I see the doctors wearing blue, green and goggles. I just can't take it anymore it's getting harder for me to breath and I feel like closing my eyes. I wanna just give up. Ouch! That hurt. One of them just stuck a needle through my stomach. I taste that nasty blood in my mouth, almost like . My body hurt so much like someone took a metal bat and beat every inch of your body till it was black and purple. I want to give up. Think of happy things. Marshall, Lily. Robin. Barney... I don't know why but Barney is my friend no matter what. My chest is burning and I don't know why. My eyes close and I hear the doctors say
" His pulse is dropping!" Then I can't see anything or hear anything.
I look down. I'm sitting on grass by myself. It's wet and glistening. I get up and start walking forward. Im on a hill. " Hello!" I yell hoping someone would hear me and reply. No one answered me I start to get nervous. I don't know where I am.
" Hi Ted." My deceased cousin Rachel said.
" Wait Rachel?" I asked because that can't be her she died a year ago in a car crash.
" Ted it's me." She said smiling and putting her hand on my shoulder.
" Rachel?" I asked again still very confused. I am so confused I thought I was at the hospital.
" Silly, your dead." She said laughing.
" What!?" I asked hoping that this was not true.
" Yep. Your dead." She said walking away. I am getting so scared I can feel my stomach turning. I can't be dead I only got hit by a car.
" I can't be I only got hit. It didn't even hurt that much." I said lying a bit because I do know it hurt a lot.
" That's what you think. You had so much adrenalin at the time you only hurt so much." She said coming closer to me.
" What about my friends?" I asked starting to tear up.
" You only decide what happens to you." She said. I wanted to ask another question but just then she vanished with a smile.
" Wait! HELP ME!" I yelled. I was really angry at myself for getting myself into this mess. I shouldn't have ran into the stupid road with the stupid traffic. Man I'm just so stupid!