No matter how you try,
No matter how you cry,
People only see,
That you only lie.
Even if you like to be true,
They will only see how stupid are you,
If you think its just the matter of time,
They will think as if its a crime.
Although you are just a witness
People treat me like a sickness.
Eventhough I show all the proofs
But they oppose me as an excuse.
And when you are finally released from the slammers,
Still people see you as a scammer.
Those stares again reminded me of my anxieties.
My pain arose again and deep down started a flow of depression causing me immense pain.
I just want to run away and hide myself from all those stares as they were killing me and I couldn't bear.
Again it reminded me of the darkest place where I hid myself from people before I knew him and he glared.
To stop those rumours he proposed to his crush publically and all those people who were laughing at me started to look at him.
Eventhough he was rejected, I couldn't see a single pain on his face as if he already knew the answer.
Somewhere I was happy but somewhere I was sad. Thinking about him now make me feel as he already took my heart away....
Again when I was trying to forget, he purposely popped out of nowhere..
Day by day seeing him gave me a strong feeling of taking his heart away
Even if I couldn't convey my feelings to you but my poems only can...
I know you knew how i use to feel but you didn't give me a chance at all...
My last school annual day was the best one for me as it somewhere changed my image of me in his eyes.... That day was a special day for me.. 😊
That day......