Harrix grew up in an environment that was v traditional. which means he's got MEGA guilty conscience.
and shit didn't help at all when he developed a crush on Aylek, mainly because Harrix was actually sent to kill him. his culture has a pretty strong anti-demon policy, which (coupled with the fact that he's gay, and for them GAY = BAD) means he's got buckets of internalised conflict when he suddenly starts to like-like the 'servant of satan' he was meant to assassinate. fun times