Its too much
I've already got too many voices in my head
There is no room left
I can't shut them up
They complain
They shout and they screech
I'm trying to ignore them
Trying to drown them out with information
But no matter how much I ingest
The words off the page
It isn't digested
I force myself to stay awake
Keep a smile and make it through the day
Wanting to cry but they won't let me
I find myself wanting, craving, searching
I search for relief
Relief is found when
Blade meets skin
Pressure and force
Cuts, rips, bleeds
Finally, I breathe