Days passed by now and we came back from our honeymoon.
Me and Jimin have never been the perfect couple.
We decided to sleep together and spend weekends together.
Jimin is so sweet. I loved how he is now and how caring he is.
Jimin still asks me where i go whenever i go out though.
He is suspicious of Baekhyun and i assured him millions of times at how we are both JUST friends
He still doubts it.
He cant stop me from being friends with my best friend.
Jimin always wants to cuddle.
I'm not complaining though. He cuddles so well i can comfortably fall asleep in his arms.
I've never felt so happy.
I just woke up from my slumber and decided to make some breakfast for the both of us.
So i slipped out of Jimin's embrace and walked downstairs to the kitchen
While the food was cooking, i felt a pair of hands wrapping round my waist.
I knew who it was just by the touch
Despite knowing that he loves me, my heart still wouldn't stop beating so fast.
"morning babe" Jimin said in his morning voice
"Get off Jimin" i told him
"i don't want to" he whispered in his raspy voice and rested his head on my right shoulder.
His grasp getting tighter around me
"I'm cooking Jimin. Hugging me from the back will make me lose focus" i made it clear to him
" why is your heart beating so fast?" he asked
"no its not!" i said as i pushed him away and continued cooking
"sure it wasn't" he said teasingly
"if you continue, I'm not feeding you" i warned him
"hey! This is my house! I bought everything" he said
"too bad" i pulled out my tongue at him
He pouted as he sat at the table with his phone
I looked at him and giggled. He looks too cute.
I continued cooking and smiled at how happy i am.
Yesterday, we visited the orphanage and played with all of them. We were so happy to see them again and all their smiley faces
Today we went cycling and we visited a museum and an upside down house.
We had loads of fun and took loads of photos together.
The day has been so fun together.
Now, we were just strolling around the park as the sun sets
"how many children do you want?" i asked him
"3. But i dont mind trying with protection my whole life" he smirked
I slapped his arm and giggled
"how many girlfriends have you gotten?" i asked him
"uhmm" he thought for a long while
I sighed knowing what that means. He probably had too many to count
"no no. Don't answer that" i said
He giggled and stopped me from walking whilst looking at me
"you're my first" he said
My eyes lit up. I'm at least the first for something!
"first? How am i your first? You fucked so many people" i asked him
He frowned
"i didn't get in a relationship with any of them. They're just their once"
I smiled
Just as we were talking, we heard a familiar voice infront of us
"Oppa!" SoHyun called out
She ran to him and hugged him but he pushed her
"what are you doing SoHyun. I told you that i don't want to see you again" he said to her
"oppa. You haven't called me for a while. Don't you miss me?" she said
I rolled my eyes at her
"no! I told you that we're done!" Jimin told her
SoHyun looked at me "is it because of her!? She's not worth it babe!" SoHyun said
I folded my arms and looked at her
"well, you're not either" he said
Jimin said and walked away pulling me with him
"IM PREGNANT!" she shouted
We both stopped in our tracks.
"what?" Jimin turned around
"I'm pregnant with YOUR baby! You cant abandon the baby!" She said
I was shocked and i looked into space as i had to take time to process.
"You cant be. We used condoms every time" he said
"well duhh condoms don't function 100%" SoHyun stated the fact
I walked away from the both of them and ran back to the house.
I dashed up the stairs and into my room that i haven't slept in for so long.
I locked the door and slid down in the darkness
If SoHyun is pregnant with Jimin's baby,
That means that we cant stay together..
I just felt my heart break a thousand pieces.
What do i do now?
I cried so hard with my feet curled up infront of me as i rested my head on my knee.
I cried until i fell asleep on the cold floor.
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The next morning, i woke up feeling sick. I feel very tired and i don't know why.
I freshen up and tried to act as if nothing happened.
Jimin had already left so i didn't need to deal with him just yet.
As i was cooking, i got a call from mother-in-law to see her at a café
I sighed.
Did she found out already?
I quickly finished my food and left to see her
Jimin's mother was sitting at a quiet corner where there were not many people around.
I bowed "y/n have a seat" she said so i sat down
"I'm sure you know that SoHyun is pregnant with Jimin's child and SoHyun herself came up to me to tell me" she started of
I sighed i can already see this coming.
"yes" i replied her
"i think that we have no choice but to get her and Jimin married. I'm afraid that you have to divorce Jimin" she said hesitantly
She took out the divorce papers and put a pen infront of me to sign
I became silent for a while.
So this is where it came through..
The end of our relationship...
Will this be the end of our story?
"i know I'm being mean y/n but SoHyun is carrying my grandchild and i don't want my grandchild to grow up without a father" she said
A tear rolled my eyes.
I know. I would hate any child to go through that.
So i wiped my tears and took the pen on my hand.
Hesitantly, my pen stopped just above where i should sign.
Why are you hesitating y/n?!
You knew it all along that Jimin isn't yours.
You knew that you cant be together so why are you making such a fuss?!
I thought to myself.
I forced myself to sign the paper and give it back to Jimin's mum
Now, i shall not call her mother in law.
She thanked me in a sad way and i stood up feeling a little too tired and dizzy
I just want to go home.
I bowed to her and left the café without a word.
I didn't need to give any.
This is where it lead to and should have been in the first place. I was blind from believing and i lost my path.
I got back to mine and Jimin's shared house.
Jimin was already home
He came up to me and held me.
"y/n! Where have you been? I was worried." he said
I shrugged him off
"y/n.." he trailed
"i don't feel well Jimin. I'm going to bed early" i told him
"what's wrong baby? Why are you sick?" he asked me worriedly and frowned
"its nothing. Really. I'm just going to sleep early" i told him
"okay. I'll go and sleep with you" he said
"no! I'm going to sleep in my room tonight. I think we need some space from each other" i said to him
"baby no.. SoHyun only has my baby she doesn't have my heart. Y/n, i love you" he said
I cant help but break just a little more. My heart was slowly breaking and i couldn't do anything about it.
He was holding on to me and i know that one of us had to let go. For some reason, i knew that that person was me.
I parted his arms away from me and looked at him.
"no Jimin. The baby is a human to. Do you want to see your child live without he or she's parents? What have you learnt from our constant visits to the orphanage?" i softly said to him because i had no more energy to generate a louder voice
Luckily, he was close and could hear what i say
Jimin tensed up.
I know him so well now. From where he found things sensitive to why
"we cant afford to be like this and ruin a child's life. We cant stay together" i said
By the last sentence, Jimin looked at me like he was about to cry and if he started crying, it was gonna be the end of me..
"baby~..." i turned around and walked to my room before i started crying.
I didn't want him to see that i still loved him. I didn't want to make it hard for him to choose.
So i cried alone under the covers of my bed.
I fell asleep crying
With a broken heart...