"It'll be more painful to live than to die. Do you still want to live?"
That quote from the book I've read lingers on my mind. I looked outside the window, and I looked at the sleeping Park Jimin beside me . In reality, it is easier to tell lies than to tell the truth, I wonder why it is like that? Why is it easier to people to tell lies and why is it hard for them to tell the truth but I'm no different from those people who thinks it is a lot easier to make up stories and fool people.
My mom lured me in this situation, she told me I have to pretend that I'm already 20, that I'm taking up a Business related program and most of all I'm interested in marrying Park Jimin. That all happened 3 months ago. The engagement happened almost 3 months ago, and I got kicked out a day after the engagement party after I told my mother that I don't wanna do any of this.
It made me fucking guilty and aside from being guilty, I don't like Park Jimin, we are completely different.
For 2 months I struggled on my own, I had to lie to Eunwoo to say I'm already 20 when the truth is I'm just a high schooler so I can have a job in Solar Nights and after 2 months I met Yoongi and Jimin and I could feel my life being a mess again.
It is already messy but it just messier, damn. Can't I just live a normal life of a Sixteen Year Old?
I looked outside the window, the sun was already setting and I rolled down the window and the driver looked at me, Coconut trees were like a beautiful wall along the way and I could smell the sea. It was so beautiful.
Earlier when Jimin dragged me out of my flat, I was thinking that I would really hate coming here but now that I have seen it, maybe I'm wrong. I'm gonna enjoy this spectacular view in front of me while I stay here and I'm gonna figure out how would I tell Jimin the truth. I wouldn't care anymore if my mom would be mad at me, I simply don't care anymore.
I can't continue this ridiculous lies anymore, when everything is over, I would ask Yoongi for help, if he could help me.
A huge traditional house stood tall in front of me, but I am aware that the inside of the house is a contrast of traditional and modern design.
"Did we arrive?" Jimin asked beside me, The driver answered a Yes and our eyes met when he turned his to me. He looked at me with serious and dark gaze, I narrowed my eyes and a woman in maid's uniform opened the car door for me.
"Welcome Miss!" She said and I nodded, I stepped out of the car and the mansion looked more elegant up close, I feel like a royalty lived here, our house is nothing compared to this though our house is spacious.
I walked towards the huge door when an elegant old lady walked towards me and welcomed me with a hug.
"Welcome back Y/N" This is Madame Park Hae Won, The great Park Hae Won, her all white hair is up in a bun but I can't deny the fact that she is still a beauty.
I don't know what would I say or how would I act. I don't know what to do, I'm so nervous.
"I'm sure you're tired, Let's have dinner so you could have some rest dear" She said and I awkwardly nodded and she looked behind me "Where is Jimin?" She asked and she looked at me, I was about to answer when I heard footsteps behind me.
"Nana" His voice were deep and serious that it actually give me goosebumps and I was startled when he placed a hand on my lower back, I looked at him and he had a small smirk plastered on his face. I couldn't react or push him away since his grandma is standing in front of us.
I looked at the old lady and she smiled at us.
"I'm glad that you two are getting along, now shall we move to the dining and continue the conversation there?" She asked and I nodded, Jimin beside me hummed and when his grandma turned her back to us, I elbowed Jimin and pushed him away.
"Don't ever touch me with that filthy hand of yours" I spat and he chuckled. I was about to walk away when he yanked me back and my cheeks met his hard chest, fuck.
I could remember what I've seen and heard that night, I didn't see what are they doing in the grass floor of their garden, damn but when Jimin lifted himself off that girl and his lips were so red, I'm so disgusted. I couldn't imagine the life of being married to him, I heard that he's a playboy but I didn't know that he would be this worst, I mean making out with other girl in the night of his engagement party.
"Why? Are you affected by it?" He whispered and I glare at him, I did not answer, I yanked my arm from his grasp and when I heard him chuckled I grew more annoyed. I dragged the chair softly as I joined Madame Park in the dining table and in the corner of my eyes, I saw Jimin's grin as he sit beside me.
Madame Park Hae Won wouldn't stop talking and expressing how happy she is that I'm here with them and I was told that my mom said that I run away.
Really? I run away? I got kicked out.
I wanted to protest but I stopped myself, I could feel Jimin's stare on my side and it just disappeared when his grandma talked to him.
"It's June now Jimin, Y/N. I hope you two will get a long even closer. The wedding will happen on last week of November or First week in December" Madame said and I kept my gaze down my plate
"Don't worry Nana, I'll make sure Y/N and I will get to know each other better, Anyway where is Jihyun?" Jimin asked
I paid no attention to their conversation as I was busy with my own thoughts.
I have to think and I have to find the right timing to tell Jimin everything before all of this gone worst. I had to talk to yoongi as well and another thing, I had to call Eunwoo, he must be worried about me. Damn.
When we finished eating Madame called a certain name Jin-hee and a lady walked towards us in her maid's uniform and Jimin stood behind me.
"Y/N this is Jin-Hee and she will be your personal maid while you're here, so if you needed anything just call her" She said and I nodded
"Jin-Hee, Be attentive incase Y/N needs something" Now it was Jimin, Jinhee smiled at me and bowed.
Madame Park was guided to her room by the head server and I was left with Jimin and Jinhee.
"Miss your luggage was already upstairs as for your stuffs I was informed that it'll arrive tomorrow" Jinhee said and I nodded and softly thanked her, my eyes darted towards Jimin and he had his head tilted a bit, his hand on his pocket and he was looking at me.
"Jinhee, Leave us, I'll walk Y/N to her room" Jimin said and I couldn't even protest as Jimin grabbed my hand and Jinhee already left, Jimin softly dragged me upstairs.
"I can just follow you, you know? Let go of me this instant" I said but instead his hand tighten around my wrist and I sighed, when we reached the second level of the house he pulled out a shining simple blue diamond necklace, he turned me and put the necklace over my neck.
"What? Why are you giving this to me?" I asked and he chuckled.
"You're my fiancee now Y/N, this is my gift to you" He said and he stopped for a while and examined my face, he leaned in a little and I panicked, he take my chin between his finger and he titled my face lightly.
"How old are you again? You looked so..... young" He said and my heart trembles. He let my chin go and he looked at me with his infamous grin.
"Tomorrow I'll give you our engagement ring, I'll wait by the shore tomorrow afternoon and I expect you to wear that all the time" he said and he walked a little closer before taking my hand in his and my heart trembles as he held my hand in his soft ones.
I closed my eyes and gulped hard.
We stopped in front of a door and he opened it and he turned me so we faced each other again.
"This is your room" he said and he I was left speechless when he pressed his lips on my forehead.
Did he just kissed me?
"Good night" he said and he walked away with a wink, I was remained standing on the door way and I touched my forehead. What the hell just happened?
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