Can someone please explain to me why I tried to break up with my boyfriend and he told me no. Tell me why somone would love a broken girl. Why after 2 weeks of me telling you that I don't deserve you. Why did you tell me no. No we made a commitment. That's what he said. We can talk about this when you are calm. That's what he said. CAN SOMEONE PLEASE TELL ME WHY??? Why can he not see that he could be happy with a better girl. He says caring for me makes him feel human again. Makes him feel whole. But why?
This isn't a poem or writing for the HELL of it. I really need someone to tell me before I make the biggest mistake of me life.
And please dont say that I'm special or that things will get better.
We all know that's BS