you never see me bleed
its all i ever need
just to see the blood
all it does is flood
i have a broken heart
i thought you were the cure
i cant stand this pain anymore
will we always be apart
all i need is a razor to my skin
and the razor will always win
its what i want to feel
the pain makes me heal
im not dumb
but i like being numb
pain is a killer
but to me its a healer
my smile hides my pain
thats why i cry in the rain
the answer isnt suicide
but i tried to die by suicide