Heavens Above (Ashton Irwin // 5sos)

Fights with razors and drums?

Ashton's POV
Once I got home I saw a note on the door that I guess my mum put on the door.
Dear.Ashton
I know your worried about me but I'm okay I miss you and love
you I'm sorry that I'm not able to call but every month from now on I can send you a note.
Love
DAD.
My heart stop way to many beats
he never has done this for over 6 years
6 fucking years I thought. I read it again only to feel a tear rolling down my cheek. "Ash?" I heard "are you crying?"the voice said again."ummm no I'm fine I said getting up trying to get to my house before she saw my face, but it's to late.
Kristen's POV
"Ash stop" I said grabbing a hold of his arm he snatch it away quick."What do you want from me" he screamed but sounded more like a cry."I want to be there for you god I just want to be your friend". "Well if you so desperate for a friend go find a chick to go hang out with not a 18 year old boy who doesn't want any thing to deal with you" He sceamed."Ash you don't mean that" I cryed. "Don't call me that and fucking just go home." he said calmly but it still hurt."Okay but just know I'm never coming back and I hope your happy!"I said my voice so little so quiet."
"What?" he ask "I'm not repeating it" I said louder than before. As I ran away,he hurt me just like my other friends I had back home forget it forget every thing I thought this would be a new start but it's not and it will never be!
Ashton's POV
My mum opened the door as if she knew what happened I just pushed her out of my way and walk to my room I saw that my drums were sitting there and nothing has been touch.I grabbed the drum sticks and started to play I let every thing go behide my head. I saw a razor blade on the floor I stoped playing and walk to it. before,Someone walk in It was Micheal I grabbed the blade and though it in the
trash before he saw it.
"Ummm hey"I said "Hey ummm how are you?" he ask "Ermmmm better I guess?" I answerd. "That's good" he said.Not really I thought but kept it to myself."How did you get hear?" I asked "My dad told me you missed going to his office so he sent me to cheak to see if your okay?" "Ummmmmm" was all I could say before two more boys walked in.This is gonna be a nightmare!
A/N
sorry it's really short but don't worrie a update will be up soon today bye love y'all