The Colour of Sadness

By kalyonthe

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Finding the beauty and colour in the broken words of this world. More

why don't you understand?
euthanasia
diamonds and rust
hold each other
yellow
undeserving love
crush/like/love
cry for me
lost in the past
stars
you left me
what we lost
wish that you were here
what changed?
beauty is skin deep
please, stop smiling
mirror
loner
because I love your smile
while we can still breathe
wait
her wish
Part of You
how to break a heart
the thing about forgetting
i am (not) afraid to love
all the words I failed to say
contradictions
softly, like the sound of sanity breaking
i still want you back
haunting
next to you
i've had enough of dreams
save me
after the rain
lilac
beautiful sin
little birdy
more than a boy
someone to stay
the reason i wanted to die
their love, my love
soul, heart, life
the words I loved so much

blue

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By kalyonthe

He loved a girl once.

And she loved a boy once.

But she didn't love him, though he loved her.

He called her Blue.

Her hands, her jeans, her eyes, her dreams, everything was blue.

And he was yellow.

But yellow doesn't mix well with blue, does it?

Yellow and blue turns into green,

Green like envy, green like jealousy.

She wasn't his, and never would be.

But he had thought, a long time ago, that maybe green would be the colour of life, the colour of pine forests home to the wild and the colour of precious emeralds.

She was blue.

Blue like the sea, that was so cold, so deep, and so silent.

Blue let him sail on her waves for a while, but it never meant that she wanted him to stay.

Yellow and blue, don't look good together.

He was red.

And Blue loved Red.

Because when blue and red touch, purple comes to life.

The colour of dusk, lilacs, and perhaps, cotton candy.

But sugar rots your teeth, and dusk means that the light is dying.

Blue and red, could never last very long.

He touched her, and suddenly, she was a lavender sky, but then he decided, purple just wasn't for him.

And now she's grey, her hands, her hair, her eyes, her jeans, she's so devoid of colour she doesn't know what it means. 

But she was Blue, she used to be blue.

And now he's blue, his hands, his jeans, splashed with the colour blue, he stole from her sea.

He's blue, everything was blue.

But everything was grey, her dreams, her life, her heart, and the only thing that was blue was the pills in her hands.

And now she's blue, she's blue again, lying on her bedroom floor, waiting for the sky to take her away. 




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