Hi i'm Ryan, I'm just turned 15 and I'm a sophomore in high school. My Life is the worst I mean people will say that their lives are worse but to me my life is pretty bad I have three siblings but their all girls and they all an attitude plus I'm the oldest so yeah and I also identify as Androsexual which means that you like masculinity for but my family is kinda homophobic like my grandma told that I'm going through a phase,my mom outed me and so did my Sperm Donor (He's actually my father but he doesn't deserve that title). Like my mom accepts me but she has her moments when she just says out of line stuff but let's not talk about that now ima tell about what happened today.
Today I started school at Arden High School and it was weird because I make friends easily but today I haven't made any friends like I'm alone and I've been bored all day like in P.E (yes I have P.E first period, I hate it) I stood there alone and i was alone the whole day and you know wats crazy my cousin Raymond goes to my school and he acts like I don't exist at all like he said hi to me once at lunch and that was it but on the flip side I have on of my favorite teachers from middle school Mr.King he was my English teacher and I'm surprised that I even passed his class I walk to his class and I walk in he saw and he got so excited
Mr.King: Hey Ryan when you start going here
Me: Today
Mr.King: Really welp I hope your ready for all the shenanigans at this school
Me: No not all
Mr.King: oh well it was nice to see again after all these years wait what class do you have
Me: Yours
Mr.King: Aye you got my class
Me: Yep
Mr.King: Ok let's go
We walk into the classroom and then I start reminiscing on what happened in his good and bad. Like how we used to always be happy but then I was also almost got rapped in his classroom by the guy I liked, But that's to depressing so let's get back on a good note
Raymond walked into the classroom and my whole mood kinda changed like WHO LEAVES THEIR COUSIN ALONE IF YOU KNOW THAT THEY DON'T HAVE FRIENDS AT ALL!!! 😡😡😡😡
Raymond: How you know Mr.King
Me: He was my middle school English teacher
Mr.King: Yeah but Ray you better find your way to your seat
Raymond: Ok
Me: Ok is there a seating chart or is it free for all
Mr.King: There was a chart but people started moving around so it became free for all and there's some seats next to Ray
Me: Oh Ok
So I walk over yo the table next to Raymond and he still is acting like I don't exist.
Raymond: Um Ryan you got her computer
Me: Oh here take it
Oh no that I accidentally have something of your friends you want to say something ok!!!🤬🤬🤬🤬🤬🤬🤬🤬.
Ima fight one day and ima probably gonna win. As Raymond pretends to do his work I get up and sit next to Mr.King to got full me in on what happens this year cuz this is like mid semester and I missed a lot.
Me: So what are we learning
Mr.King: well the class have been writin essays but nobody does them but hopefully you will bring back my faith in humanity because look at these grades... remember you didn't see these
He shows me he grades and they are terrible there is only a few people in this class have a D or higher.Welp I gotta work very hard to pass this class because as I can tell nobody does the work
Mr.King: So on a better way you got a boyfriend
Me: No but is you and Tamar still a thing
Mr.King: Yep but we can always be together
Oh yeah I didn't tell you that Mr.King and I were an item while I was in middle school. Right that's how I passed. But we were an actual couple and we just said we were brothers to cover it up and it actually worked.
Me: I know
Mr.King: Did you miss me
Me: Yeah ... you know that you were my first
Mr.King: Yes I know that but you miss my dick
I blush and try to look away but he pulled me closer to him. Little does he know that I'm prepared for him no middle school me is totally different than high school me ok, i mean I'm more freaky
Me: Um We in class with 23 other people in here but if don't have dignity suit yourself
Mr.King: So what classes are you taking
Me:Um P.E, Math, Drama ... oh um Biology, Singing or what ever it's called, World History, and your class which happens to be English.
Mr.King: I'm letting know now some of the teachers are crazy white people who aren't ready
Me: Ok so how's life
Mr.King: Life's Good got a baby on the way but I might have two on the way in a lil bit
Me: Stop playin with me
Mr.King: So hows your mom and all of them
Me: Um were all alive even though we all argue
So the bell rang and I started walking home and I walked the wrong way so I was basically lost until i turned around and walked the other way then I realized that I was at home
Mom 🤪🤪: Where the fuck are you at
As i start txtin her she calls so I answer but I was mad cuz i was almost home she could have waited
" RYAN JUSTICE JOHNSON WHERE ARE YOU AT"
"Mom I'm done the street"
"Well hurry yo ass up"
"Ok mom what are eating for dinner"
"I don't know your dad will figure it out"
"Kk see in the house I'm at the gate"
As I enter the apartments at there's this old white guy sitting on the gate he was ugly to he looked like the wolf in the thriller video and Frankenstein put together and then he had a long ass beard so I went around to the gate where the cars enter cuz I didn't want to get hurt again.
I walk into the apartment and I see that nobody cleaned up and my mom and all my sisters were home so I put my stuff down and I started cleaning everything and as I'm cleaning my sister Zoey walks up to me and asked me
Zoey: Can Have a corn dog
Me: Did you already eat
Zoey: No
Me: Mom
Dominique: Yes She Already ate
Me: Mom said you ate already bye
Zoey smacked her teeth and walked away
Me: Sigh
So I finished the kitchen and I started my room and then my other sister Alexis who was the second oldest and we we're always bumping heads
Alexis: So...
Me: What do you want
Alexis: I just want to know what's my flag
Me: What do you mean
Alexis: You have your flag and I thought because your gay and since I kissed and dated a girl and a boy and I'm like bi
Me: You know what YOU ARE A NINE YEAR OLD LITTLE GIRL WHO IS TRYING SAY SOMETHING YOU WANT TO BE SO BADLY!
Alexis: Well bye then
Me: Bye
She leaves my room and I started listing to music and then I here my dad yelling my name. So I got up and he was mad because Alexis lied and said that " I talking about sex". First of all who talks about having sex at home with your younger siblings around and they you know that they repeat things ugh
Lou: So what are you going through in your room
Me: Nothing I'm just sittin in my bed doing homework why would you lie
Alexis: I'm not lying
Me: oh then your probably trying to me in trouble for sum you did ok
Lou: This is why I can't ever talk to you two at the same time because Ryan go say she's lying ... you know what forget it
Dominique: No this is what's going to happen Alexis stop lyin cuz you can see it all in your face, bye go to your room
I start walking to my room and my sister Crystal had started talkin about math and school I totally zoned out. So I stood there and nodded my head. After she was done talking about what ever she was talkin about I went back to my room and listen to my music.
So my friend Kierra started txtin
Keekee🔥🔥🔥🔥: Hey boo
Me: Wsp
Keekee🔥🔥🔥🔥: nun so how was school
Me: um alone and boring
Keekee 🔥🔥🔥🔥: it's ok you'll find some friends
Me: How long will that be
Keekee 🔥🔥🔥🔥: you'll find ppl ... just you do
I close my phone and I fall asleep listing to to music ready to be alone tomorrow and for the rest of the school year.
Authors Note
So how did you guys like the start of. This new book and I'll be trying to post on this book, The Boy In Love and the other two books I'm working on.
So tell me what you want to see out of this book before I run out of ideas and make the story end in a bad way