'Ding!'
Seokjin reached his floor,making steps out from the elevator to his shared room while thinking.
'I will leave from your and Jimin's life'
'Just for a month,Seokjin'
'A month or years?'
'Think well'
Seokjin busy thinking as he enter the room, didn't aware Jimin sat on the bed looking at the him.
"Have you decided?",
He startled when Jimin speaks. He blinked,then looked at the blonde,who's face looks gloomy and red. Seokjin furrow his brows and takes seat beside Jimin.
"What happened? Why are you-",
Seokjin paused when Jimin turned his face away like avoiding the brunette. Seokjin confused.
"Jimin,what is it?Look at me",
But Jimin shook his head and-
"Why Seokjin?",
"What 'why'? Just look at-",
"You're moving,aren't you?",
Seokjin eyes widened,how does the blonde knows about what he and Jungkook was talked awhile ago? He gulped and placed his palm on Jimin's shoulder.
"J-Jimin-",
Before he could finish,Jimin turned around and tightly hugged Seokjin. The brunette taken aback.
"p-please,don't leave me. i-i'll be a-alone again,just d-don't",
Jimin whined as he buried his face on Seokjin's chest and tighten the hug.
"Jimin,what do you talking about? I-",
"I heard everything,Seokjin",
Seokjin blinked.
"Jungkook asked you to stay with him and you--please don't leave me, Seokjin~ please~",
Seokjin gulped and understand the blonde had find out everything and there is no use if he hide anymore. He strokes the blonde's hair.
"I won't-",
He paused as Jimin smiled on Seokjin's chest.
"But I've decided to accept his deal,Jimin",
Jimin taken aback and pulled away from the hug,staring at Seokjin in disbelief while shedding tears.
"You like him,Seokjin?",
"WHAT?! NO! I...gosh,there is nothing between us like you thinking.M-Maybe he does but I don't! Trust me,I just want to-",
"No you don't! I don't want you to follow him nor stay with him. It's not necessary, please~",
Seokjin sighed.
"It is,Jimin. I promised you I will protect you no matter what and now I got the chance. I can't see you like this,Jimin. Please, it just for a month and after that we will be free from that bastard's tortures. He will leave us, this college!",
Seokjin smiled excitedly at Jimin but the blonde kept stared at the brunette's face.
"You promised you won't leave me, Seokjin",
Seokjin gulped and cupped the blonde's crying face.
"I know and I remember but think about it, we want this,you want this. I don't think we will get another awesome opportunity like this. If he get lost from our life, we can survive in this college without any fear,Jimin.",
Jimin gulped and shed tears as he placed his palms on the back of the brunette's hands,which was holding his cheeks.
"But for that you don't have to stay with him,Seokjin. I don't know how to make you understand. I have no one but only you. When you appear into my life, I felt I got everything back, whatever I lost.Now, please don't break that feelings by leaving me alone, Seokjin, please~",
Seokjin huffed as he take off his hands from Jimin's cheeks,about to speak but-
"If I get free from his tortures only by you staying with him,then I don't need it! I don't need things to change,Seokjin! Let it be like how it was before. I don't care if he wants to hurt or bully me,let him but you please don't go~",
Seokjin sat up and annoyed when Jimin only thinking about him self. Of course Seokjin wanted to save Jimin from Jungkook and his friends but he also wants to save everyone,who might become the next victim in the future.He want to protect everyone from getting bully or hurt but he's just taken aback when Jimin only speaks for him self.
"Thing is not only about you,Jimin! I don't want anyone else including you get hurt by him or them! That's why I decided to leave! I'm not happy with my decision either but I have to, please understand. Until Jungkook and his gang's in this College,we can't survive!",
Jimin sat up as he about to open his mouth but stopped when Seokjin speaks.
"Remember, that day you asked me why the Chancellor didn't suspend me? Listen now, she warned me if I wants to stay here I should obey her fucking Son's orders, If not she asked me to take my suspend letter together with your's and Hoseok's!",
Jimin gulped and furrow his brows.
"If it was only mine,I would gladly take that and get lost from this fucking college but she involved both of your life's because you two supported me! I can't think as selfish as you're thinking,Jimin! I can't see someone's life ruining because of my fault! That's why I decided to bury my anger over that bastard inside of me, didn't take that suspend letter and leave that room!",
Jimin opened his mouth only to get cut off by Seokjin once again.
"AND now why I wanted to go to his home, because I want everyone including you get freedom from this unfair life! It's not just me and you,who's being hurt by him,there are many! and I decided, for them,for you,I have to do this!",
"What if he was lying? What if he won't leave?",
"I'll make sure he will!",
Jimin tears rolled down.
"So you're leaving me,huh?",
Seokjin rolled his eyes when the blonde still don't understand what he trying to say.
"Stop acting like a kid,Jimin! I'm not leaving permanently! I will be back after a month done! You heard him,then why are you still talking like this?!",
Jimin pressed his lips tighter as he shook his head, shedding tears while staring at Seokjin.
"I don't get it. You said I'm important to you but still you make feel that I'm not! If you really wants to leave me then why the hell you came into my life! ",
Seokjin found no words when the blonde yelled and burst into tears.
"I thought you were different,Seokjin. Betrayal is not new for me but the saddest thing I never expect you also--you just proved it's not the first time I got betrayed! You hide the thing going on between you and Jungkook! You hide to me that he loves you! You hide everything from me! Why?! Why you're also hurt me like others?! You made me feel that you really liked me and then you just want to leave,just like it was nothing! Why?!",
Jimin burst into tears as he sobbing while closed his face. Seokjin can't stand with the view.He knows whatever he decides to do was right but for that how can he's hurting Jimin? He thought and pulled Jimin into a tight embrace,strokes the other's hair. Jimin buried his face and cried on the nape of the brunette's shoulder.
"Please~ stop hurting me by your words. I would never thought about leaving or betraying you. I just want to protect you,Jimin. I'm sorry for yelling at you.I just can't hold my anger when you-I'm sorry, please~",
He break the hug and cupped the blonde's red face.
"I'm not leaving forever, it's just for a month,Jimin. I'll be back after the month done,I promise.If I stays with him,it doesn't mean my relationship with you is over. You're my best friend and more than that.There is nothing me to do with him,he is just---an enemy. I just hate him,you well knows it right? If you worry about missing me then I'll call you everyday,we will talk thru face time or video chat. Moreover we're going to meet everyday at college, so no need to be worry about,hmm?",
Jimin shed tears as he shook his head and take off Seokjin's hands from his cheeks then let out a faint smile.
"You're not here for asking my opinion,you're here only to tell me that you'd already decided to leave,don't you?",
"Jimin I-",
"Leave,Seokjin",
Seokjin taken aback.
"J-Jimin w-wh-",
Seokjin paused when Jimin moves away from Seokjin,turned around and showing his back at the brunette like he doesn't want to look at the other's face. Seokjin gulped.
"Jimin,p-please understand-",
"I'm not mad,don't worry,I just- you can leave like you want,Seokjin,after all that what you wanted,I understand. You should go and stay with him and don't be sorry,I trusted you,my mistake,not yours.I'm nothing,I was always nothing.",
Seokjin eyes flooded with tears when Jimin said in broken voice.
"Jimin, why are you-",
Seokjin paused as he watched Jimin, who's didn't reply him nor show any expression on his face, just lay down on his bed, turned aside, closed his eyes, went to sleep. Seokjin is hurt over the blonde's action. Jimin's silence killing Seokjin. All he want is protect Jimin from everything but the blonde didn't understanding him. He crouch down beside Jimin,who's eyes closed,showing his back to Seokjin, pretending like sleeping. Seokjin placed his palm on the the blonde's back.
"Jimin",
"Jimin talk to me,please~",
Seokjin pressed his lips together on an attempt of not burst into tears but he can't when the blonde didn't reply him,he shed tears.
"Trust me I never disliked you like you thinking. I like you more than I thought I would and that scaring me. I'm scared to see others hurting you,I'm scared to see you get hurt.I have only you and I will do anything to protect you,Jimin. I promise I'll be back and before I come back I'll make sure everything will be alright.",
He shed tears as he sat up and takes seat on his bed. On other side,Jimin was crying silently. He know he's wrong,he hurt Seokjin but he can't take it when the brunette decided to leave him.He really hoped Seokjin wouldn't leave him but---He crying quietly.
Seokjin:
Tomorrow pick up me at 11✅✅
Seokjin send the text message to Jungkook then glanced at Jimin,who's still ignoring him and facing other side while sleeping. He gulped as he leaned his back head on the headrest,shed tears.
'Ding!'
He looked at his phone when it rings,reply message from Jungkook.
DemonJK:
Ok,I'll be on time!
Thank you so much,Seokjin!
Thank you!
Seokjin huffed and placed his phone back on the table, lay down to sleep but he didn't, watching Jimin's back,hoping the latter will talk with him. He wait as he fall asleep.
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I want you.
I want you here with me right now.
I want to talk to you.
I want to be with you.
I want to hug you,kiss you.
I just want you,Seokjin.
But why it is so hard for you to understand?
"Why?!",
"I trusted You! I thought You will heal my pain but why did You turned my life into this kind of mess?! You are playing unfair! I hate You, just hate You!",
Jungkook whined at the God while he leaned his forehead on the Car steering. He's still there,at Seokjin's hostel. He didn't leave yet but sat in his Car, shedding tears.
"I really love him,please trust me~",
'Ding!'
He furrow his brows when heard his phone rings,he sniffs as he back away from the steering and leaned his back against the Car.He wipes his tears and grabbed his phone in his hand.He swipe the screen and read the message.
Tomorrow pick up me---wait!
His eyes widened once he realized that the message he received from Seokjin's number.His jaw dropped and blinking non-stopped.
MyHeartbeat
Tomorrow pick up me at 11.
He placed his palm on his mouth and went speechless nor moving. He's just too happy,too excited right now and don't know what to do with him self.He don't know how to describe the moment and he suddenly burst into laugh while breaking down literally.He tightly hold his phone and crying.
"Thankyou, thankyou, thankyou, thankyou!",
"THANK YOU SO MUCH!!",
"Now I'm trusting that You really exists and listening to me,thank You so much! I love You!",
He shouts excitedly with closed eyes. He wipes his tears away, begin to typing. Even though he knows this happiness is just for temporary because the deal was he have to leave Seokjin after a month done, still he's happy right now with Seokjin's message.Tears rolling down from his eyes while typing reply message to Seokjin.
Jungkook:
Really?! Gosh! I love you so mu|
Really?! Gosh! I lov|
Ok,I'll be on time!
Thank you so much,Seokjin!
Thank you!✅✅
He leaned his back head against the headrest and let out a deep sigh after send the message. His lips slowly curved upwards.
"Next time I see you,I probably won't let you go.Put your trust in me,I won't let you down",
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Next Morning,
It's Saturday.
Also college's off day,obviously Saturday and Sunday are college's holidays. Jungkook arrived on time as he waiting for Seokjin at the parking lot. He confused whether he should go up or not because the brunette didn't asks him to do either anything but wait at the parking lot.He biting his lips in nervous as he leaned his back against his favorite Black Mini Cooper 'Country Man' and waiting for the brunette.
Meanwhile,
Seokjin packed his things,getting ready to leave but before leaves he looked at Jimin, who's wears earphone, eyes closed and pretending like listening to Music but the truth he just avoiding him self from break down. He afraid he will burst into tears if he watch Seokjin leaving him. Seokjin sighed and walked towards him, sit in front the blonde. Jimin felt Seokjin's presence across him but still refused to open his eyes.
"I'm....I'm leaving,Jimin",
Still part of Seokjin hoping Jimin would talk to him but miracles won't happen every time.He thought and let out faint smile because the blonde's eyes still closed,busy with music. He placed his palm on the blonde's shoulder and Jimin can't avoid the touch,he opened his teary eyes,give a quick look at Seokjin then looked away. He can't burst into tears,he don't want to show his weak self to Seokjin,not anymore. He thought while looking away.
"Once you decides to forgive me,please call me. I'll be waiting for your call and....and I'm leaving RJ with you",
RJ is Seokjin's favorite plush doll.He can't sleep without his doll but now he wants Jimin to have it only to make sure his best friend never feels lonely. He placed RJ on Jimin's lap.
"Take care of it.If you miss me a lot, just look at it,hmm?",
Seokjin tried to smile but he's hurt and Jimin on other hand holding his tears while looking away.
Seokjin sighed and sat up,grabbed his suitcase,turned around and walking towards the door as he still hoping Jimin would hug him from behind before leaving but-- he let out faint smile,pressed his lips tighter,leaving their room as soon as possible.Once entered the elevator he begin to shed tears and on other side Jimin literally breaking down in their shared room while tightly hugged RJ.
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Seokjin wipes his tears as he went out from the elevator. Once went out he noticed Jungkook,who's leaned against his Car,biting his finger nails and tapping his leg in nervous.
What if he was lying? What if he wasn't leave?
I'll make sure he will!
He let out deep sigh and walking towards the latter and stand in front of him. Jungkook didn't aware of Seokjin's presence but once he did,he was taken aback then gulped,blinked his big does eyes.He smiled from ear to ear at Seokjin, but the latter didn't smile nor show any reaction on his face.
"Uhm,l-let me help-",
Jungkook try to grab Seokjin's luggage bag but the brunette pulled back his luggage. Jungkook taken aback and looked at Seokjin.
"I can do it, just open the boot",
He said in cold tone and didn't wait for Jungkook's reply,just walking towards the Car's boot. Jungkook huffed then smiled. Of course, he forgot that he's talking with his 'SoreJin'. Sore means angry, the Jin he met at first was nothing but angry bird and he decides to save Seokjin's contact name as 'SoreJin' but now he changed to 'MyHeartBeat' because Seokjin stole his heart and his heart only beats louder whenever sees Seokjin.
He thought as he smiled and opened the boot for the brunette. Jungkook watched Seokjin placed his luggage in the boot and walking towards the car and opened the behind door to have seat. Jungkook smirked and aware that Seokjin trying not to sit at the front passenger seat only to ignore Jungkook,because he's the one who going to drive.
"You going to sit at the back?",
Seokjin opened the door and about to get in but stopped and glared at Jungkook when he spoke.
"I mean, yesterday my junior peed on the seat.",
What he mean by my Junior?
Seokjin thought and furrow his brows.
"Oh, I mean my Cat",
Seokjin taken aback and immediately backed away his leg from forwarding. Jungkook smirked, because he knows the brunette scared and allergic of cats.He lied, he doesn't owns any animals. He just wants Seokjin to sit at the front seat,so he could feel the brunette beside him.
"I still haven't send my Car to car wash but you can sit at the back if you--",
He paused as he watched Seokjin cursed under breath and quickly moved to the front passenger seat,takes his seat,closed the door and quickly buckled his seat belt. Jungkook chuckled and gets in the driver seat,did not care about the seat belt (he never wears) closed the door.
"Stop being so cute,it hurts",
Jungkook mumbled to himself which he thought Seokjin doesn't heard him but the brunette actually heard the latter and ignored it.
Jungkook start the Car,begin to driving. Seokjin looked out at the balcony thru the Car Window once Jungkook's Car moving out from his hostel,hoping Jimin would stand at the balcony to send off him but he understand the blonde is still angry on him because he seeing empty balcony.
He look down and a tear droplet dropped from the corner of his eyes but he quickly wipes it and looked away when noticed Jungkook eyeing him while driving. On other side Jimin was there, at the balcony watched Jungkook car moving but he hide himself when aware Seokjin looking up at the balcony.
"I'll be waiting for you because I love you, Seokjin",
He leaned his back against the wall and mumbled while shedding tears.
(A/N: Ahem~~ So Jimin does have feelings for Seokjin? Oh Oh! What do you think? Who is Seokjin going to choose? Jungkook or Jimin? :)