. It was a picture of Alejandro lookin fine as ever
I slid up and said
"He's cute, what's his snap 🙈"
He opens it and send me a video of him and geesy. It was geesy saying
"You already know mamiii" And Fenix saying
"His snaps 'bigdickboy69'"
I respond "I have to laugh 😂 I bet his dick ain't even big like that"
I lied. I've seen his print before and let me just say - nvm.
He responds with another video
"Nah Jen u really hurt my feelings just now, next time I see you it's on sight. I'm beating your ass and showing u my dick" geesy says grabbing his junk "go geesy you tell her" Fenix says in the background
" 😂😂 y'all goofy" I respond
"Geesy said text him"
I texted geesy
Me
Heyyy
Geesy 🙃
So you think I have a micro penis?
Me
Omg lmfaoo 🤣 not "micro penis"
Geesy 🙃
Yuppp. Imma prove you wrong just watch
Me
Shut uppp 😂
Seen
Ok then. I layed down to watch a movie and 2 hours later I get a text from Alejandro
Geesy 🙃
You're really pretty you know?
Me
Thank you? 😂😂
Geesy 🙃
Nah da. You're so naturally pretty. And your body is so nice. You thick as fuck.
Me
Thanks I guess? Where is this coming from
Geesy 🙃
A nigga can't tell you how he feels?
Something doesn't seem right. I go onto snap and check his story. Yup. He was drunk
Me
You're drunk. Go to sleep Jandro.
Geesy 🙃
Nooo I wanna talk to you
Me
Where are you?
Geesy 🙃
I'm going to your house right now
Me
Omg stop don't drink, text, and drive !!
Geesy 🙃
I'm outside
I hurry outside and get in his car
"Alejandro don't drink, text. and drive ! What is wrong with you?" I yell at him
"Chill I've done it a million times before I'm ok see?" He puts his arms up to show me his body
"Doesn't matter, you can still get hurt"
"I wanted to talk to you while I feel bold ok?" He says. Omg what could this be about
"Okay? What's up?" I signal him to continue
"I really do like you but I don't think I can commit and be in a relationship right now. I'm young and I'm a toxic person. I'll admit that to you right now. I don't want to hurt you. You deserve better than me" he looks into my eyes
"Jandro, I like you too. I'm not asking you to commit. I'm a toxic person too but you just bring out the good in me" I look down. He grabs my chin and puts my face up He kisses me and says
"I'm going to try just for you okay? I promise" he says as he pulls away from kissing me. his hand still holding my chin. I pull his hand away
"Don't make promises you can't keep"
He doesn't say anything and pulls me in for a hug. We end up falling asleep in his car.
Alejandros pov
I wake up with a fat ass headache. I groan and open my eyes. I see Jenny laying on my arm. I look down at her confused as to how I ended up here. She wakes up and looks at me
"Hey you good?" She smiles at me with her morning voice
"Yeah my head is killing me though. Can you give me some Advil? It's right there" I say holding my head and pointing to my stash place
"Yeah here" she hands me the bottle.
"Do you have water to drink it with?"
I give her a look. Girl I'm a professional pill popper. I got this. I put the Advil in my mouth and swallow it.
She rubs her eyes. "You remember anything?" She's asks me
"Yeah" I lie
"Oh" she smiles and leans in to kiss me. I kiss her back.
I pull out my phone and see one of my side bitches texted me
"Come overr I want some dick😍"
Weird ass bitch. But pussy is pussy am I right? All pussy is pink so therefore all pussy is pussy.
I text back
"Be there in an hour"
"Oh my god are you serious?" I hear Jenny say. I look at her "what?"
"You literally said you would try for me."
"Try what?" I'm confused as fuck.
"Forget it." She says walking out of my car and going in her house. I shrug and drive to my pussy appointment
Jenny's pov
What the fuck? He literally said yesterday he was gonna at least try for me. Did he lie about remembering? I go into the shower and cry. I've never cried over no nigga. He's turned me into a weak bitch.
I checked my phone to see if he texted me .... nothing.
I can't explain the feeling I have right now. I'm hurt but really hurt and I haven't even known for him for that long. I feel like someone kicked me on the chest and then my stomach.
Ding
I look down at my phone hoping it's Geesy. It was my brother asking me if I wanted food. After a couple of hours of being in my feelings I was downstairs and see my brothers eating.
"You didn't text me back so I got you some fries and a mcchicken" Daniel said to me
"Thanks" I say grabbing the bag and looking down knowin my eyes were poofy.
"Why the fuck were u crying" Leo asks me
"I wasn't. I'm just high" I lie
"No you're not. Was it geesy?" Daniel says getting up and Leo following him
"Nooo you guys I'm just stressed out about life right now. I'm on my period. Geesy and I are just friends and everything's fine" I say to them. They seemed to calm down. I eat my food and go upstairs so go to sleep
2:00 am
"I DONT FUCKING CARE ESTUPIDA! BRING ME ANOTHER BEER" I hear downstairs. I run out of my room and my brothers run out of theirs. They both have their guns in hand and I was about to get mine when I realized it was my dads voice
My brothers and I run down the stairs and we see my dad choking my mom against the wall repeatedly punching her. Daniel pushes him off and him and Leo start beating his ass and throw him out of the house I make sure my mom is ok.
"Mama estas bien?" I ask her and she struggles to breath
"Yeah mija I'm fine" she says.
I get up to get stuff to clean up her blood from her face.
My brothers were about to run out and kill my dad
"Stop don't ! If you guys hurt him the police will take u away and I'll be left alone" my mom pleads. My brothers come over to where my mom and I are.
"Mom what happened" Leo asks
"He started drinking out of no where and told me he's been cheating on me with luciana" Luciana was a worker at our panaderia.
"He was yelling at me about how I'm not enough and he doesn't love us" she cries. I hold her. My heart broke. Men ain't shit. Luciana has something coming for her.
"Why was he hitting you" my brother asks
"Mijo he's been doing it for years now." She says and I can tell she's embarrassed
"Mom I thought he stopped" i look at her and she stays looking Down
"No it didn't. It wasn't as bad as before but I sucked it up for you guys. We have no money if it isn't for that business" she says to us. We all sit there comforting my mom.
We put her to sleep and I went upstairs and put on black jeans. Black hoodie, black shoes and grabbed my glock. I made sure it was loaded. I called geesy
"Come to my house right now" I say to him
"What the fuck? I'm not your dog"
"Alejandro come right now."
"Ok I'm on my way fuck"
I wait for his "I'm outside" text and left my room. My brother was right there "what are u doing?" Daniel asks me.
I tuck my glock in my pants and say
"I'll be back"
I go downstairs and out the door into geesys car before my brother could stop me.
"Damn are we robbing a bank or something?" Jandro jokes
"Nah, were killing a bitch" I say as I put the gps on my phone for him to Lucianas house. I knew where she lived because she used to babysit me when my parents would fight.
He starts driving there and says "what are u talking about?"
I feel a couple tears fall out my eyes and I wipe them before he saw. "My dads been cheating on my mom and he never stopped hitting her ok?" I say to him "and we're going to the bitches house imma make her regret everything" I laugh like a crazy person
He looks at me and stops the car
"Jennifer think about what your saying. This isn't something small. Your talking about shooting someone" he says looking at me worried.
I stare at him for a few seconds "if you're not gonna take me then I'll walk" I reached for the car handle to get out.
"Nah I'm taking you, but you're not the one doing the shooting" he says driving off before I can get out.
After a few minutes we make it to the bitches house. I see my dads car in her driveway. I grab geesys spray paint and write
"Cheating Dog" on my dads car.
Geesy pulls out his gun and shoots at the house window. I hear a women yell and I see my dad go outside to see what happened. Wrong move. I pull out my gun and shoot his leg. Geesy had his hoody over his head so no one saw him. I showed my dad my face and told him
"You're a piece of shit" geesy and I get in the car and speed off. I start laughing then crying?
Geesy looks at me like I'm crazy.
"Can you believe him? He really thought he could do my mom wrong and get away with it. What a joke" I laugh wiping my tears
Geesy stops his car once we're far away from the house.
"Jen, I've never seen this side of you. What the fuck."
"Don't worry. I won't ever do something like that to you. my mom is my world. She's the only person I would ever kill for" I tell him
"Yeahh. I'm sorry about yesterday. I was drunk and I didn't know what I was saying" he continues
"Whatever Alejandro. I don't care. We're good"
He drives me home and gets off with me.
We walk towards the house and Daniel is waiting on the porch for me.
"Yo where the fuck did you take her?" Daniel yells at geesy
"Don't trip" geesy tells him
"Nah I am gonna trip. That's my lil sister nigga." Daniel walks towards him.
"Get closer and I'll beat your ass" geesy says calmly standing there
I grab Daniel and tell him to please stop not for me but for my mom.
"I'm not done with you" Daniel tells geesy
"Well I'm done with you" geesy says walking to his car.
"JENNIFER WHAT THE FUCK?! I TOLD YOU NOT TO BE AROUND HIM!" Daniel yells at me as soon as we walk in the house.
"Ohh Shut the fuck up! Don't act like your my dad. Let me live my fucking life. Let me makes mistakes! I'm tired of you expecting so much from me because I'm the last one left!" I yell at him
He goes upstairs and slams his door. Acting like a little kid. Wait. I just shot my own dad. Omg wtf. I had forgotten because of the adrenaline.
After a few minutes of me thinking about it. The house phone rings and I pick it up
"Hello?"
"Hi, may I speak to someone related to Javier Garcia?"
"I'm his daughter"
"Hi this is officer Garold Sorry for calling so late but your father was rushed to the hospital. He's been shot in the leg. He will be ok but he has to stay in the hospital meanwhile he heals" the cop apologetically says to me.
"How much is the bill ?" I ask
"I'm sorry?" He asks confused
"How much is the bill for his stay?" I repeat myself
"Um well I'm not sure but he's staying at the-"
"Ok well when someone knows how much his stay will cost please contact me" I cut him off
"Yeah sure I'll let them know. Do you have any questions?"
"Yeah do you guys know who shot him?" I ask
"He's saying that he didn't see who it was but the women he was with is saying that she saw a young Hispanic man. Also his car was vandalized accusing him of cheating. We asked him if he had someone who would have done that and he says that whoever did it got the wrong house"
"Oh ok Thank you, have a goodnight" I say
I hang up. Fuck. He lied for me because he knows he's guilty of being a piece of shit. But alejandro. I have to call him. I pull out my phone to call him
"Hello" he answers
"Jandro stay inside of your house. The bitch told the cops she saw a young Hispanic man." I panic
"Fuck Jen." He says then waits a few seconds "It's ok, I do this type of shit for a living. Try to get some rest" he says
I hang up and hop in the shower. I have to wash this guilt off. I felt guilty even though that pig deserved it. I get out and take a few sleeping pills and knock out.